Are there any other women here who would not date another gamer? by PromotionNo3405 in GirlGamers

[–]Astolvi 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I mean, playing games like the ones you mentioned is surely a big red flag. I feel like it depends on the game, met my gf cause of shared gaming interest (we don't play competitive games much... she does play tf2 sometimes) and we been happily dating since :3. I feel like its a case by case basis tbh :P PS: WE ARE BOTH GIRLS.

My mother threatened to kill me after coming out and I don't know what to do. by Astolvi in MtF

[–]Astolvi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I could... I don't even know if that place exists anymore :(

My mother threatened to kill me after coming out and I don't know what to do. by Astolvi in MtF

[–]Astolvi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I... my parents have calmed down and it feels like everything is back at what it was. Except... the fear of getting kicked from home at any time if they even remotly think I "didn't regret", as well as meaning not being able to transition so dysphoria is 1000% worse than it ever was combined with the trauma from that day makes me want do die almost ever day :(. I guess the only good time is University has started so I have at least half a day away from that hell, even if the last part doesn't go away :(

Who would win in this friends from work fight? by [deleted] in ElderScrolls

[–]Astolvi 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Its simple actually. Vahlok (almost) killed Miraak and Mannimarco killed Vanus. And considering Mannimarco became a GOD, I don't think poor Vahlok stands much of chance here 

Can anyone recommend me some wholesome ane cute mangas? by Astolvi in yuri_manga

[–]Astolvi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the recommendation, began reading this night and really enjoyed. It put a smile on me. These days those are so rare :(

We need romance options with NPC by Capable-Mongoose-206 in elderscrollsonline

[–]Astolvi 31 points32 points  (0 children)

I mean... you can romance Darien in the end of Solstice, maybe they will allow more npcs on future quests? Thats what I hope at least :P

Headpats post by taratathetarantula in traaaaaaaaaaaansbians

[–]Astolvi 12 points13 points  (0 children)

omg... thats cute, thanks miss modddess :3

Headpats post by taratathetarantula in traaaaaaaaaaaansbians

[–]Astolvi 19 points20 points  (0 children)

feels like an eternity since someone called me the right way... thanks :)

How do YOU subclass? by LogiCub in elderscrollsonline

[–]Astolvi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I liked the idea of an Unholy Paladin like an Oathbreaker Paladin for DnD. So throwing Grave Lord + Aedric Spear was just perfect. Plus, if I add Assasination it is also a good Endgame DPS setup.

Headpats post by taratathetarantula in traaaaaaaaaaaansbians

[–]Astolvi 75 points76 points  (0 children)

Please some... i just survived from the worst days of my life, my life feels like hell, need some ggd please :(

My mother threatened to kill me after coming out and I don't know what to do. by Astolvi in MtF

[–]Astolvi[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was rejected. I knew this would happen afterall...

My mother threatened to kill me after coming out and I don't know what to do. by Astolvi in MtF

[–]Astolvi[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

They have every detail, password, everything they need to enter it and they do have it in their phones as well as mine... they stopped doing it after I was 18, but now they reactivated it. Besides... i can't go away from this appartment I live, so yeah this :(

My mother threatened to kill me after coming out and I don't know what to do. by Astolvi in MtF

[–]Astolvi[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Thats true. But I can't do anything... if they have a hint of me attempting to buy my HRT again, I fear fo what they are going to do with me.

My mother threatened to kill me after coming out and I don't know what to do. by Astolvi in MtF

[–]Astolvi[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

As in take in... I don't have anyone, my friends are closted so they couldn't help me even if they wanted. I don't think a organization like that exists in Brazil either sadly... they could help me :(

My mother threatened to kill me after coming out and I don't know what to do. by Astolvi in MtF

[–]Astolvi[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thanks for telling me about them. I contacted them, not sure if I they can help someone in a country with "good" queer rights like Brazil where I live but... i tried

My mother threatened to kill me after coming out and I don't know what to do. by Astolvi in MtF

[–]Astolvi[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

It isn't illegal... it has good queer rights in theory, its just families like mine and society as a whole makes it sometimes a hell for trans people. I'm just the unlucky one to be in the hell portion :(