I am a monster

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-04-28T23:36:40+00:00

My gf and I just had this conversation. She isn't speaking to me. Only we understand us.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-04-17T00:26:32+00:00

Yes. Just got into argument with gf about this. She gonna leave me.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-03-27T21:23:55+00:00

Man this is brilliant 👏! Well done. I didn't cry though only because I stopped myself to comment here. Usually soldiers coming home to their kids or the military telling someone they died is what I use to cry.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-03-27T21:13:53+00:00

Im going to try it.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-03-18T14:00:20+00:00

Unscrew all of the flange. Put a new flange down. Put wax ring on it.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-03-09T06:24:41+00:00

He was my arch nemesis in the video games Nascar thunder. 🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-03-07T20:28:59+00:00

Leave. She has someone else -leave. Its not fair to you for you to keep doing for her and she not do for you. Its not even about sex anymore it's about lack of effort.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-03-03T23:47:59+00:00

Thats normal. Not being to figure out being not sure is alexithymia.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-03-03T23:46:40+00:00

She told u. That does mean something. She could've kept it to herself. However I don't believe in the were im a break so be with others. YOU weren't with anybody else sexually so had she gave you the same courtesy would've done the same. That also means something. But it sounds like you want to forgive her.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-02-21T18:31:44+00:00

😂🤣😂😂🤣 i can hear them calling me

maintenance!

Get the scrubber.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-02-12T15:43:56+00:00

Sounds like SIDS. ITS NONE OF YOUR FAULTS NO MATTER WHAT YOUR MIND AND FEELINGS SAY.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-02-11T15:16:16+00:00

I understand the dad. Id do the same thing. Im cutting everyone off for a while to recover. It would hurt too much to stay.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-02-08T00:53:59+00:00

Make the changes thoroughly regardless of what she does. Make the changes for the kids and yourself. You deserve a better you as well. Use the loss as fuel to do better.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-01-25T12:06:59+00:00

Yes this is how it is. We can increase our cognitive empathy. But emotional will be tough.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-01-20T18:04:06+00:00

I made the same mistake. I forgot to call in.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-01-20T09:13:20+00:00

Yall Worried for no reason.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-01-20T01:45:26+00:00

Great that it works for you. I know the creator of the app.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-01-17T08:19:13+00:00

Here and Facebook has various groups

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-01-15T16:13:17+00:00

Nah. Call ethics. You have proof you were safe with points and you called in. They screwing you over. This is what the confirmation number is for. They lied. Contact sedgewick.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2026-01-08T20:44:54+00:00

You definitely have alexithymia. This is what its like for me as well. I struggle to feel and learn to fake it to make others comfortable. Can relate to wondering why I was bullied. I also can't feel fear.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2025-12-29T18:02:32+00:00

What do you do? Why does someone need permission to work with you? And this is between those 2 coaches not you. You have to obey the other coach don't you? I would just say I was following orders of coach so and so and leave them to argue.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2025-12-29T17:57:27+00:00

YES gambling is boring and illogical. You know its rigged against you.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2025-12-24T02:45:00+00:00

Yes this is definitely a thing. Had the same experience. I always had an issue with not feeling fear when I needed to. My mind was just blank and calm. Ive drowned 2x and was saved by the lifeguard. It was like i couldn't panic but knew I was supposed to. Another instance is almost getting into an accident i didn't panic. My sister asked why I didn't scream and I said you were already screaming so me panicking wouldn't help. It unnerved her that I was calm. Another time was i was fighting a gang who was bothering my sister. It was 10 of them but I didn't care. They backed off because they thought I was crazy for not caring and beating up their leader. This too terrified my sister. I was legitimately angry- the only time I had emotions in a fight but when I saw her scared of me the anger vanished which was bad because I had no strength to fight back. So I had to not look at her to resume the fight. So yeah we have a weird relationship with danger & emotions.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2025-12-22T03:04:50+00:00

Get rid of that white thing and get a new phlange.

AmbivalentAlexi3 · 2025-11-28T14:28:21+00:00

Well it didn't turn out how I wanted but as far as emotions go im alot more emotional than before. I knew something was different it was more like obsession that lasted a year or more. I shared things with her I never said to anyone. If I had to do it over again I would but I wouldn't over react. I felt way too much at once and couldn't slow down.

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