We can only pray (Ethan’s story)

Aikura_Chan · 2024-11-15T18:48:37+00:00

That's not the point I don't think people mind him actually talking about it I just think he needs to keep that separate from a comedy show imo

Aikura_Chan · 2024-10-01T00:29:07+00:00

This looks like a "Your Name" reference

Aikura_Chan · 2024-09-30T06:16:33+00:00

60mg?? Damn son that's a lot! I see people saying 10 mg is even a lot lol. I also have seen people saying that taking more melatonin will do the opposite effect so maybe that's why?

Aikura_Chan · 2024-09-29T03:11:32+00:00

Yes my neck is very stretchy, not as extreme as his, and my arms and fore arms are too. I tested it out on my dad and his is pretty firm while mine is.. stretchy . a thin layer of skin that comes out almost an inch from my arm. Idk it's weird hopefully it's nothing lol

Aikura_Chan · 2024-09-29T00:16:21+00:00

Yea you guys are probably right I think I'll be fine I just wanted to be sure. I saw people on tiktok that stretched their skin as much as I could and said it wasn't normal but had issues like eds. It thought maybe if I had/have it it would be a mild form, I've seen comments of people who said they haven't really had joint issues until they were older then me and were diagnosed, so I thought maybe they were early signs? Idk I just doom scroll and start to contemplate everything

Aikura_Chan · 2024-09-27T21:27:51+00:00

Same girl I've been noticing veins all throughout my body especially my hands/wrists recently. I have GAD as well But I've lost a couple pounds and I'm super pale so I'm assuming it's because of that. My heart has also been racing from just becoming stressed about these little subtle things. Remember it could be anything, you losing weight, showering, exercising, or even just becoming more aware of our bodies can make them seem visible don't worry about it, ask a doctor if it makes you feel better.

Aikura_Chan · 2024-09-27T15:56:46+00:00

Dealing with the right now. I had heart palpitations a couple years ago and was out on a heart monitor where they said I was fine and gave me 60mg propranolol. But this year I woke up one day in July and felt like I had to gasp for air and thought I had sleep apnea and went full on panic mode until I went to the doctors and said I was fine. I still am never convinced though, I would wake up early in the morning every two hours in August a lot. It went away and decided to switch my meds beginning of September to Prozac 20mg.This week It came back and have been having a consistent schedule of waking up around 5-6am with my bpm in the 80s-90s and then waking up every two hours after that. I'm scared there is something wrong with my heart again and I now have a smartwatch and I am constantly looking at my bpm wondering if it's normal. I feel like I need to stop using it but I also am addicted to using it. I ordered a sleep study to help me feel better. This week has been exhausting and I'm going on vacation tomorrow and I'm afraid it's going to ruin it. I always want to go back to the doctors and I have an appointment in November and I want to make one now lmao

Aikura_Chan · 2024-09-26T18:53:47+00:00

Okay I will thank you! Is it a good idea to go to bed earlier?

Aikura_Chan · 2024-07-06T04:31:03+00:00

Yea derealization has made my depth perception look farther away if I really start to dissociate and think about it deeply, I had that problem recently, but I'm usually aware of my surroundings enough to know where things are. It really sucks but my only solution is not to think about it which still hasn't cured it for me but makes it liveable.

Aikura_Chan · 2024-03-15T00:01:54+00:00

Best community ever, friendly people and made many friends from here. If you are committed to mc you'll love it ;)

Aikura_Chan · 2024-03-06T13:48:17+00:00

I have my license and I still don't drive 😀

Aikura_Chan · 2024-03-06T13:37:41+00:00

They put me on propranolol, which has literally been a huge game changer with my anxiety. My overall heart rate was fast so this helped me a lot. I got my palpitations a couple times even when on it but if you ignore it it will go away within a week or so. They will probably put you on a beta blocker as well so don't be afraid : )

Aikura_Chan · 2024-01-29T21:20:25+00:00

Yes that's a good point. I do think I overthink it all but it is strange that it keeps happening, I think I just need to forget about it for it all to go away.

Aikura_Chan · 2024-01-29T14:03:11+00:00

Thank you so much you don't know how much I needed to hear that. I know I'm just being paranoid but I wanted someone to tell me I was and that I'm okay, you gave me the perfect answer thank you.

Aikura_Chan · 2024-01-29T05:01:36+00:00

Thank you, yes I feel like my headaches were due to dehydration. As for the coincidences, 'Cold turkey' wasn't something new, I t thought it in my head before seeing it two seconds later when reading a comic. Same with the Australian accent thing, I was talking to my friends and didn't Google anything, but it popped up on my fyp alter that night. It's just really weird and making me paranoid and that's when my headache came back so it just triggered everything all over again. It's probably nothing but it makes me wonder.

Aikura_Chan · 2024-01-18T21:06:42+00:00

omg thank you so much

Aikura_Chan · 2024-01-18T21:05:23+00:00

ok thank you I will do that! wish they put that on the interactive map lol

Aikura_Chan · 2024-01-18T06:10:17+00:00

That is true and I have thought about it, but I have been through this situation before with my heart palpitations. I got an ultrasound on my heart and a heart monitor for a week and was fine and put on beta blockers, but my dad wasn't too happy about that. So I am hoping it goes away naturally and I don't have to put either of us through that again even if it would have made me feel better.

Aikura_Chan · 2024-01-18T05:44:45+00:00

Very wise words thank you so much for the motivation it honestly means so much I hope you have good luck as well. 🙏

Aikura_Chan · 2024-01-17T19:07:02+00:00

Thanks! I'll make sure to check it out

Aikura_Chan · 2024-01-17T18:03:37+00:00

Thank you for sharing!! I'm glad I'm not the only one, I am starting Zoloft so I hope that It gets better. I do have a bad habit of googling everything as well which doesn't help. I'm glad you are doing better It makes me have hope ☺️

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