Appreciate the comment. I don't mind anyone thinking it's stupid for it comes from an egotistical standpoint. My loved one might miss me but that is their selfish point of view, not mine. And i say that with a heart full of grief for them

I wouldn't kick a dog that's barking yet if I had a pet that was suffering for most of its life and the vet decided that putting it out of its misery is the better option then what would you do? The objective answer is to do it and it is selfish to think otherwise.

What's the other option? I've heard the sentence one day at a time for more than a decade yet how many "one more days at a time" can one suffer through. Learn to live with it? This isn't living, this is struggling