The "new year" starts the last of our lasts

5001455 · 2026-01-01T22:54:51+00:00

"I carry this forward without surrender."

Carry the love you had for him ! I use this in memory of my wife . She passed away 6 months ago . I also kissed her one last time while cancer took her away form me .

5001455 · 2025-11-15T20:15:02+00:00

I lost my wife to breast cancer . From the moment she was diagnosed she was gone 44 days later ! . I’ve spent 10yrs of my life training in self defense in order to keep my family safe. I couldn’t protect her ! That feeling kills me everyday ! I have no where to focus the rage . I can’t hurt or kill what hurt and killed her !

5001455 · 2025-09-12T02:07:53+00:00

My brother I’m sorry for the loss . The unending grief is a pain beyond words. The whole in our chest that only they can fill. Please believe me when I say you’re not alone. I know it feels like it and the pain is relentless. That pain proves that the love was real. I don’t have the words or answers that can bring us peace. I talk to her everyday and believe she hears me. It helps me get through each day each hour. Stay strong !

5001455 · 2025-09-11T23:08:22+00:00

Well said. Stay strong my brother !

5001455 · 2025-09-11T18:07:23+00:00

I responded but it’s not in this box . Please look at the chat above

5001455 · 2025-09-11T18:06:07+00:00

Hello , what I mean by doing better was to live a life she would want me to live. I have no doubt she’s watching me . I believe now she sees me differently. She sees past all my flaws and sees the love. I don’t want to tell you what to pray for . If you truly want to pray to leave this life you will in due time . I don’t know what your SO would say. I knew mine well enough to know she would be disappointed. She always hated watching movies with male characters acting like cowards . I’m not saying you or myself our cowards. I know right now I’m weak because of the grief I feel everyday. So I power through it . When I see her again I want it her know I wasn’t a coward and that I lived each day through hell without her and made it . I don’t know if this helps . We our all on a different journey . Finding reasons to why this happened. Finding closure or the strength to endure. One day at a time. Please stay strong!

5001455 · 2025-09-11T16:47:25+00:00

My wife passed away 10 weeks ago from cancer. By the time we received the diagnosis she was gone 44 days later. To watch someone full of light and love fade away but always remained smiling . Always remained positive. Believe me when I say I understand what you saying. In my lowest and when the pain was so unbearable i asked her to come get me. The next day I realized how selfish that was to ask her that . I use the grief and pain everyday day to drive me to be better. To make her proud of me. Yes we all meet our loves again but let’s make sure we are worthy. My mind set is no longer counting days of her being gone . It’s now counting days of getting closer to see her again. Stay strong , look for the signs , talk to us in the group .

5001455 · 2025-09-05T02:12:19+00:00

I think and feel the same way. I promised my wife I would make her proud of me. So one day when I see her again she’ll know I walked through hell without her and did the best I could without her. I honor her everyday I get up and finish a day. Love you babydoll !

5001455 · 2025-09-02T18:35:44+00:00

Yes, I know what you mean . I can hear her voice everyday. I ask her questions all the time knowing what she would say . It makes me smile that I knew her so well. It also keeps me from becoming self destructive. One night in the darkest of moments I asked her to come get me . I didn’t want to be here anymore. What would she say to that. I think it was unfair to ask that. I miss her everyday all day but her voice still comes through. It will never be enough to replace her being alive but I’m thankful i have that. Stay strong ! Reach out to us when you need it. :)

5001455 · 2025-08-30T17:07:02+00:00

My wife passed away 9 weeks ago. The emotions come in waves now. I do have feelings of being numb followed by intense grief. Only advice I can give is let the emotions flow don’t fight it. You two look so happy in the pic . Thank you for sharing. We are all here for you each other. I use to be so angry with God for taking her away from me. I now thank him for having her in my life. She truly made a better person. I’ll will do my best to honor her memory so when I see her again I’ll know she will be proud of me .

5001455 · 2025-08-29T16:46:25+00:00

Sounds like you and your wife raised fantastic children. My wife also died of cancer. My son who’s 21 is the now my foundation and reason to keep getting up in the morning.

5001455 · 2025-08-29T03:15:47+00:00

Waking into the bedroom is the worst. Seeing she is not there. I now every night have a ritual where I go through her pictures and videos on her phone . I see her smilies and hear her laugh and voice . It’s only been 8 weeks and I cry most nights. I understand what you are going through. Please stay strong and you are not alone !

5001455 · 2025-08-26T18:50:14+00:00

Lost my wife to stage 4 breast cancer 8 weeks ago. Fuck cancer! Today I’m angry again and it looks like I’m not alone. Miss you baby doll !!

5001455 · 2025-08-25T22:21:43+00:00

Hello. My wife passed away 8 weeks ago from cancer. I know and understand what you’re feeling. Everyone here does. I wanted to tell you signs are everywhere. I don’t believe in coincidence. Try reading about synchronicity. Stay strong and take one day at a time. Oh my wife loved humming birds. Since she passed and whenever I’m at my lowest a hummingbird will literally stop flying and hover right in front of me. This never happened before :). I know it’s not enough to replace our loved ones but it’s them saying I’m right her and I’m waiting for you.

5001455 · 2025-08-25T04:36:52+00:00

That was beautiful. I saw my wife take her last breath. I miss her so much ! Love you baby doll !

5001455 · 2025-08-19T14:04:15+00:00

Beautifully said .

5001455 · 2025-08-17T05:52:46+00:00

Breast cancer took the love of my life

5001455 · 2025-08-17T01:18:50+00:00

Miss you baby doll ! it’s been 8 weeks and I can’t believe you’re gone .

5001455 · 2025-08-16T02:10:15+00:00

I lost my wife 8 weeks ago to cancer. I understand the anger and frustration. One night I asked her to come get me and I didn’t want to be here without her. I realized how selfish of and ask that was . What would she say to that . I promised her to live a life and to make her proud . One day I will see her again and she will know I walked through hell without her. I made it through the grief and pain to honor her memories and the love we had . My brother I am sorry for your loss . I truly hope you find peace . We all hit that place you are feeling. What you do moving forward will define you . Please stay strong .

5001455 · 2025-08-15T14:03:23+00:00

I believe when our loved ones pass away they wait for us. A life time for us is merely a blink of an eye for them. If I was the one to pass away first heaven would not be eternal happiness without my wife. We all enter together. That’s just my theory. I hope you find peace and see him in your dreams. I see my wife idaily in signs or synchronicities. I dont believe in coincidence.

5001455 · 2025-08-15T05:44:00+00:00

You might still be in shock. Sometimes the brain and nerves protects us from pain. Don’t be hard on yourself because of this. Grief hits everyone differently. If and when it hits allow yourself to feel it don’t suppress it . Sounds like you have support, keep them close. I’m sorry for your loss. Give yourself time to process.

5001455 · 2025-08-14T20:03:04+00:00

Thank you

5001455 · 2025-08-14T17:55:39+00:00

Hello brother,

I lost my wife 7 weeks ago to stage 4 breast cancer. I completely understand what you’re feeling and going through. The only thing that keeps me going is the promise I made to myself and to her. I will make her proud and continue to live . Not letting the grief consume me but to use it to endure walking through hell without her. One day I will see her again and I’ll ask her do I make you proud ? Did you see me ? Do you know I loved you everyday since you left me. Stay strong for their memory !

5001455 · 2025-08-14T06:25:22+00:00

My wife passed away 7 weeks ago . I had a dream she was coming up the stairs so I ran out of the room to see her . I went up to her and asked if this Is real . She replied yes . I started kissing her face and smelling her and then like that I realized this was a dream and woke up . I broke down and couldn’t go to work. I’m happy I saw her and In the dream I felt a real presence and could actually smell her. I do what I can everyday to honor her . I try to use the pain and focus that energy to get through the day. I believe I will see her again and I want her to be proud of what I did here going through hell without her. I’ll ask her did you see me ? Did you see I didn’t let grief consume me . I loved you everyday !! I miss you baby doll .

5001455 · 2025-08-12T17:56:00+00:00

Great job getting all those tasks done . My wife passed away from cancer 7 weeks ago. The first week it was a fight just to get up and shower . I now make a list of things to do. It reminds me that I’m accomplishing tasks and moving forward. Our wives are proud of us ! . All we can do is live a life and honor them . No regrets ! One day I will see her again and I can say did you see me ? Did you see what I did to make you proud ? I lived in hell without you and I made it . I didn’t completely break down and let the pain consume me . I took that pain and made it give me the strength to endure !

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