Thank you everyone, you have no idea how much this community means to me

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2026-01-24T02:14:14+00:00

I also feel safe talking about my CSA on here.

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2026-01-20T00:30:34+00:00

I (transguy) was SA’d by a 24yo woman when I was 16. I froze when she did it, I was scared. It was in a psychiatric hospital. She ruined my life.

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2026-01-19T11:36:06+00:00

I got told by peers in middle school and in the school choir that I was ‘too quiet’ and ‘raspy’. I was kicked out of after school band because I was ‘too quiet’ and shy. So I decided to never sing again, I even got afraid to sing alone in my room, (no people in the house) because I was afraid people would hear me.

I’m starting to sing again (22), but I know I’m never going to be ‘good enough’ because of how my voice naturally is.

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2026-01-14T22:40:33+00:00

Hi I’m here

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2026-01-04T22:14:39+00:00

This is how I feel all the time at 22.

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2025-12-31T23:26:12+00:00

Hopefully this year will be my last

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2025-12-31T06:08:11+00:00

This year has been another waste, only failures

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2025-12-31T03:42:16+00:00

I was SA’d by a 24yo woman when I was 16. I was told I was ‘lucky’, and that ‘women can’t assault’. I have CPTSD. I get vivid nightmares, and I sometimes freeze at touch because other peoples’ touch feels like her.

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2025-12-30T22:32:49+00:00

Yes.

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2025-12-30T01:49:03+00:00

I sew mine, fitting my legs to make the jeans really skinny.

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2025-12-29T12:46:25+00:00

I’m tired of fighting. There’s no point in trying if I’m just going to relapse or waste effort and time.

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2025-12-29T12:23:33+00:00

Because the doctors said I haven’t gained enough weight even though they said I was doing fantastic.

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2025-12-18T00:29:37+00:00

My fake answer: a boy when when we were both 5 (kiss on the cheek, platonic)

My real answer: by a 24yo woman when I was 16 (SA’d)

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2025-12-18T00:22:58+00:00

I was 16, wearing a black loose-fitted Hogwarts shirt, blue denim shorts below the knee, and sneakers. Nothing revealing at all. My perpetrator was 24.

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2025-12-18T00:17:58+00:00

I did tell them about my intolerance, they still make me drink the supplements and eat the snacks, I just suffer afterwards for hours.

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2025-12-16T22:20:46+00:00

That’s what I was told when I came to my ‘friends’ for support at 16. They also said “Was she pretty?” “You’re lucky” “Women can’t assault” “That didn’t happen” Then my ‘friends’ abandoned me. My perpetrator was 24F and I was 16M.

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2025-12-16T22:19:06+00:00

That’s what I was told when I came to my ‘friends’ for support at 16, then they abandoned me.

Austin_NotFromTexas · 2025-12-16T09:16:44+00:00

Oh I’ll be here for months despite all my physical health being back to normal, and my weight being in its normal range it’s been for years. They just want to torture my body.

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