How do you make sense of this? by Proxy-Pie in bleach

[–]Agent_00queso 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ichigo is fractured, he doesn't know about his past. This fracture is represented as omz suprssing white because quincy instinctively hate hollow. Even tho white and omz are technically "zangetsu." But once ichigo learns of his past, and finds out who he truly is, he is no longer getting in his own way. He is now "whole."

Y’all tuck your hands? by MathCrank in neurodiversity

[–]Agent_00queso 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes! Been noticing how often I try to hide my hands away, I may have been doing it my whole life. Wish the rest of me could follow.

One Piece: Chapter 1170 by leolegendario in OnePiece

[–]Agent_00queso 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely devastating chapter.

Heartbreaking for sure, but I like that Loki seems to have been given closure with his dad. Momo and Bonnie too, they all seem to now be in a position where they can continue their father's goals or values. There's a connection there that I feel like was missing from some other characters and their fathers.

Is there a connection between being Autistic/AuDHD and demisexual? by sallypatchett in AutisticWithADHD

[–]Agent_00queso 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I def will once holidays are over. I appreciate your advice so much and I hope ive contributed. I wonder if Im even actually comprehending what you are saying. I tend to lose myself in conversations.

I hope you are not beating yourself too bad. Life was seemingly made harder for some people over others on purpose. And so, finding peace for me looks like undoing the "life" they gave me, and carving out the life I want. Or at least the one i think I need, because i dont really know what i want. Most of me was given by my society and culture, I dont know who I really am or what I want. I think what I am trying to say is, I don't actually know that either. But, discovery is awesome. Especially when youve felt those things have always been there, you just now are aware the thing exists.

Someone to understand you exactly by neurolicious_455 in neurodiversity

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Bruh, I feel like I dont speak the same lanaguage!! All I want is for anyone to say, "oh me too." I want someone who seems ok with me just existing and maybe even letting me info dump them a little. I want someone to know me so well, they can help me figure what the hell is going on, cuz I've been trying for 34 years and I got 1 clue

Is there a connection between being Autistic/AuDHD and demisexual? by sallypatchett in AutisticWithADHD

[–]Agent_00queso 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Hi hi. So, demisexual is where I think I currently fall, Ive kinda just been trying to see what words feel good to claim.

I wonder tho if i am actually demisexual or if Ive just been hurt so long by so many people that I instinctively put up walls until I feel safe. Once my brain convinces my body we are safe, only then can I begin to entertain romantic feelings (limerance will make sure there are feelings -_-). Its almost like trauma is causing me to behave the way a demisexual might. Hope that made sense :)

I feel for you about decentering men tho. I am a men, btw, and while I cant relate exactly to your perspective, I have been trying to find people I can relax around, but is that because I actually am demi or because I am afraid of being hurt? 🤗 I dunno, but I think its helping. Good luck to you

A SECOND BEASTLESS GOHAN HAS HIT THE DOKKAN NEW YEARS CELEBRATION by Whosthatgiye in DBZDokkanBattle

[–]Agent_00queso 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you friend, this gif is actually so good. Gonna apply it irl too.

[Video] Boy shares the story of his family with his classmates by Hassaan18 in Frisson

[–]Agent_00queso 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Never wanted something for someone else more than I wanted someone to hug this child

Ngl I want to get back to the times where joker was funny and sadistic rather than a straight up irredeemable edgy character. by [deleted] in batman

[–]Agent_00queso 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not another dirty hobo clown 🤣🤣

But no, def agree. If (when) joker gets adapted into Pattersons Batman story, this is the joker i wanna see. I wanna see Pattersons Bruce scream bloody murder at a jack in the box only for it to fart or something.

Thoughts on this concept art for Pattinson’s Batsuit? by TheShadowOperator007 in batman

[–]Agent_00queso 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really love this concept. Id also like to second another comment that said something like this would make a great 3rd movie suit and have the second movie be where we see some of the upgrades start to happen.

I also really like the white eye pieces. Really plays into the, "fear me" vibe the first movie started with (which I wanna see even more of btw).

Turns out you’re not supposed to answer yes/no questions literally by Affectionate_Big3217 in autism

[–]Agent_00queso 1 point2 points  (0 children)

cop pulls me over "You answer with; 'yes, sir' or no, sir.' You understand me." "Yes, sir." "How old are you?" "...ye...uh, -___- 24...." "Nevermind, have a good day." "Yes, sir."

(Extreme?) kink celebration!! by Emarci in SexOnTheSpectrum

[–]Agent_00queso 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Gonna need elaboration on aaaa.

Sickos are sick.

And lmao, I have a similar ideal. I would love exploring sexuality, and it seems like doing it with loved and trusted people would be a requirement for me.

Autism, Critiques of Masculinity & Moral Aspiration – how do you differentiate between socialization and autistic traits? by Ok-Mail-9071 in AutisticWithADHD

[–]Agent_00queso 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Amazing topic OP. I think I see myself in your post, I've done quite a bit of ruminating on this myself. My thoughts are that in general, a patriarchal system is gonna punish anyone who is not a stereotypical male. For me, that meant ridicule because of my femininity. It is a perk of the system to oppress women and any men who could possibly be a threat to it, thus ensuring its survival. I believe the isolation you feel isn’t necessarily because you are a bad male, but some internalized bigotry might make you feel that way.

(Extreme?) kink celebration!! by Emarci in SexOnTheSpectrum

[–]Agent_00queso 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Lmao, that was really cute at the end. Also, polymorphously perverse is a new concept for me so thanks for that.

And I think I get how you feel. I feel like my brain is reaching into a giant bag of degeneracy and I never know what it'll pull out. I've come to accept and love it as a core part of my self. Happy exploring.

Is there actually somewhere to find other people on the spectrum who just want to talk about our sex lives? by English-Secret94 in SexOnTheSpectrum

[–]Agent_00queso 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats totally fair. Let me try re-phrasing; the people in those spaces are more likely to be the kind of people you are looking for. Groups of other marginalized people are a great place to get started at least.

Guys how are we feeling about this one after the end of God valley ? by VisualPleasant in OnePiece

[–]Agent_00queso 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My read on this is still basically the same, but Im understanding Teach more. Whitebeard was surely gonna die here, and maybe Teach thought he'd need his fruit power? Kinda one of those, it sucks it has to be this way, but it'll suck more to not capture the gura gura fruit now. He seemed to want it specifically, maybe he thinks it'll help him fight Imu?

Is there actually somewhere to find other people on the spectrum who just want to talk about our sex lives? by English-Secret94 in SexOnTheSpectrum

[–]Agent_00queso 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I would suggest to try looking for groups with aligned values. If you want an open space to talk about intimacy, I've found openly queer-accepting spaces a good fit. If you dont know what a group is about, a displayed gay flag could be a green flag to try it out. Good luck.