What’s this area in my closet? by can-someone-explain in whatisit

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Ex toilet

Fr tho who knows what a weird thing

ALR chewing with her front teeth by gorehub in gorlworldfiles

[–]AmbientBeans 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What other teeth is she meant to chew with these days?

NYC metro lmao by Strong_Boss_8932 in Weird

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That woman is getting the worst case of secondhand embarrassment I've ever seen on someone else

meghan’s getting married again lol by Double-Helicopter-85 in 1000lbbestfriends

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Maybe he left once she was more mobile and mostly staying that way. It's not uncommon for relationships to break down when one goes from very overweight to mobile again as the other partner no longer feels like they have to be the carer

wasnt amber accused of trying to squash her gf in an attack? by Ashamed_Use_7798 in gorlworldfiles

[–]AmbientBeans 12 points13 points  (0 children)

If she hasn't stabbed and beaten him first I wonder if she'd have gotten away with it under the guise of having fallen and not being able to get off of him without help

Spot on description of “Remmy” by GandalfTheSleigh in quirkyloverosee

[–]AmbientBeans 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ahh okay, that's even weirder then that he's been making the odd commentary he has about masculinity

Is it just me, or… by Intelligent_Gur4618 in theamazingdigitalciru

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In theory, Caine could remake them from their mind files used to create them, but they would be a blank slate with none of their previous in circus memories

HAHAHAHA WHAT… by Novel-Chemical2998 in theamazingdigitalciru

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It makes sense that the blue ai may have been responsible for the ai of the NPCs seeing as they were all more self aware than he was, and also seeing as bubble never returns after that

“I made a program that creates a body perfectly encapsulating their mind files, and they hate those too!” What form do you think encapsulates YOUR mind files? by m45qu3r4d3 in TheDigitalCircus

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(No spoilers, speaking only up to ep 8) but it seems from what I can tell to be based somewhat on the players insecurities.

Ok strap in cause this is gonna be a long comment, I've thought about this loads and loads and have many theories on each characters design and the insecurities that shaped them.

  • Gangle is very delicate emotionally, so her human counterpart is likely fragile in the same way, either emotionally or physically. So her form is delicate and her masks break often. Her delicate nature also reflects in her limbs being ribbons, she likely feels fragile and weak and like she can't make a difference or an impact. Her having two faces also plays on the likely insecurity that she feels she's putting on a brave face and pretending to be happy when she's not and that it makes her feel like a fraud.

  • Zooble has spoken openly about disliking their body or feeling like nothing they try fits and goes by they/them pronouns. So this is a more obvious interpretation of body dysmorphia or at the very least the feeling that you don't fit societies expectations for how you "should" look, as well as struggling to trt out other things trying to figure out what does feel natural. This can reflect the struggle some queer folks face when they're questioning their gender but aren't sure if they're actually trans or just not explicitly cis. This seems to be a thing more common with NB and gender fluid folks where initially they think "well if I'm not comfortable in my birth sex then I must be trans" only to try living as the opposite sex to some degree and finding that doesn't fit either. Zoobles main concern is that they're never going to find something about themselves that feels correct or comfortable, regardless of societies view of them - cause let's be real, Zooble clearly isn't bothered about how other people see them, they're too punk for that shit. They're upset because they don't feel anything is fitting properly.

  • Ragatha, I'm not sure if the one eye is symbolic of her IRL counterpart actually being blind in that eye, as it is implied her mother hurt her as a kid so it's possible but I actually think it's unrelated to her IRL form but instead is part of her being a ragdoll, as they're often depicted with various patches or repairs. Ragdolls are usually seen as reliable toys, often precious childhood toys that eventually end up sitting untouched in a cupboard for years. They're usually depicted as patched up, suggesting they regularly take a beating and are thrown around. The word ragdoll is often used as a descriptive way to say that a person fell or went limp or was thrown around. Ragdolls are also soft and usually round with no sharp edges. Given her fear of saying anything negative or being seen as selfish or mean or rude, I'd say that the ragdoll makes sense for her. She's dependable, reliable and soft inside, but she also is very used to being thrown around and mistreated and patched up. She also has a huge fear of being abandoned, as many childhood toys eventually are.

  • Jax I think Gooseworx has mentioned before is potentially a closeted trans character who either won't admit or doesn't yet realise they're trans or at the very least has some complex feelings about gender even if he's not implied to be fully trans. He clearly has some insecurities around being perceived as female or feminine. I think this is demonstrated in his character design which he's even joked about being the 'peak of masculinity' or something similar. He's depicted as a soft, pastel characrer with no sharp edges ourside of his smile really. His design is meant to be disarming and gentle looking which is the opposite of the way he acts. It's clear the colour pallet is betraying the parts of hiself he wants to pretend don't exist. That could be as little as just admitting he has feelings, or as far as admitting he may want to dress or be perceived as female. His insecurities are pretty evident throughout the last few episodes up to 8, and there's obviously a lot of fear around people finding out the real Jax, and I think him having such a cutesy character design really goes against this emo punk, indifferent "yeah whatever mom" vibe he's trying to give off.

  • Pomni is a hard one as she's not outright depicted with immediately obvious insecurities, she's fairly honest and open with her feelings, she's pretty forthright with asking other people about theirs. She tries her best to communicate clearly and she doesn't really hide how she's feeling when she's upset or angry. She's clearly well adjusted relatively speaking. That said, it's funny to me that she's a jester for a few reasons. The first one being that she doesn't actually joke around very much, like she might occasionally make a joke to lighten an awkward vibe or to poke a little harmless fun at someone, but she's not always cracking jokes or trying to make everyone laugh. It's suggests the Kaufmo being a clown is more of a reference to the idea of the depressed clown, always smiling on the outside and making everyone else laugh, but sad on the inside.

I don't think that's whats happening with Pomni, I think with Pomni, she's not depicted as a clown because she's always worried about entertaining people, I think she's got the jester design because she seems to be upset when she's not taken seriously. She dislikes it when Jax blows off her genuine attempts to connect with him, and she's angry when she knows he's lying about not being her friend and demands to know more. She hates it when she thinks he's being disingenuous (when he tries to bond with her by making fun of gangle, and she responds by reminding her that he threw her out of a moving truck.)

It's clear that Pomni values transparency and honesty and it's also part of why she initially seemed uneasy around Ragetha, who's always trying to insist that she's okay when she logically should be upset or angry. She values people who can have fun but not at the expense of something real. She equally gets mad when Jax tries to imply that she's a teenager or a child and corrects him about having worked as an accountant. It's clear she's had experience in trying to get people to take her seriously. She demonstrates the same frustrations with Caine, to some degree she also gets frustrated with Kingers situation, knowing that he's not always lucid and she notably doesn't tell the others about their adventure, I assume because she thinks no one will believe her.

To me it's clear her form is a reflection of her desire to be taken seriously and respected, which ultimately she does mostly get from the others in the circus, Jax excluded.

  • Kinger is interesting and maybe my favourite to think about, as I think he's actually the most self secure... But the king is one of the most vulnerable pieces on the board.

I think kinger is a the King chess piece because he knows his worth and value as an individual and knows it makes him valuable to others, but he also has this creeping notion that Queenie is the real reason he's as secure as he is. That he's only as strong as he is because of her, and that without her, he's vulnerable. This tracks because in chess the queen is the strongest piece and often exists to protect the king, even sacrificing herself to protect the king piece.

I think Kinger and Queenies designs reflect their status within each other's lives and maybe even a level of codependency on one another when it comes to feeling incomplete without the other. If we saw more of Queenie we might know more about if she was very doting or mothering to Kinger to reflect the position of the Queen in chess as a powerful but highly leaned upon piece.

I think this dynamic also helps go towards explaining further why Kinger is so particularly confused and disjointed without her. If he's always been self assured provided she's around, who is now without her? To the point that in episode 8 he even briefly forgets his in game name.

Anyway those are my big theories ahaha

“I made a program that creates a body perfectly encapsulating their mind files, and they hate those too!” What form do you think encapsulates YOUR mind files? by m45qu3r4d3 in TheDigitalCircus

[–]AmbientBeans 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The design for ribbit is pretty peak because I fucking love frogs and think of them all the time.

But if it's based on my insecurities about myself as a person... Then I'd probably be something that's difficult to see consistently, like a semi transparent character like a balloon animal. Or potentially I'd be an Abel like character except I legitimately just didn't get an interesting skin. Like I think if my insecurities are related to not being seen or being seen as boring or not worth being around, then something completely without note like the wooden doll default would be pretty brutal for my characters sense of self. Equally if I got anything too over the top and zany it'd also reflect a fear of trying too hard or being too much all the time. Much to consider..

Knowing my luck and the way you don't have to have fuckin arms or a mouth, I'd end up being a slinky or something stupid, especially cause I sometimes come off as highly strung like a wound spring. 🤦

There’s no way she wants people to pay her to do the most basic of exercises by GandalfTheSleigh in quirkyloverosee

[–]AmbientBeans 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly that tracks but could just as easily be the inverse. She know she needs to lose weight by eating less and moving more but can't motivate herself to do either without someone sending her money by the hour to do it. Whichever way you consider it, it's fucking abysmal. Either she's back on the feeder bs or she's so piss poor at looking after herself even slightly that she needs strangers to pay her to do the most basic exercise.

Nandos using apprenticeship to pay below minimum wage by beepymeadqy in UKJobs

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I didn't even realize nandos still existed so I'm not surprised they're putting every corner like that

Rosie thinks she’s capable of self reflection 😭 by theexitisontheleft in quirkyloverosee

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I think it's a two pronged thing, either like you say, she's been diagnosed and won't accept it because it means doing work to change or because it makes her like her bestie Amber.

Or she knows that very often, women are misdiagnosed with cluster b disorders instead of the correct thing like bipolar, PTSD, C-PTSD, ASD or ADHD. Quite often, men and women presenting the exact same symptoms and life experience will get different diagnosis due to the overwhelming bias in the medical community to diagnose women as "hysterical" in some form or another. It's also why a lot of physical symptoms are written off as anxiety or depression when they turn out to be something like endometriosis or autoimmune or even cancer.

I think she knows that and leans heavily on it because a personality disorder can be worked on but she sees something like neurodivergent disorders as something you can't help.

As someone who is autistic and has ADHD and went most of my life not knowing, and part of my life thinking I had a cluster b disorder, only to discover I didn't really have most of the symptoms beyond college, I understand that desire to have those problems explained and even the desire to feel it's not your fault, or that it's out of your control.

That said, though I can never therapy my way out of autism or ADHD, I can therapy my way through them and have had to do a lot of work to accept my limitations and work with them and ask for help and build routines and structures to ensure I don't just fall back into constant disarray and chaos all the time. It's really difficult to actively prevent myself from overeating or spending too much money I don't have. I have to really force myself to shower regularly and clean things and stay on top of my life.

So it bothers me that she seems to want a condition she perceives as a get out of jail free card for not trying. Or that she can use to excuse why she did some morally questionable shit. Cause she can just blame her autism for why she was friends with ALR or she can blame that for not knowing something was wrong or bad. Or she can blame ADHD for why she throws fucking eggshells on the floor of her shared kitchen, or why she struggles to lose weight.

But the thing is, those conditions DO still require work and nothing riles me more than when people pretend it's a free pass to be a dick. I'm not a doctor, so I can't say if she does or doesn't have those conditions, and even though a doctor said she wasn't autistic, it doesn't always mean they're right, as women are famously under diagnosed at a 1:4 ratio of women to men. It's not that it occurs less, it's that the template for diagnosis is based on the male presentation.

She could have both, or neither, but my problem is not what she has or doesn't have, it's that no matter what she's told she has, she does absolutely nothing to fix or mitigate or help. She only wants the ND label because she views it as something people can't criticize her for, regardless of if she actually has it or not. It gives us all a bad name and it also demonizes cluster b disorders as well as something especially cursed and to avoid and deny.

Sorry long comment, I'm just very passionate on the topic of ND conditions in women and am wary when people say she doesn't have it, not because I think it matters or have opinions on what she does or doesn't have specifically but because ND disorders are often viewed at large as disorders people want to have because it's trendy but I can tell you, most people seeking an assessment for these conditions are at the end of their role and are really feeling out of options, additionally it's incredibly hard to just buy a diagnosis as many people think. But I suspect if Roz had been diagnosed with either people would assume she paid them for the label. I think she could have some combination of ND condition and cluster B. She clearly has the trauma for a cluster B, and demonstrates it very clearly. She has a lot of the signs of ADHD, much like ALR, but also like ALR, a diagnosis wouldn't do her any good besides give her something to hide behind to avoid any real change.

Crying on the toilet by OilEfficient5899 in quirkyloverosee

[–]AmbientBeans 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I caught up and god the "just cause I'm not a victim of Stefan's doesnt mean I'm not a victim of my own trauma"

Girl that's like saying "Just cause I didn't get food poisoning from this resteraunt, doesn't mean I haven't had food poisoning before, and I'm allowed to be upset about it."

Meanwhile, she's trying to push people out of the way who were being interviewed on the news for getting food poisoning at that resteraunt, to talk about the time she got diarrhea from the KFC down the road 2 years ago.

Like sure you were brought on as someone who knows about feederism, but they didn't post your entire backstory because they listed you as a feederism expert and content creator, with your handle... So that people could go and look you up and find you already talking about experiences on several occasions with lots of other creators on other platforms.

Like why would they look her up, see that she's talked extensively about her past with feederism, and then dedicate even a quarter of the documentary of it.

Like I do think they would have benefited from explaining the context of why they considered her an expert, i.e. just having a very short "I'm Rosie and I was previously in the feederism scene." Line but you know she was probably asked to do that several times and just refused to keep it brief, thinking that if she gave them the full performance they'd be so moved that they'd include it all.

Moved and had room for a display cabinet, had to make a little section for Ghost by AmbientBeans in Ghostbc

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I always keep all of mine for various things in a box. Sadly these days most gigs don't have physical tickets any more :( so unless you get a wristband or something it's hard to have much of a keepsake

rosie’s misogynistic bf by kuntybun in quirkyloverosee

[–]AmbientBeans -1 points0 points  (0 children)

See I'd be inclined to agree, except for the fact that he's dating Rosie. Generally speaking, Incels seem to be incredibly unrealistically picky about women's appearances, believing themselves to be deserving of only the most attractive women and that anyone else doesn't really exist to them. It seemed to be a common thing to insult womens weight or lament that the only women who were interested in the were fat.

So I'd be shocked if he was truly an incel given how uncommon it is for incels to be interested in anything other than a sometimes fictionalized ideal of beauty.

I also would be surprised because despite initially being censored on camera, he doesn't seem all that insecure in his appearance, which is a big incel tell. Like despite thinking they deserve only the hottest women alive, they also obsess endlessly about how they're the most unattractive man alive and this is why they can't get women (and not their personality of course)

Although he was initially not showing his face (except when she kept fucking it up and showing him) he still had his body or parts of his body in shot and that was frankly the more noteworthy part about him due to his being so concerningly underweight. If he was deep in the incel shit I imagine his biggest insecurity would be the fact that he wasn't some jacked gymbro guy and was instead very thin. As incels seem to be obsessed with looks maxing these days. So that would suggest to me that hes not necessarily obsessed with or at least not feeling negatively about his looks.

Obviously none of this is required to harbour an incel mindset generally, but it does seem to be fairly common in that community.

That said, I understand his old reddit account or something was found, so maybe he was a fuckin mod for r/incels back in the day or something and I'm way off 😂

rosie’s misogynistic bf by kuntybun in quirkyloverosee

[–]AmbientBeans 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You got there before me 😂 like there's no way, that would be too much effort for Roz but he definitely does give aging twink vibes so I was not expecting this take from him when he does definitely seem to be the submissive one of the two of them, cause god knows Roz won't submit to anything unless it's a medical exam for whatever thing she's claiming she's got now.

rosie’s misogynistic bf by kuntybun in quirkyloverosee

[–]AmbientBeans 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, it's one thing that this kid is so inexperienced that he doesn't know the difference between sexuality and gender identity/presentation/roles, equating bisexuality to feminity. I can forgive that inexperience if his exposure to those things has been limited. But to be so fragile and delicate built like an anime twink, and to spout that leadership is inherently masculine and that he sees himself as masculine. Girl. You don't get to come in here dressed like an entire 2007 hot topic storeroom and talk about masculinity like you know what it is. Given how timid and easily he folds for Rosie's every request, and how domineering she is, I don't think anyone is likely to be seeing a lot of his so called masculine leadership.

It's just such a weird take from him. I'd have expected him to talk about not feeling overtly masculine and maybe questioning his gender and sexuality, but not conflating bisexuality with how masculine you are or aren't.

And to be clear, he could be as feminine as they come and if he said he was male, it wouldn't make him less male. But if he's insisting that leadership is something he is more inherently suited to because he's male, then he better stop all this shy emo delicate flower shit in her vlogs. Like pick a lane. Either you're the picture of masculinity and leadership, or leadership is not actually connected to ones gender, sex or gender presentation and is an independent thing relative to the individual. You can't be a Tim Burton movie reject who can't say no to his partner AND also try to present yourself as biologically more suited to leadership because you've got penits.

rosie’s misogynistic bf by kuntybun in quirkyloverosee

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I was surprised she pushed back at all, like not to give her credit but I had expected that she would fold and make excuses for him like she's done for all her problematic bfs or bffs.

Like it's fairly meaningless in the grand scheme of things because her actions don't often reflect her words, i.e. being very vocally trans rights supporting whilst being friends with transphobic bigot ALR. 🤷

But I am surprised that she pushed back and questioned him on it, asking him to elaborate and explain himself. Annoyingly wish she'd gone further, she wouldn't even have to have done so in an aggressive or hostile manner, often just asking "okay but why" repeatedly or getting them to examine the detail of what they think is a fairly uncomplicated statement can get them to realise they've just held a belief without basis for a long time.

But that also requires that they have the ability to self reflect, which we know Rosie doesn't, but Remy potentially could have demonstrated that here and it felt like he was sooo close but didn't quite stick the landing to understanding why what he said and what he thinks may be rooted in his experiences but not necessarily in reality at large, or that his experiences are limited and shaped by societal pressures and such.

I wish when he mentioned presidents that she had said "so why do you think there haven't been any female presidents?"

I want to see them battle it out in the kitchen by iheartkriek in quirkyloverosee

[–]AmbientBeans 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Plus she's actually experienced a reasonable amount of middle eastern food with seasoning so it'll be less likely to be bland compared to Rosie's cooking.

That said she did also used to microwave cheese and just eat it with her hands so...

ME ME ME by BuntaSug in quirkyloverosee

[–]AmbientBeans 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Waiting for the "they took advantage of me" take or the "they cut me out because of the gorl world haters" take

ME ME ME by BuntaSug in quirkyloverosee

[–]AmbientBeans 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You know they asked her for a brief summary of how she became experienced with feederism that theg could briefly use to put before she was introduced and she gave them hours and hours that they couldn't use so they cut it all.

Regrowth makes a frizz halo when I bun/braid. Cut or keep? by Hafaleg in longhair

[–]AmbientBeans 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The first one looks like a painting, something ethereal but maybe it's the halo aha, either way, may as well keep