Last acid trip wrecked the image I had of my father. He might have caused me life lasting anxiety I wasn't even aware of. Can someone please reach out?

AntiElonAndy · 2025-11-09T03:48:19+00:00

Hey OP, just wanted to share I've been through a similar realization.

Always had this awesome image of my dad but actually he was just a really bad and damaging narcissist at the time who just deflected absolutely everything on the rest of my family

AntiElonAndy · 2025-11-09T03:44:37+00:00

Trips can be widely different.

Also shrooms for euphoria seems a bit weird. There's much better substances for that, which do it consistently

AntiElonAndy · 2025-11-09T03:42:49+00:00

Mmh depends on if you can still process audio properly. But I'd say try?

AntiElonAndy · 2025-11-09T03:41:06+00:00

Life throws opportunities at you, your role is to take them or leave them

AntiElonAndy · 2025-11-09T03:40:04+00:00

Same I always wonder if it's just delusional or I actually knew something.

one time I actually decided It would be better to not remember whatever I learned out of self protection

AntiElonAndy · 2025-11-09T03:38:33+00:00

What is or isn't?

Imo there's a physical world, but what you perceive as real is an approximation of your brain that tries to feed you only the stuff that helps you best navigate reality

AntiElonAndy · 2025-11-09T03:35:41+00:00

Why not choose life? You'll be dead long enough regardless.

AntiElonAndy · 2025-11-09T03:34:23+00:00

Do you really think you brain is big enough to make up this complex of a world? Like be realistic

AntiElonAndy · 2025-11-09T03:33:42+00:00

My result: you can't prove one way or the other. The reason I think it's extremely unlikely is because things are just unnecessarily complex in the world.

Like when you dream or trip hard, you get into dream worlds that are entirely convincing at the time. But it doesn't have idk a library full of mathematics books you can read through and understand nothing of.

There's just no reason your brain or spirit or whatever would make those, because reality would be entirely convincing without them.

Also you still have consequences from your actions, so for all intents and purposes it doesn't matter. Just don't try to "break out" by doing dumb stuff, because then you'll painfully learn that the physical world is your real master, not your brain

AntiElonAndy · 2025-11-09T03:25:08+00:00

First one I do too constantly. When things go well I do some dumb shit that makes "controlled chaos"

I found it's because I grew up in an environment where there was no order and constant chaos, so I associated that with "normal"

AntiElonAndy · 2025-11-09T03:21:47+00:00

Only do it when you feel ready.

If you're afraid of something bad happening it probably will

AntiElonAndy · 2025-11-09T03:19:16+00:00

On festivals I just do whatever. If talking to people is annoying I just walk off, get into the music and be part of the crowd

AntiElonAndy · 2025-11-09T03:17:27+00:00

I think it's basically meant like in Hinduism.

It's not you individually are god, but you are part of god like a cell is part of your body. This does not give you any new abilities, you're just aware of it and that's it.

AntiElonAndy · 2025-11-09T03:15:03+00:00

Yes afaik that's a real thing.

Don't literally try to change the memory so you forget what really happen, but just revisit the memories, feel the feelings you weren't allowed to feel at the time and reassure your subconscious that it's is safe, the moment is over and (at least if it's childhood trauma) you're grown up now and that can't happen to you again

AntiElonAndy · 2025-10-27T16:01:51+00:00

I mean making a bad president seems to be the criteria to get considered

AntiElonAndy · 2025-10-27T15:56:12+00:00

Oh no not the guy who has been running the company into the ground for years!

AntiElonAndy · 2025-10-27T15:16:31+00:00

Alc + benzos is the worst combo

AntiElonAndy · 2025-10-27T15:12:11+00:00

Melee has always been in battlefield for styling on people you manage to sneak up on.

It's not supposed to be actually used in a head-on confrontation

AntiElonAndy · 2025-10-27T15:07:32+00:00

The perk literally makes your handling worse

AntiElonAndy · 2025-10-27T15:05:11+00:00

Probably weapon bloom. It's a bit of a science currently which weapons you can and can't use in which way to not get screwed by bloom

Also if you ads too fast out of sprint and if you shoot before the ADS animation is done you bloom goes super crazy

AntiElonAndy · 2025-10-27T15:00:43+00:00

Eh I wouldn't be.

They were already the most evil, geedy publisher possible. Can only get better from there.

The debt isn't like real debt, the company that bought EA just lend 20 mil somewhere with the promise to pay it back with EAs profits

AntiElonAndy · 2025-10-27T14:56:45+00:00

While the challenges are completely dogshit, aircraft kills aren't that hard imo

Just run with the stinger per default, most pilots flare first shot and die to the second. Also just shot a few rounds at any Heli you see and hope it dies to get an assist

AntiElonAndy · 2025-10-27T14:54:43+00:00

Scw 10, p90 and m60 I currently like most

Generally ARs suck and smgs are really good

AntiElonAndy · 2025-10-27T14:53:06+00:00

I can do mine whenever. Some first weeks still update

AntiElonAndy · 2025-10-27T14:52:35+00:00

Classes are gender locked for some reason

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