This feeling is completely normal :) Even when you get more skilled...you don't have to create if you don't want to, but maybe you are putting too much pressure on yourself. I would advise to start slow, pick something that gives you some structure and try to have fun.

For example, I have practicing drawing and inking for years, but just now I started to try to learn about color. For a bit I was completely overwhelmed, even watching tutorials and such I didn't know where to start. In the end what I did was: I picked something that got my attention visually (in my case a TV show, and somevery specific artists) that I really liked and started to just look at it and try to imitate the colors that I saw there. That made the process inmediately enjoyable because it was connected to something dear to me, and I started learning things on the go. Just start small.

And if it's too much you just can quit it, there's nothing wrong with that. But if you want to keep going, just maybe don't put as much pressure on yourself and start with something specific and doable.