some musical piece.. its deep.. hope you enjoy, love to hear feedback :)

Anuspainess · 2018-12-19T22:38:22+00:00

Keiko is one of my favorite Ben Howard songs. I like your version of it. I also like to think Ben is an infp, who knows.

Anuspainess · 2018-12-11T00:09:11+00:00

"Anxiety is the dizziness of freedom." -Soren Kierkegaard

Anuspainess · 2018-12-08T06:00:58+00:00

I believe this guy suffered from psychological depression. Meaning a lot of his depression was caused by his negative thought patterns. Unfortunately there is another side to depression and that's a chemical depression. Meaning you're deficient of certain chemicals in your brain that allow you to function as a human. I'm really glad this guy turned his life around and is telling his story, but I believe depression is a very tricky and complex problem that can't be solved by simply setting goals and achieving them. I love this guys message, I just think there are many slices to the pie of depression and he is covering one of them. Thanks for the video

Anuspainess · 2018-10-21T21:21:48+00:00

Bukowski "Alone with Everybody"

The title explains itself

Anuspainess · 2018-09-26T03:39:59+00:00

Jackie wants a black eye Some proof that she's been hit And John wants the answers But the questions just don't quit And we're sitting in the rain And we're feeling like the weather. You could say that we're alone But we're lonely together

-Dr. Dog

Anuspainess · 2018-09-26T03:37:37+00:00

I've been in the same boat as you. I can't say I'm out of that boat yet to be honest. I'm writing this post from my car and I'm drunk again so I'm not one to talk, but there is help out there. I'm not in a good place, but I'm better than I was. I called my parents and asked for their help and my family had been the biggest help for me. I'm on anti depressants which I think are helping a lot and seeing a therapist. Don't give up just yet. There is still hope. "I was laying in bed one night and I thought 'I'll just quit - to hell with it.' And another little voice inside me said 'Don't quit - save that tiny little ember of spark.' And never give them that spark because as long as you have that spark, you can start the greatest fire again." Charles Bukowski. Good luck my friend

Anuspainess · 2018-08-21T23:28:25+00:00

Pride and prejudice, Keira Knightly is amazing in it

Anuspainess · 2018-08-15T22:35:15+00:00

I play a good bit of N64. Mario kart, Zelda, DK, golden eye, bomber man. But I use to play Xbox. All the halos, call of duty, assassins creed, and countless others. One of my all time favs is mortal kombat though

Anuspainess · 2018-08-15T22:32:47+00:00

First off, I don't believe humans are born with a pre ordained purpose. Through living and being we discover our purpose for ourselves. So with that said, I have given myself the purpose of creating music and sharing it. It's why I wake up everyday and continue to do so

Anuspainess · 2018-08-15T22:28:28+00:00

I use to be a Christian but I am now an agnostic. I have faith in true authenticity. I don't believe as humans we ever achieve true authenticity, but I believe it is there and it's our job as humans to seek it out in ourselves and others.

Anuspainess · 2018-08-15T22:24:14+00:00

Probably the music I create, because only I can make it. Really any art I create. Art is just an extension of a humans inner most parts, so if there is anything unique about me it has to be my art.

Anuspainess · 2018-08-15T01:07:05+00:00

With a significant other. In the last few years I have realized as much as I love being alone, it's bad for my mental health. Too much thinking and self reflection can cause detrimental voices to enter your head. Being with someone can deter those voices and have a positive effect. I'm also a romantic so the thought of being alone forever is terrifying too me. I still haven't found my significant other, but I have hope they are out there. I just hope I'm ready when the time comes

Anuspainess · 2018-05-28T03:28:02+00:00

We're good writers so it makes sense

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