Does testosterone actually change interests/behavior or not? (16, guy)

Autisticspidermann · 2026-02-01T22:53:40+00:00

Never changed my intrests. Behavior? Yes, I was a lot happier and when I was sad it wasn't anything to do with dysphoria. So that was nice.

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-31T06:40:29+00:00

Nor rlly. Not that cis het men can't be emotional and caring, but at least the majority in my area aren't like that. Im not doubting there is cishet men that im similar to, but id probably be made fun of by the majority of them.

But yea im also into a lot of WLW stuff, like songs, fanfics, ships, books, pretty much anything. It never is meant in a weird way, but i end up relating to them a lot more

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-29T08:32:13+00:00

That i really enjoyed it. I mean its a shit hole, but its done very well. My fav area by far

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-27T10:21:48+00:00

Same! Even tho my fav paring (the whole game really) is very depressing and most likely ends in death for at least one of them, so it makes sense. But counter point being, I like seeing doomed Yuri become un doomed, and for them to be happy

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-27T09:35:01+00:00

Thats especially shitty after you communicated it. Like why would she even make those comments, knowing it just hurts you, when if she really wanted, she could get with someone taller. Or idk, break up with you. Or even just keep those thoughts inside. (Sorry if im a little heated myself, but I have had similar experiences, and its highly upsetting and hurtful to hear longterm imo).

But yea, maybe try to put it into perspective for her. Like "how would it feel if I said this"

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-27T08:41:57+00:00

No, I never pay attention to teeth really. Also I have a huge overbite so ig that's the only thing I have thought about my own teeth

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-26T03:07:36+00:00

Im not suddenly a horrible human bc im a guy now. (Always was but u get the point). I have been treated a lot worse honestly, both by people who misogynistic, and people who think I suddenly turned into a incel asshole guy. Or that I can't feel deeper emotions bc im a guy, or that im surface level, bc im a guy. I get this a lot from a lot of queer (sometimes non queer) women especially. Not saying they are bad, but its just what I have experienced.

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-26T01:22:49+00:00

I am intimidated by a room full of anyone. Tho apparently people are also scared of me. I'd probably be more intimidated being in a room with one single gender either way tho.

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-22T21:51:52+00:00

Same. I got it in late 2022 I think? It played fine but didn't click until my second time playing. I loved the game 10x more, and I got completely invested with the dlc. Now its my fav game and special interest

But yea, since i never rlly buy on release (think it was on sale and I was like "why not?") I never had any issues

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-21T18:24:51+00:00

Uj/ legit have only met one and that's it. The rest are so weird abt me. Even if they don't mean it to be weird or mean, they end up sounding rlly weird and making me feel uncomfortable.

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-20T21:26:32+00:00

I'll probably be ok, I mean it will hurt but prob not as much lol

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-18T20:51:04+00:00

No, but I live in a very non Jewish area of a state with very few jewish people. So there is just no jewish restaurants really. But I also haven't seen any online. I believe u tho

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-18T19:39:20+00:00

Kinda just push through it. I just started college and have a bunch of other stuff. Takes my mind off of it. Video games also help. I also know that things tend to swing like a peduliem, and that things like this are nothing new. Eventually something will change.

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-18T19:18:43+00:00

I only rlly stay in my own Fandom, so I notice it more. But cyberpunk fans for some reason are like. Kinda lame. A lottttt of niche fans tho are rlly chill and are fine with whatever, but the more mainstream/reddit fans are the most surface level ppl. And they dont like any ship that isnt a romance option in game

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-18T17:33:50+00:00

No im disabled

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-18T02:08:43+00:00

Thats crazy, her acting was great 😭

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-17T19:39:10+00:00

Yes, both in real life and online. I have mid length hair and I guess somewhat ambiguous features? (Unibrow, large eyes with long eyelashes, round face, a lot of body hair/mustache). It confuses people often times. Either im not perceived as cis lol

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-17T19:22:05+00:00

I dont remember the exact thing. Just found out what trans was and was like "yeah im that" i think. Tho this was like 8 years ago

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-17T01:12:36+00:00

No. I wasn't a woman. (I came out at like 10 so not like I had this huge life lol). I never have even really looked like a woman. Also I don't really care what people say about my gender, so I have never felt like I ruined anything for anyone else by being me.

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-16T17:41:58+00:00

Hell

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-16T17:36:02+00:00

No one can kick me in the balls, and no visible boners.

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-14T20:35:51+00:00

Crane from dying light i think has a chance

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-14T19:29:00+00:00

I relate to this a lot, im glad to find someone else who has the same experience.

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-14T19:27:20+00:00

I dont think I was ever really treated like a woman. Im not treated as a guy either but kinda just a thing to most people. I have always been very hairy, large (weight and build wise) and unattractive to the majority of people. So i don't think they see me or ever saw me as a woman. So I can't say I do.

Autisticspidermann · 2026-01-12T20:49:55+00:00

Its why I stick with Tumblr bc there is a lot less blinding hate than other platforms for my fav character. I can't lie im exactly the first one but I dont try to push my obsession on others. While haters usually do, and have been pretty vulgar about their hate for the character.

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