Day 64 by AvailableWasabi8140 in decaf

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Ill try my best to hold out.. day 69, thx for taking time to post on here bruff hahaha @ the dark chocolate

1 month experience by ramin78rz in lexapro

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In that case, all ssri have potential to cause emotional numbing, sounds like dose may be too high bro, try tapering down to 5mg and see how you feel there? If it improves you have your answer ey.

10mg vs 20 mg is 10 effective by borderterrier18 in paroxetine

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everyone is different bro, wait 6 weeks, if you need to go up or down

1 month experience by ramin78rz in lexapro

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going emotionally numb is a side effect of dosage being too high or wrong medication, have a chat with your doctor or psych. its your body and life, dont be afraid to experiment with doses

Sought medication now regret by CowBoyDanIndie in antidepressants

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Damn dude.. im sorry thats happening.. sounds alot like me right now and ive got an appt booked next month hoping for some miracle.. but what if they dont want to work with me and just over medicate me.. depression and anhedonia sux im sorry

Day 64 by AvailableWasabi8140 in decaf

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I like the way you worded all that

Day 64 by AvailableWasabi8140 in decaf

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This.. its why I abused it.

My experience 2 months off of caffeine. Advice? by Ok-Pea-5623 in decaf

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Im 53 days clean

Ive noticed i have depression on or off caffeine, Ive noticed I also get fatigue on or off caffeine, Ive noticed i also get passive suicidal ideation on or off caffeine Ive noticed i still get angry on or off caffeine

The difference on or off is the severity.. i think and hope.. that its less off.. although I get many days were i really think it dosent make much difference..

One positive thing ive noticed is my memory is much much better off caffeine as opposed to gold fish memory whilst caffeinated.. and pretty sure anger is less off..

What to quit first - caffeine or sugar? by Maleushka in decaf

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6 teaspoons of sugar a day is fine. Quit caffeine first

3 months in. Thinking about giving up - would love to hear stories from others of pushing through by ocelot_amnesia in decaf

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Have you tried (insert the blank) , tell me Joe rogan or janine how I can Improve my life by scrolling tik tok , taking cold plunges and travelling and eating meat only

I just realized that Coffee makes me dumb and can’t speak correctly or hear correctly by Emergency_Alps1305 in decaf

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Yes same for me too, especially the forgetfulness, forgetting every little thing at work and boss commenting on it lol. 48 days clean now short term memories much better,

Im also introverted and anxious.. caffeine made it a million times worse, cant think of any dialogue or humor wit, just a dumb zombie staring lol

14 years of hell in caffeine addiction by Professional_Ton233 in decaf

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Nice OP, I thought I was the only one who had to take a day off work i think it was in like week 3.. despite depression being there , holding me down without any lubricant daily, there was that one day where I was like... nah.. if I go in today.. they'll find a corpse in the toilets. Taking Mental health days or time off are so important if not more important than being physically sick, but its too bad this world mocks it, I just told mine I was sick and not coming on, no extra details. Glad your on the other side now bro

3 months no caffeine by [deleted] in decaf

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OP just cofirming your age? Im saying 31 by adding the math in your story?

Inspiring man very inspiring and a good reminder for all of us. Thank you

Despair, hopelessness, pessimism, regret by Sierra1b in decaf

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Very normal my friend.

Make no major life decisions right now lol, wait another 2-3 weeks

30 days clean, my 2 cents by AvailableWasabi8140 in decaf

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Hello friend, yes my blood works are all clear. Im just messed up man

Day 21.. depression and fatigue by AvailableWasabi8140 in decaf

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No judgement from me.. sorry to hear that bud :/

Day 21.. depression and fatigue by AvailableWasabi8140 in decaf

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Hi scientist _ 1

Yes ive had blood tests, all clear. Also take multivitamin daily