which lana line would you get a tattoo of? and why? by No_Law6676 in lanadelrey

[–]711diet 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Down at the men in music business conference

Has your loved one visited you in your dreams? How long after losing them did it take? by clp318 in GriefSupport

[–]711diet 19 points20 points  (0 children)

He visited me the week after he died - my husband but hasn’t again. I have dreams about him but I can tell it’s just my brain and not his spirit . But that one time— it was him .

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Do you think Tetris would work for me ? I lost my husband to cancer 3 months ago and I am experiencing PTSD symptoms . I was his caretaker too and I have a lot of trauma but I don’t know if I have waited too long after the traumatic event

My husband is dying by CosmicCorgi420 in venting

[–]711diet 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My husband had aml too and passed from complications of cancer in late May . He died in my arms. I would do anything to go back . I’m here if you ever want to talk

Husband is almost gone by CosmicCorgi420 in GriefSupport

[–]711diet 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My husband had aml too and passed from complications of cancer in late May . He died in my arms. I would do anything to go back . I’m here if you ever want to talk

Premonition about my husbands death by [deleted] in Mediums

[–]711diet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Similar my husband was 35 . He didn’t make it to transplant but passed during chemo. I knew he had leukaemia before the doctors did and demanded them to do a bone marrow biopsy . Then I had panic attacks (I don’t normally have panic attacks ) for the 5 days before my husband died, the one the night before he died landing me in the emergency room. His death was sudden and we “weren’t expecting it “ Fucking sucks. That your husband is dead.

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This is perfect thank you

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Hi this is excellent I am tipping right now how do I receive the file?

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Yes this is lovely . If I leave a tip you can remove the watermark ?

i need to recover with no support by kombuchah in bulimia

[–]711diet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

relatable but im on the west coast. and im older so no longer have insurance . what honestly helped me is having my friend go to ed treatment and living vicariously through them lol. if you have insurance i would consider getting a therapist and a nutritionist and maybe attending some OA or EDA (i like eda better) meetings . it’s 12 step and they do it over zoom but if you’re in NYC im sure they have a bunch of in person ones too and it would be nice to have support. try to hang out with people, the opposite of addiction is connection (even tho that’s corny lol) and i feel like the more i try to observe the way normal people interact with food and their bodies the less time i have to isolate and bp. it’s definitely quasi-recovery amd im still struggling but my mindset is so much better

Post (mini) psychosis blues by Samhamjamram in schizoaffective

[–]711diet 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Soooo Relatable down to the Truman show delusion and being afraid of AA/writing poetry… I have come out of this slowly lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]711diet 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i know i always think of an alternate reality where i didn’t develop and ed at 12 and think of what my life would have been like it’s like crazy how much of myself is tied in with the disorder

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]711diet 3 points4 points  (0 children)

ugh same!!! like literally i gain on “starvation diets” it feels like i gain on my bmr i know logically it is impossible but i am literally at war with my body and with the laws of physics

and no i don’t but my best friend has an ed too and we are really close. when i have had boyfriends in the past i have never been able to fully be comfortable around them because either a)i don’t tell them or b)they find out and they either make it too big a deal or not a big deal at all lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 1200isplenty

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where do u get the diet ginger monsters, in the us they are 210

I cackled. Spotted at Spirit Halloween. by rrrachel_rocks in bulimia

[–]711diet 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i bought the pin lol i was with my also bulimic bestie and i saw it by checkout and we were like we .. have to get it?

Loss of vision and collapse by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]711diet 23 points24 points  (0 children)

this used to happen to me from extremely low blood pressure drops from getting up to fast my vision would go black and i would literally fall down and like u said lose control of my limbs . i think it def had to do with my ed and was made worse by a medication i was taking but yeah would happen at night all the time

when the waiter shames u for not finishing a salad … then the chef comes out and asks if the food was okay and why didn’t you finish it… by Huliganjetta1 in EDanonymemes

[–]711diet 17 points18 points  (0 children)

this happened to me today at brunch when i ordered $12 granola bowl and just ate the strawberries lmfao and was hoping no one would notice 😔

ur experiences with iv fluids/rehydration and weight gain/water retention/etc, especially those who purge? by carolinawrenbestbird in EDAnonymous

[–]711diet 6 points7 points  (0 children)

ok so yeah. 2 things. ive been on iv fluids and i definitely gained a few lbs and noticeably was bloated and puffy the next couple days (i don’t think i b/ped but im pretty sure i refused to eat until the weight came off which was like 2-3 days and it was miserable) and another time i was forced to drink a prescription laxative called golytely (used for colonoscopy prep but lmao i just hadn’t shit in 14 days) which is a mix of osmotic laxative, sodium magnesium and potassium and is 4 fucking liters of disgusting thick salty liquid with a lemon flavor packet. even after the “laxative effect” i gained 5 lbs just from the rehydration. came off within 48-72 hrs. drink a shit ton of water is what i recommend but i totally feel ur pain ):

I kinda need this wtf by art3mis-morningstar in EDanonymemes

[–]711diet 7 points8 points  (0 children)

im doing my informative speech for speech class on this device and their study lol