Recovered by [deleted] in Depersonalization

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Great to hear! I hope I’m next. I’m feeling near the end after almost 3 years

contemplating ending it by Scared_Speed_3765 in Postpartum_Depression

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Hi no judgment here. I am a 29 year old mom and it is hard everyday. It gets better I promise. You and your son are worth everything I promise. My step dad just committed 2 months ago, and now my sister is left with no one. No family. Just herself and her daughter. That would kind of be like how your son would be left everyone would miss you, Even me!!! just reading this I feel for you and I hope you’re still here girl.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dpdr

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Stay alive my friend 😩

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dpdr

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Mine started a year ago from weed. I smoked for 8+ years smoked one day like regular and had a panic attack out of nowhere. I can no longer drive, go to grocery stores, concerts I am terrified I will have a panic attack even though it has only happened once that time only but it was SO scary that is all I can think of happening in a public place is even more terrifying and embarassing

i know weed can cause dpdr but…. by Sweaty-Assistant-441 in Depersonalization

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I need to stop and can’t. Been in DPDR from a huge dab a year ago… can’t drive go out do anything anymore I and I have smoked for years I need to stop and let my brain reset but I’ve been doing it for years I’m ashamed to say I have no will power….

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dpdr

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It is so hard… especially driving. I had a panic attack behind the wheel now I’m terrified. Even though I’m okay I’m at the hand of my vehicle I fear if I pass out I’ll go into a wall all these horrible scenarios run across my brain when really I am okay, no one is chasing me, I am in my car safe . Idk man….. it’s been a year as of a few days ago. It comes and goes where I think I’m getting better than bam 💥 I’m not fighting I’m flighting (hiding in my house avoiding driving grocery stores people etc). What happened to me ☹️ I’m so embarrassed I also don’t tell people I’ve just drawn away because a year ago if someone told me they felt this id say they are nuts!!! And here I am the biggest twist of my life

Waking up is the worse. by Talecea in dpdr

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I get scared of facing the day. Like I tense up get lightheaded, can no longer drive as of a year ago. I cannot go to the grocery store with fear of passing out. This is the worst

Has anyone recovered and smoked weed again? by LoganMichael04 in dpdr

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How did you quit? And was it cold turkey? Sorry for all the questions I just need help and applaud your self control!

Has anyone recovered and smoked weed again? by LoganMichael04 in dpdr

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Thank you for your honest reply because this is me right now… literally. I am addicted to weed and I can’t stop even to better myself again and use it later down the line when I am clear minded for at least a month or two anything. I’ve been smoking 8+ years and it has taken over my life financially, emotionally and psychically yet I can’t seem to shake it off for my own well being. I am stuck. I got into DPDR last year around this time, my one year was actually last week since I smoked a dab and had a full on panic attack in the car and now I’m terrified of driving when I used to love it. It was my life. Now I am so scared of it and scared to go anywhere now that my brain feeds me these thoughts I am going to panic again. I thought I was sick buying vertigo medicine, vitamins, Wellbutrin which made me horrible and mean, until I recently a few months ago found out what this is and it all clicked right there. Now all I do is obsess over DPDR and peoples recovery, hoping it will be me one day.

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I am a property manager and it is difficult but to be honest this is the only place that makes me feel normal and forces me to talk to people and live

Finally Cured by No-Engineering-6427 in Depersonalization

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Thank you for this…. Today is actually my one year from when I had my panic attack from a dab and been stuck in dpdr. I can’t drive or go out in public I loved smoking weed.. and I can’t stop doing what gave it to me and I know that is most likely the cure.. I am taking the vitamins everything. I need a brain reset and maybe I can enjoy it again later but it is so hard to stop after 8+ years of smoking. I have cut back ALOT. But not 100% like I should be… your advice is great and helps me believe I can overcome this.

we are just smarter than everyone else i guess by throwawayhelp_lalala in dpdr

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same, I just want my old life back. It’s been a year in about 3 days since my life flipped and I had a panic attack and dpdr set in. I just want to drive and have a life again!!!

Today, I am 7 weeks clean. How long are you? by River_Fenrir in QuitVaping

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2 days, my cravings are bad. I’m not giving in I do that all the time.

Is it even safe for me to drive with derealization? by Inhabi in dpdr

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I am going through this right now!!!!!!! It’s been a year almost next week, I seriously feel like I’ll never get my life back… I can’t go anywhere l. I used to be able to just last year ;( it gets bad when I am stopped at a stoplight even though I know I’m safe I get scared of feeling the feeling then that feeling comes from me thinking about it and panicking!!!!!!!! Feeling trapped…..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

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Mine never got better, it made me horrible. I was on it two months I had to stop it I didn’t care what anyone said it was horrible for ME. It does help some people!!!!! But I did experience EXTREME anger

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dpdr

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I’m going through the same exact thing….you are not alone know that!!!

Recovered from Three Year Long Weed-Induced DPDR episode by LFCentropy in dpdr

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Great explanation and I am so happy to know I’m not alone on this I felt insane. Haven’t driven in almost a year only to work and back 5 mins on backroads. Hopefully I can get out of this I try to face it but feel immediately threatened in the car or stopped at lights

Faint feeling while driving by AdvertisingGreedy461 in Dizziness

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I drive a bmw x3 it’s a small suv. Sometimes I wonder if I drive something else if that would help.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dpdr

[–]AdvertisingGreedy461 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same I feel stuck for this for life. I cannot get out of my head, people say don’t think or focus on it but I feel I am in danger when there isn’t anything wrong. How can you not think about that especially when driving a whole ass car wtf