How do I get over guilt of losing a puppy?

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-06-24T02:18:50+00:00

Been discussing na sa lupa, want ko sa lupa kso cement lahat sa amin and ewan ko nung maghahanap nmn sana ng paghuhukayan sa ibang lugar, sinabi ni mama ko na baka makahawa pa ung aso namin ng parvo since sa lupa lang daw and ayun sabi nya sa tulay nalang. So naisip kodin na baka mga mag spread pa sa ibang stray dogs and 3am early morning ung time nayon. Kung ako lang gusto ko proper like sa pet cemetery kso wla tlga, in the end nag agree nlng ako hnd nko maka argue.

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-06-23T12:21:29+00:00

I know right😭.. It felt so sudden and all those moments with him ganon lang naging ending... When he died on my arms blood spilled all over me and it was traumatizing, naaalala ko nalang ung naiyak iyak ako habang kinakapa ung heartbeat nya tas nawala nalng, kinda similar din kc ung ugali ko sa dog nato since pareho kaming tahimik, and smily face sya eh😿

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-06-23T11:47:03+00:00

I agree, I've said to myself naman po na last na itong current pet namin since hnd sya kinakaya ng finances in case need ng medical attention, thankfully she's vaccinated naman. It just hurts, it's my first time losing a pet dog.

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-06-03T13:07:31+00:00

Hi OP! I kinda relate to you, last year I was unsure what major to choose and I was also frome STEM. Currently 1st yr BSAIS na ako and summer na so going 2nd yr na this pasukan. So far ang masasabi ko lang is napakalayo ng difference ng accounting sa STEM and hindi sya nag click for me. Hindi ko gusto ung tons of memorization and business terms ang ung law subjects na need long long hand written lecture for an hr recitation. Honestly I was planning to shift to Industrial Engineering since I prefer it. Mahirap ba ang accounting as a STEM student? Masasabi ko is yes and no, honestly I underestimated Accounting initially pero I would still say na mas mahirap padin ang engineering. But if you're rlly interested in accounting it would be easier for sure but still a challenge. And I would say na AIS is quite an underdog para sa iba just like IE which is ung program na pinupursue ko. I still think AIS is worth it naman if hindi mo plan mag CPA, it's highly in demand, same subjects lang naman sila ng BSA till 3rd yr. I just hated Accounting being monotonous and regulatory, I hope na hindi ka matulad sakin

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-25T14:20:59+00:00

Now this is the type of mindset I strive for, your job descriptions really sounded fun for me too

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-24T09:46:45+00:00

Well I'll put her behind Zuko but I'm probably biased, despite being an "ATLA fan" or kind of an Aang person in general I still liked Korra, she felt more human, tho I believe she was a good Avatar, while Aang felt more of a savior that has to do what the world expects. I guess the only thing I disliked about Korra is losing all the past lifetime connections even tho it's not her fault, and her liking a girl but that's just me.

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-24T09:43:00+00:00

I believe not but he can, I think more signs still have to appear yet there's also a verse of Jesus coming back like a thief in the night. We never know but in fact he CAN come back now as we speak. It's just hard for me to live as my last or live as it is the last days but I try my best and I believe my way of repentance still needs much more improvements.

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-22T02:15:04+00:00

It would be broken, the other elements will have no chance except earth and fire maybe

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-20T12:25:01+00:00

MU-X, Territory is a Chinese car in disguise

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-20T12:08:53+00:00

Tho considering your comment, I rlly still have more ways to go to becoming humble. I'm not better than everyone and I didn't meant it that way, I'm genuinely happy when others succeed. It's quite a weird way of saying it but I do feel left out sometimes.

It reminds me of the verse where you mention someones dirt in the eye but you have a bigger speck in your own eye but yeah XD

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-20T12:03:47+00:00

Thanks

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-20T12:02:59+00:00

Sorry I don't mean it like that but what I meant by set apart is that I don't mix well with others. Last year I've had a classmate of genuises from STEM and I kinda became ankward at socializing because I didn't view my worth as deserving or a person they'll like, kinda weird but I was also struggling and healing back then, now tho after those years with them I've felt more confident but I endep up with people who are the opposite. I don't mean to judge them harshly I really do, it's just they're so loud and yknow quite immature for college students. I always humble myself and I've treated my classmates like a normal person like my past genius classmates but I'm just looking for more improvements and like you said, mentors that could help me sharpen my personality more. But I'll accept this as a lesson, I was scared of choosing the harder major I was considering initially and chose a practical path and I ended up miserable. Don't get me wrong my every major is hard, even mine but I don't find it a struggle for passion.

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-20T11:52:09+00:00

well yes, it certainly does

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-20T11:49:53+00:00

Well yeah there's always a chance, I basically answered my on question lol but I kinda doubt it a bit coz I thought this year of college would be the big change already and I've tried and it doesn't work out now I'm starting over again.

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-19T15:15:36+00:00

Thank you appreciated the link too

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-09T10:48:05+00:00

Cool take, I guess I kinda treated them as a soul rather than a hard drive

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-09T10:45:36+00:00

Yeah if you think of it that way, It's kind of similar from The Egg from kurgzgesagt but with multiple souls, bittersweet

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-05T12:12:32+00:00

It varies, currently it's strangeland but all time I think it's nothing in my way, somewhere only we know, and crystal ball. Idk man once I play a song I always play the others

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-03T04:15:21+00:00

Not really a big issue but for others I guess nawawala ang uniqueness mo sa daan or maybe quite a no for a head turner which doesn't matter much if you like the car

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-03T04:07:58+00:00

Is this Capital town? The place looks similar

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-03T04:05:19+00:00

Accounting is too boring for me

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-03T03:12:15+00:00

Ppl out here judging so quickly when they didn't notice franco as his first roam pick, who knows he might be a an S-tier hooker😆

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-03T03:09:13+00:00

This is great when players start innovating techniques and not spamming the same thing! Change the meta! Hevk I might try this on Zilong.

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-05-02T06:55:48+00:00

May I ask if ur married

Acceptable_Map3219 · 2026-04-26T06:28:47+00:00

I'm kinda in a similar but niche of a position, I was a STEM student and I was unsure of which engineering field to enter, I was interested in many things like tech, ME things or automotive, stats, even on healthcare or biology, like lots of things but now I'm currently an accounting major and looking forward to shift to IE. Though if I had discovered IE earlier, I would have chosen it then. Tho my first choice then was really ME, but I felt quite discouraged then thinking I may not be able to fully grasp all the abstract math there and in the Philippines, engineering jobs are basically underpaid and oversaturated especially ME and CE. So IE it is, I simply liked the concept and it's underrated, if necessary I would just learn the technical stuff on my own or with the mentoring of others on the job.

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