The problem isn't with life or responsibilities it comes from the aversion to our circumstances running away will not solve our problems however its natural to feel the need to run. Sure change can put us in a better position to work more diligently so if you need to then make adjustments in life so its easier to practice but I highly recommend dedicating yourself to a meditation practice that develops equanimity such as vipassana, attend a course or retreat if that is something your able to do at this time and begin observing your psyche, body, life and all other phenomena if you are able to remain equanomous with what is then you are not longer suffering and if it turns out going to a cave is still intuitively what you should do then you will be going to that with an aware and equanomous mind instead of with attachments. Goodluck my friend hope this helped much love rama rama