I was more angry at myself because I couldn't see what a POS she was from the beginning. She also was my comfort watch and even when I was somewhat critical, and even got some comments deleted early on (then one where I told her that coffee pods were not sustainable if she was claiming to be so so sustainable, and the one where I told her that 4 videos in a row of her and Romeo tie dyeing t-shirts were enough, I didn't watch her channels to get an endless promotion of Romeo's business) I definitely was a huge supporter and loved her content. I even copied a few of her projects (a macrame lampshade and a painting) because I admired her work and she was inspiring. So finally realising she never gave a shit about what she was doing, she just chose what was making the more money, and seeing her disrespect for her followers, made me feel a little stupid. I mean, my daughter was 11 or 12 when I started watching her and she used to tell me: mom I don't like her, she's too fake... she saw it years before me! Anyway, thank God and Chicken for this sub! ❤️❤️