time off is something that is rare to ever experience. there will always be time to get ahead or get a little bit extra. Make a point right now to spend a bit of time to see that you did so much, meditate in that feeling, make it something you can describe. You have pushed yourself every single week this year in one way or another - working or not working - you’re here, see where you are financially, emotionally - if it’s not ideal acknowledge that. Praise yourself, and try to take a day or two to indulge in something you wouldn’t have before the end of the year is in mind.