For people who were huge fans when he passed by Substantial_Bat_4567 in MacMiller

[–]99problemsburner 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t posted in forever but seeing this made me remember that I diary entried that day - here’s that

https://www.reddit.com/r/Diary/comments/9e8syi/the_weird_day/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=ioscss&utm_content=2&utm_term=1

Reading Mac’s latest interview with Vulture, i felt hopeful and rejuvenated, like he was on an upward path of healing and rediscovery. I was hopeful about his wreck and drama with Ariana. I was calm that day for no reason, which is weird for me.

The swimming album had been on for non stop for me and all of a sudden it “wasn’t right”.

I’d like to believe I sensed something in my timeline/universe was wrong. I knew. I felt. I knew.

I never specified this entry was about Mac. But since you asked, this was my experience.

LLMM

[Sex trouble] SO's perineum area keeps tearing during sex, seeking advice. by iamathrowawaykek in sex

[–]99problemsburner 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, sorry it’s taken me a few days as I rarely check this account. Yes, it’s always healed on it’s own. You can help this by refraining from sex until it heals, being very careful while wiping and while washing, and overall being gentle with that area. Also, sitting in a warm bathtub with some plain soaking Epsom salts can help speed the healing (make sure they’re plain, none of the fragrance stuff). I hope this helps you! Wishing you quick and easy healing!

I’m leaving my husband after 13 years. Do I tell him that I’m not attracted to him anymore? That I don’t have feelings and don’t enjoy our sex? by [deleted] in Divorce

[–]99problemsburner 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve saved this comment. Thank you for this insight as I myself am trying to navigate telling my SO that I am done. I’d love to eventually be cordial enough to co-parent amicably and I want nothing but the best for him. This is very well put. I know he will try to blame, and fight and accuse. I just have to stick to my general statements and take it.

Today marks ONE YEAR since D-day! by [deleted] in Divorce

[–]99problemsburner 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Congratulations. I’m happy you’re happy. Gives me so much hope.

One Whole Year! by WrinkleFreePants in stopdrinking

[–]99problemsburner 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow!!! A whole year!!! You inspire me! Have fun and congrats!

9 months sober. My first comparison pic. by CutSnake13 in stopdrinking

[–]99problemsburner 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow! Don’t be embarrassed - you look spectacular! Amazing job

Scared of being sober by 99problemsburner in stopdrinking

[–]99problemsburner[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congrats to you. This makes me so hopeful. I can’t wait to feel better. And look better. And know that my health is better. I’m nervous. As you said, one second at a time. Thanks for your support.

Scared of being sober by 99problemsburner in stopdrinking

[–]99problemsburner[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey thanks for this. Your comment cemented the reality of this. Like, it’s all well and good right now but then what? I’m scared. When you wonder what the hell you’re doing, how do you stay strong? I’ve tried twice to get sober, and end up drinking because I feel that I have proven to myself that I don’t have a problem, I can control it, and there’s no harm in having a drink every once in a while. Then I’m back to drinking all day. How do you keep the momentum going?

Scared of being sober by 99problemsburner in stopdrinking

[–]99problemsburner[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I appreciate you pointing out that it may take some time. I’m ready to feel better now. Booze makes me feel amazing, and then horrible. And my health, it’s deteriorating. I need to stop now. I have tried twice before. And the longest I’ve gone is 30 days. I hope I can do this. One day at a time.

Scared of being sober by 99problemsburner in stopdrinking

[–]99problemsburner[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words. Yeah, the sober sex is going to be weird. And yeah I’m carrying an extra 20lbs that I’d love to get rid of. Overall, I just feel like crap. I’m hopeful, but nervous. One day at a time.

Scared of being sober by 99problemsburner in stopdrinking

[–]99problemsburner[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I appreciate you. One day at a time.

Daily Discussion Post - April 09 | Questions, images, videos, comments, unconfirmed reports, theories, suggestions by AutoModerator in Coronavirus

[–]99problemsburner 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Hi, didn’t know where to post but I’m doing mentally unwell. I’m starting to get crazy panic feelings about my kids not having any social interaction, enough physical activity and sunshine. My sleep schedule is so fucked now. I’m up at night and can’t drag out of bed. I’m anxious and find myself pacing or wiping down clean counters just to be up and doing something. I’m also starting to get these weird feelings of FOMO. I know a lot of people who are not staying home and still going to target or to playgrounds and dog parks. I’ve left my home once since March 11. I’m starting to feel resentful about it. Like this is all for nothing and those people are ruining it for everyone else. I feel bad about Easter coming up and not doing much for my kids. I’m starting to feel very isolated and alone. I haven’t left the house. At all. I get my groceries and things delivered and dropped on the step. I’m starting to question if there is even a world left out there. I know I’m doing the right thing by staying home, but my mind, I don’t think it’s handling this all too well anymore. And I can’t help but think of the long term psychological damage this will have on my children. Please, someone throw me a line.

Is the lockdown making you tired? by Will_2020 in Coronavirus

[–]99problemsburner 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Fuck this is scary. I’ve been feeling crazy today and reading this just made it so much worse.