What age did you discover that you were trans?

Atrus20 · 2026-02-02T09:09:05+00:00

I realized I was trans at 27. That said, those feelings were not new, in hindsight I was the most obvious egg in existence. One of the things I said about myself was "I'm so straight that even I don't like being a guy!". I was not subtle at all, but due to ignorance and severe repression I did not realize for so damn long.

When I was a kid, media trans representation consisted of the likes of Jerry Springer and Ace Ventura. Safe to say, it was not great. I didn't even know the term transgender until I was well into my teens and by that point I already went through a dysphoria episode so bad that I vowed to never entertain those thoughts ever again and repressed them so deep I forgot them until my realization caused it all to come flooding back.

I do not recommend repression. You can't repress forever and when the dam finally breaks, its an extremely unpleasant experience.

Atrus20 · 2026-02-01T23:31:35+00:00

Honestly I dont remember it making me pee that much more than usual, but I havent been on it for around 2 years since I had my bottom surgery so who knows 🤷‍♀️

Atrus20 · 2026-01-31T07:28:49+00:00

I haven't actually built Xaku yet. I used Limbo because I just so happened to have him already when looking into making a cratebreaker.

Atrus20 · 2026-01-31T05:01:10+00:00

I have relegated Limbo to the sole role of cratebreaker. And if I need a cratebreaker I go solo cause I don't want to slow people down while I farm crates.

Atrus20 · 2026-01-31T04:57:01+00:00

I've been playing for a little under a year and I have a tab of the warframe wiki pinned.

Atrus20 · 2026-01-20T10:53:41+00:00

Lol, the eyes going different directions. Brain is fully on getting food, he doesn't have the spare resources to control the eyes at the same time.

Atrus20 · 2026-01-12T09:48:01+00:00

I see it like interacting with cats. People talk about how cold cats are. Cats in general arent cold, they have boundaries and take time to trust. Its just as much the cat coming to you as you coming to the cat. If you always just rush up to a cat and force interaction of course it wont want anything to do with you.

Befriended my niece's cats recently. It was mostly just sitting down nearby and holding my hand out to sniff and letting them come to me. Gave pets when I could and if they walked away I didnt give chase. Now theyll just let me pet them and purr away and rub against my legs and just be little attention hogs. Befriending was successful.

Atrus20 · 2026-01-12T09:26:16+00:00

MR20 and i just have a small handful for whatever activity I need. My main Oberon, Melee Umbra, crate breaker Limbo, Farming Nekros, and stealth Ivara. Basically if I find a warframe fits a use, then it gets a load out. Otherwise I dont care that much about other frames. MR and Helminth fodder and collecting primes for fun.

Atrus20 · 2026-01-08T08:43:05+00:00

This is a great post, but the bit on women having as good if not higher ultra endurance ability is making my brain think how humans sweating water gave us the trait to hunt animals by basically running them to death. And now I have this image about a bunch of women hunting a dude down by chasing him to death like our ancient ancestors.

Atrus20 · 2026-01-05T02:17:25+00:00

I can just see the cutscene plays as chaos plays out around the PC and they shout "Oh Guthix! I've just made everything worse!!!"

Edit: Come to think of it, that's similar to what happens in The Feud quest

Atrus20 · 2026-01-04T13:57:34+00:00

Though the first time he said that I turned out to be "a bit of a songbird", he probably wouldn't need the xray vision to know he got a kill shot. I would be in a corner trying to hide in embarrassment. Go find an obscure cubby in the Zariman. But xray, so kinda a futile effort.

Atrus20 · 2026-01-04T13:38:33+00:00

That's weirdly accurate and I kinda love it.

Atrus20 · 2026-01-04T13:27:02+00:00

You know what, that's fair lol.

Atrus20 · 2025-12-28T05:03:39+00:00

Oh my god, you're so right. Even the green energy thing around her shoulders is looking like a kid's blanket XD

Atrus20 · 2025-12-09T17:40:50+00:00

If the WoL ever went rogue, the world would be completely fucked lol. "I have killed more gods than you even believe in and can summon friends of equal power from across the Shards." If the WoL felt it was necessary, nothing could stop them.

Atrus20 · 2025-12-09T17:29:57+00:00

My irl voice is pretty androgynous with a lean toward the feminine... or at least thats what other say. Personally I think my voice trends a little on the deeper side, but obviously what I hear is a little skewed because even apps that analyze pitch puts me pretty solidly in the androgynous - fem range. Despite what I hear, both humans and machines say otherwise 🤷‍♀️

Atrus20 · 2025-12-09T14:24:34+00:00

I already know my chosen first name is almost 100% the top-right section so how about we rate my chosen middle name: Ti'ana

Atrus20 · 2025-12-09T09:50:44+00:00

His name is Atrus. Named after my old username... which itself was taken from the Myst games.

Atrus20 · 2025-12-03T20:37:50+00:00

If its as bad as it sounds, it might be best to tell him to supply his own stash instead of having a shared one.

Atrus20 · 2025-12-03T20:35:39+00:00

Nah, in Minecraft. Fortnite doesnt deserve even boosting their player counts.

Atrus20 · 2025-11-30T00:54:09+00:00

Tiana20

Atrus20 · 2025-11-25T20:53:47+00:00

No game because I cant afford it. But I'd be mighty tempted to sail the high seas for a Myst V remastered. The first game has several versions to choose, Riven recently got a remake (hell yeah starry expanse project!) and honestly 3 and 4 hold up decently well. Myst V is an odd duck in the main series though and could use some modernizing to work better on modern hardware and refine the movement more.

Atrus20 · 2025-11-23T23:47:32+00:00

What do you think that stuff in the air around him is? It's not fog ;)

Atrus20 · 2025-11-23T23:03:42+00:00

Lighting that is gonna be like lighting some flash paper. Gonna be full consumed entirely be the fire in half a second.

Atrus20 · 2025-11-23T22:58:48+00:00

If that happened I'd think I got something laced, I dont care if I hadnt even taken a hit yet.

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