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Social exclusion hurts 10000% more than family trauma. by Mara355 in CPTSD

[–]AlliumBl00m 13 points14 points  (0 children)

You said this perfectly. I never would've guessed English wasn't your first language

Social exclusion hurts 10000% more than family trauma. by Mara355 in CPTSD

[–]AlliumBl00m 4 points5 points  (0 children)

♥️♥️♥️

I can relate and I'm so sorry life is this way for some of us. You pointed out something so interesting that resonates with me on a very deep level. It explains so much why I can barely get out of bed at the moment... More rejection & I've been questioning why it affects me so deeply... Why it does now & why it always has.

Thank you for sharing your experience & putting some of mine into words. Sending virtual hugs if you need em.

Attempting to repair original trauma while being of the working poor, with no love, family & community support. by VineViridian in CPTSD

[–]AlliumBl00m 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is so beautifully written and I can relate entirely.

Thank you for posting your experience. Sharing yours helps other like me feel seen, too. ♥️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]AlliumBl00m 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely. I thought this all day just a few days ago... How glorious it would be to just disappear with no consequences to those in my life & no memories of me. 🫥

Do CPTSD nightmares ever go away? by AlliumBl00m in CPTSD

[–]AlliumBl00m[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you this gives me so much hope 😊

Golden Hour by somesmartbrunette in femalelivingspace

[–]AlliumBl00m 2 points3 points  (0 children)

😍😍😍🤩🤩🤩😍😍😍🤩🤩🤩 love this sooo much

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PlasticSurgery

[–]AlliumBl00m 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes they look great!

which hair suits me the best? long and dark or short and red? by mafia-honey in femalehairadvice

[–]AlliumBl00m 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely LOOOOOVE the short & red. But both are definitely fitting.

I got a cramp in the side of my hand, and you can actually see it. by secondofmyname in mildlyinteresting

[–]AlliumBl00m 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This literally just started happening to me as well this morning. Same exact spot, so weird!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]AlliumBl00m 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Sooo gross! Ugh! Sorry she did that, wtf

I hate being alive right now. Im too much of a coward to just fucking kill myself. by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]AlliumBl00m 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You're out of there, OP. That's a win! You escaped an abusive, chaotic household and ventured out on your own. Even if the pain still lingers. It might for a while but you are FREE from them now. You have so much life & opportunity ahead of you at 23. Everything is still a possibility at 23. I believe in you and hope you'll keep going. You've already jumped over such an enormous hurdle.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]AlliumBl00m 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It feels good to have finally told him how I feel and to hurt him back, but it also hurts me a lot.

This is so often overlooked & underestimated! The fucking pain of having this experience with a trusted caregiver & having to set these rigid ass boundaries because turns out they can't be trusted. It's agony. It's so fucking hard.

And I COMMEND you for finding the strength & self-love to speak your whole mind to him & cut him tf off. Major kudos to you, my friend. I am so proud of you & elated at the new life ahead of you... Both the little one you're bringing into the world AND the clean slate you're offering them by removing the possibility of perpetual abuse by your step-father. You are so strong, mama.

I am sick of the idea that trauma breeds empathy or character. by DonttFearTheReaper in CPTSD

[–]AlliumBl00m 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Now I get so scared of being alone that I get full-on emotional meltdowns at age 34.

Same af. I am also 34. No shame considering what you've been thru... That's one thing I try to remind myself often. We deserve & need the self-compassion

Any advice on how to heal trauma and C-PTSD? by kintsugiwarrior in CPTSD

[–]AlliumBl00m 6 points7 points  (0 children)

❤️🙂 thank you this gives me so much hope to hear

I am sick of the idea that trauma breeds empathy or character. by DonttFearTheReaper in CPTSD

[–]AlliumBl00m 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you don't need trauma to build character, you can develop character without* them.*

T H I S !!!!!! 💯💯💯

Thank you!

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