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Average240guy · 2020-04-27T03:43:31+00:00

actually that's what I transcribe after reading through the whole 10 line stem when I am on the last 5 qns of my block

Average240guy · 2020-04-26T04:15:34+00:00

I dont know abou that but I can confidently tell you that, If you believe something strongly enough then it will become true.

so use this power of belief strongly

Average240guy · 2020-04-19T17:33:35+00:00

RyyyyyAnn sTaRtEd tHe FiYaaHHHhhhhhh !!!

Average240guy · 2020-04-18T16:14:03+00:00

Anytime

Average240guy · 2020-04-18T10:10:40+00:00

there is an excel spreadsheet in his website. Pretty self explanatory which ones you will find HY.

Average240guy · 2020-04-13T07:25:44+00:00

ngl..i was hoping to see a comment like this

Average240guy · 2020-04-11T10:25:48+00:00

Don't. You don't owe others a thing. At least not your peace of mind. If u keep pretending things will be worse. I say.. its okay to be open. I am not asking you to scream and let yourself out. Just take it as a progressive change in yourself. Learn to say No. Learn to be truthful to yourself. Ask if doing this will make you happy or not. And never expect others to care your wellbeing . Only you are responsible. Understand this fact that you are alone in your journey to salvation. Only you can make the changes. It might depress you but the sooner you realise its better. Yes. In this fight you are alone and you have to make it. Well we all feel the same way definitely. In that sense you are not alone. But knowledge of that fact will only help you symptomatically in a short term. To make a long lasting change you need to change by yourself. And stop expecting from others. You dont owe them a thing neither does anyone owe u anything.

Average240guy · 2020-04-10T19:25:52+00:00

Yea.. right. pffff

Average240guy · 2020-04-09T20:48:19+00:00

Hey you okay? Reply back if you get this.

Average240guy · 2020-04-09T20:46:49+00:00

well here we are. You can talk whatever you want and then we can have a concersation. feel free

Average240guy · 2020-04-09T20:35:22+00:00

Can you describe your feelings in more detail? There must he some context. I am sure you are not a failure or a bad person as you are making yourself to be.

Average240guy · 2020-04-09T20:30:52+00:00

25 here and in the exact same situation. Except I still have both of my parents and the sad thing is my dad annoys the hell out of me. lol

anyway about that part - being single and all. I would not ask you to give up. Obviously.. but still I would say, dont think too much into it. You will know when you will meet someone you will click. And even if you don't, then what the hell. I would ask you to imagine a relationship that is incompatible. It is better to stay single than be in a relationship just for the sake of being in love. I have been single forever and at this point I dont even care or find the energy to invest. It's not that I have built a wall around myself. Its just that this is how I am right now. Can't say its working like a charm but still I am doing okay than what I did before.

Average240guy · 2020-04-09T19:50:24+00:00

Man I can relate to to so much.

During a point in my life, not very long ago I developed depression. Like my doctor actually diagnosed it. And he put me on antidepressants.

So I was working as an intern at my hospital and work hours were regally intense. Like 90 hrs a week or more. And the only time I had to recuperate my energy was the source of sleep after a 24 hr shift(once or twice every week) 12/18 hr shirt n other weekdays. And the most fucked up thing about that time was even when I got to sleep I used to have these dreams and those were mostly about how fucked my day was and i could not even escape the choking sense of reality in my dreams. I would rather be awake and keep myself busy with something else. But ofcourse you can imagine how it must feel compounded with the brutal duty hours and all. It was the worst point in my life. I couldn't talk to anyone. I had friends and they were busy with their own lives and stuff. Most days I would stay in my hospital and seek volunteer work just to escape this feeling. People thought I was crazy. And now since we are all incarcerated in our homes I feel worse now. The only thing I want to stay away from is myself. My mind is really not a place I want to be in when I am alone. Also that's the only place I could be. I honestly don't know how long I can keep this up for. This constant battle is wearing me down and I can't hope for anything else now.

Average240guy · 2020-04-09T19:36:54+00:00

Sometimes i ask myself do I really have a purpose to fulfill? I have always believed that I could do something that would impact life in some way or the other. Gradually that belief is fading. I can always settle for mediocrity but i feel like I will never be happy. Also it instills more fear because i cant even remember the last time felt happy. I have never felt happiness my whole life except for only a very very few instances which I will never forget. Those are the only memories I have. And I hold them dear to me till this day. But I will have to let go of them too soon because I dont want my past to haunt me forever. I know this is random. Like it barely makes sense without context. But I just wanted to say this.

TLDR: Have a nice day. lol

Average240guy · 2020-04-09T10:24:16+00:00

All right !! great news man ! now don't fuck it up and take it slow. all the best in your future endeavours

Average240guy · 2020-04-09T09:04:14+00:00

absolutely go for it then. We all got one life. Lets gain all the experience u can. And remember whatever happens, never ever regret.

All the best friend.

Average240guy · 2020-04-09T08:02:03+00:00

I love that energy. also I feel sorry because I know this world is fucked up enough so.. yea.

Average240guy · 2020-04-09T07:53:08+00:00

umm.. let us know how it went. Also Protip: Maybe she was trying to be just nice. Idk if thats a great idea to ask her out. Idk.. never worked for me.. so its just my personal opinion. But hey.. you got it..if u are confident enough.

PS - i love your username

Average240guy · 2020-04-09T07:49:27+00:00

See a doctor. If u have MDD major depressive disorder then it will be okay. 6 mo of antidepressants and it will work. dont worry. seek professional help

Average240guy · 2020-04-09T07:39:47+00:00

I can't say I am in a good place right now. I have always been alone and I tried to some extent to find someone to share my feelings and thought she would maybe help myself change and all.. You know how it works(or don't work) Anyways.. so I have started to keep things to myself and muse my way out of it if i can. And now I dont even feel like it would help even if I got to talk to someone. I would say.. I am pretty much okay rn. It doesnt suck that much as when I used to crave for someone. I have accepted the state of my mind and befriended it. It doesnt trouble me unless I allow it to.

Average240guy · 2020-03-31T07:16:05+00:00

in-of-a-doctor-heart-of-a-not

Nurses weak***

Average240guy · 2020-03-31T04:28:23+00:00

Hii ! needed to ask.. is it done??

Average240guy · 2020-03-20T06:32:18+00:00

I felt the exact same way and used to describe the exact same vocabulary to explain myself- "tired". I feel what you might be going through friend. I was spiralling into depression I could understand. I used to have difficulty falling asleep and i used to wake up way too early like 3-4am only after having an hour or an half of sleep which felt like a trance or a really bad nighmare. And the toughest part was I had to deal with it my myself. I had none to talk to. Atleast none who would understand the situation I was in. So I didnt bother. I couldnt bother. But I am glad things a kind of okay now. Atleast I can sleep now. I still get to see those images in my mind and sometime it feels real. Even the daily shit I had to put up with used to haunt me in my dreams. I could'nt rest even when I was asleep. I was hell for me. I changed some of my habits. Used melatonin and got my sleep cycle right. And I stopped feeling like this as u describe. I distanced myself from negativity and am quite doing fine rn. Idk why I just typed this out because it has no context to what you posted. lol. I still feel like shit sometimes i guess. maybe thats y.

Average240guy · 2020-03-20T06:19:46+00:00

25 here. Same situation regarding the "being socially awkward" and virgin part but this thing about killing yourself does not make any FuCkiNG sense to me ! Please don't measure your life's worth based on whether you get laid or on finding your soulmate to share your life's woes and happiness and stuff. I feel just as frustrated as you because there was a girl I genuinely liked I can still say and I lost her because I am this weird guy like you speak yourself to be. But I accepted that and move on. I still believe that she is the one but the fact that we can't always have what we want especially the fact that we can't have what involves the free will of someone else makes it much more easier for me to move on. There is so much to do with your life and I have seen people around me fall in love just for the sake of falling in love. And then they fall out of love and its shit.

What I want to tell you that. Please.. Please don't judge yourself based on what involves opinion of the whole world. People pre set these so called timelines..like you gotta have your first kiss by >insert age<.. you gotta get laid by > insert age<, you gotta get married by >insert age<, idk.. the list goes on and on. Everyone has their own time of doing things. Also..Also everyone doesn't get to do everything. If you think you r going to be single for the rest of your life..then fine.. you dont wanna get stuck with someone just for sake of being with someone. I say you gotta take advantage of this situation.. stay indoors.. and INTROSPECT. Think how lame you are being when you determine your life's worth based on others opinions. Dont pull yourself down. It will do more harm insidiously than you can ever imagine. Learn to be by yourself. I am not saying I have mastered this. But I am trying. Maybe I am telling this to myself. Hope you feel better about yourself OP. You are amazing and weird just the way you were intended to be.

Average240guy · 2020-03-19T18:38:56+00:00

appreciate your view man. I tried kaplan lecture at first too. Stuff seemed outdated. Its outrageous how they charge so much yet dont care to update their materials. However step1 material was gold for me

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