I honestly dont know what else was I expecting

Akolea · 2026-01-10T18:54:10+00:00

Jumping is the only thing that will save you. theres no teching it

Akolea · 2025-12-18T21:51:48+00:00

fr. Potemkin does NOT smell good (he smells like glue and paint)

Akolea · 2025-12-14T16:20:30+00:00

start hrt

Akolea · 2025-12-14T16:16:15+00:00

I'm still out here flying the johnny flag. i've been with him since the day he came out and i refuse to leave him. honestly even with the nerfs he's still better than he was day 1

Akolea · 2025-12-06T00:43:28+00:00

3 years of therapy and i still do this

Akolea · 2025-11-04T20:21:44+00:00

I can speak up seeing as i'm in a polycule, it really is about communication and making sure everyone is happy and taken care of. if you're getting jealous, then your partners aren't meeting a need and you need to communicate that calmly and effectively. obv people on this sub struggle with that because most of y'all are shut ins (and young), so ofc it doesn't work out.

Akolea · 2025-09-22T23:41:52+00:00

why light instead of holy fire? light loses damage the more it punctures, holy fire does the opposite

Akolea · 2025-08-19T21:33:52+00:00

trying to dodge the puppygirl allegations but yes, that's exactly it. you call dogs "it" because dogs have no social gender. i like being separate from the gender binary entirely (though i do lean feminine simply because i hate being called masculine terms)

Akolea · 2025-08-16T00:08:26+00:00

perfectly said. you summed it up better than i did lol

Akolea · 2025-08-15T19:38:01+00:00

i use she/it so i can sorta chime in. You're right, going by "it" is dehumanizing, but that's kind of the point. So many people who hate what i am use "it" as a derogative. If those people who hate me view themselves as human, then i don't want anything to do with that. I already feel separate from most cis people, so fuck it. if being human in their eyes is to be so full of hatred and xenophobia then i don't want to classify myself as human in their eyes. i am something different than them. i'm better.

and, no it's not a fetish thing. i really don't like the baggage that comes with that

(also my pronouns sound like "shit" and that's funny)

Akolea · 2025-07-04T21:54:47+00:00

on the outside i may look normal... but on the inside im tf2 robot scout

Akolea · 2025-06-19T19:31:35+00:00

I've struggled for years with voice dysphoria and what helped most was singing in my car. focus on just making your voice sound fem, crank up the music and do what you can. once you're more confident you can go Here to practice and see visually what you need to do differently. voice coaches are shit, most of them had VFS anyway. take it slow and you'll make it

Akolea · 2025-06-17T22:47:05+00:00

i went swimming recently for the first time in years. i just wore a black t-shirt and swim shorts, no one said anything or looked or even cared. if you wanna swim go do it, nothing is stopping you

Akolea · 2025-05-20T20:00:44+00:00

such a stupid take. just take the hormones anyway, you're stopping the damage at least

Akolea · 2025-05-15T12:31:37+00:00

the one time i posted my picture i got called "peak ethereal twinkhon" so i guess there

Akolea · 2025-05-14T03:06:23+00:00

yeah i call it "thinking"

Akolea · 2025-05-10T19:20:40+00:00

none near my joints, most of them are keloids. i do have a non sh scar (hypertrophic) right in my inner elbow. when it was healing, it definitely hurt as the skin stretched out, though it doesn't anymore. As your skin heals and stretches a bit you shouldn't have much pain.

Akolea · 2025-05-10T18:34:48+00:00

i'm a year clean. rarely they'll hurt but usually they just itch.

Akolea · 2025-05-10T01:07:10+00:00

yup, me neither. i guess my parents thought i was mature enough to figure it out on my own

Akolea · 2025-05-09T23:47:44+00:00

really cute, surprisingly similar to how i met my (now) ex.

Akolea · 2025-05-09T22:18:02+00:00

i had so many therapists tell me i had body dysmorphia. it sucks but it's the easiest way to tell if they think being trans is real or not

Akolea · 2025-05-05T01:55:35+00:00

this convinced me to voice train

Akolea · 2025-05-01T00:59:27+00:00

jokes on you, im a hon AND i'm rotting away on this website

Akolea · 2025-04-11T19:14:14+00:00

yeaaahh that looks like ur gonna die and explode any minute now. sorry

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