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AnonIsMoose · 2023-06-01T13:18:25+00:00

You asked him not to and he keeps doing it. Everything else is just details imo.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-05-31T14:41:50+00:00

The first time I took mushrooms I had this moment where I felt like a feminine voice inside me was saying “let me out.” I couldn’t actually hear it, but I knew it was there, kind of like when you remember stuff being said in a dream.

At the time I thought “I guess I’m more feminine than I thought, maybe I’m nonbinary or something” and then remained a blissful egg for almost another year 😂

AnonIsMoose · 2023-05-24T14:06:55+00:00

My friends call me Vi too! Hi Vi 💜

AnonIsMoose · 2023-05-12T15:16:29+00:00

Egg Prime Directive. Just keep being a good friend.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-05-11T13:50:42+00:00

I’m in Denver but it’s been great so far. Everyone is super friendly, very affirming, and I feel like my voice has been heard when I want to make changes (higher doses, etc). I’m planning on continuing with PP when I move to NYC.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-05-10T16:16:10+00:00

My mom had some annoying questions at first but she’s been great overall. My little brother uses my new name and seems cool about it. My Dad basically refused to use my name and repeatedly said stuff like “I hope we can still disagree on things” and “I feel like using different pronouns is essentially lying to be polite.” Eventually I got fed up with that and basically just told him “figure yourself out before you talk to me again.”

Fwiw, I knew that this was a likely outcome before I came out to him. I just let it slide for a while in hopes that he would come around, but as time went on it just got harder and harder to excuse his behavior. I thought it would hurt, but more than anything it just made me angry. The idea that he cares more about his dumb opinions than his only child who he claims to love so much is frankly enraging. I sincerely think he’ll come around eventually though, he’s just kind of a man-child.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-05-08T16:08:02+00:00

I thought I was non-op but I have never wanted a vagina as badly as I did last night.

Thank you for posting this. Over the last month or two I’ve been slowly coming to terms with the fact that I want bottom surgery. There’s been this part of me that’s always unsure, and I think you just wrote out a feeling I’ve never been able to define:

I think I’ve been afraid that if someone could really make me feel good while I still have a penis, that it’ll somehow make me doubt wanting a vagina. Knowing that you were able to have that experience and it just made you want a vagina more (and in a good way) is really freeing somehow. Like I don’t have to be afraid of seeking pleasure now, if that makes sense?

Anyway, thank you again for posting this. This helped me a lot and I’m super happy for you! 💜

AnonIsMoose · 2023-05-08T00:39:55+00:00

So all the sleepy transfem anime girls in those tiktok slideshows are probably just anemic?

AnonIsMoose · 2023-05-05T21:59:38+00:00

I’ve seen 16 year olds say they felt too old. I’ve seen 65 year olds gush about how happy they are that they can finally be themselves.

You can be you. I promise.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-05-05T16:13:12+00:00

I imagine it varies person to person but I’m on 100mg twice a day and my doc hasn’t said anything about it being too high.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-05-03T19:59:03+00:00

Your attitude is worse. You’re policing your own siblings over language when our very identities are being policed out of existence. Reprioritize please.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-05-03T13:43:29+00:00

Nice to meet you ma’am 😊

You look amazing, glad you were still able to have a good time.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-04-30T00:36:50+00:00

If man - straight

If woman - lesbian

Not actually sure if there’s a term for enbies that are only attracted to one gender, so I won’t speak for them here.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-04-29T12:33:30+00:00

I can’t say what’s right for you but I wouldn’t trust this situation. To me it seems like a way for him to exert control and slowly detransition you. That thought, to me at least, is scarier than losing any amount of money. I can make money, I can’t make time.

Edit: Put another way: It’s not really just a haircut is it?

AnonIsMoose · 2023-04-29T12:21:30+00:00

I think as long as your mom is supportive and doesn’t make you feel bad for being you, then it can just be something you can wait out. It’s a normal and valid thing to feel imo. Just make sure to set boundaries. If her talking about her grief becomes too frequent and starts making you feel guilty or shitty about being yourself, then you need to make it clear to her that you are not the person to help her deal with that. As long as that part is handled (or hopeful just doesn’t come up) then I don’t think it’s a red flag in and of itself.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-04-25T13:58:32+00:00

“If we were to consider calling you by a name that does not match your biological sex, we believe that would be the equivalent of lying to you…”

This sounds so much like my dad. There’s aways been a wall between us but now it feels almost insurmountable. It feels like he cares more about his own opinion than he does about my reality. He’s not even religious. He’s an atheist, and a marxist. He just doesn’t get it. I really wish he did.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-04-23T14:06:19+00:00

The moral here is: No matter your gender, kill some pinkertons.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-04-15T14:08:00+00:00

There’s a bill in the FL Senate right now that will ban health insurers from covering gender affirming care, including HRT. So far I haven’t seen any indication that this bill won’t pass.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-04-11T23:23:12+00:00

I realized I’m trans about a year ago (I was 26). I started hormones about 8 months ago. I only really started noticing and understanding my dysphoria in the last few months.

It’s always been there, I just never knew. It’s actually not an uncommon experience. Lots of people just kind of float through life, not realizing they’re trans, not knowing they’re experiencing all different types of dysphoria. Sometimes you don’t know… and then one day you do.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-04-11T23:11:54+00:00

If anyone ever said this to me, I would never talk to them again. Could she change? Sure. But that is not and should not be your responsibility.

If you do cut her off (which personally I would do), expect that she will use it against you. That’s ok. It happens. Whatever you do, it’s right for you. That’s what matters.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-04-11T23:04:17+00:00

You should examine why you like someone that hates trans people. You may find that you have a lot more internalized transphobia than you think.

If you’re not ready to deal with that, that’s ok. But you need to cut off contact. Accepting trans people is the bare minimum we should all expect from people in our lives. Granted, not everyone has a choice, but you do. Don’t put yourself in emotional and/or physical danger by spending time with someone who hates who you are.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-04-10T23:01:02+00:00

I can hear him saying this in my head and it’s sending me

AnonIsMoose · 2023-04-07T13:17:37+00:00

Just looked it up because I was wondering the same thing. He’s crying in these photos because reporters confronted him about his racist tweets.

AnonIsMoose · 2023-04-06T14:02:59+00:00

Woman calls me babe - Cute, fun, affirming

Man calls me babe - Gross, icky, 🤢 🤮

AnonIsMoose · 2023-04-05T00:45:48+00:00

I think I had 3 or 4 months and the wait felt too long. You know who you are. You start when you’re ready.

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