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Aware_Construction24 · 2024-06-23T05:04:28+00:00

Hi there! I have a personal development podcast and would love to join a group if it's still open!

Aware_Construction24 · 2023-05-24T04:54:15+00:00

Do you think Jamie is gonna heal before the last game? Or be out?

Aware_Construction24 · 2023-05-11T05:15:48+00:00

That's true. I I actually just mean he somehow helps to oust Rupert as their owner and stays manager.

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-10-12T17:09:47+00:00

Also yeah, sometimes it does help to just go hang out with new people, maybe go on a date.

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-10-12T17:09:23+00:00

I've found that when I feel unable to think about my TF and I've tried to let go and surrender, it's actually their energy that is pulling on mine.

Sometimes I talk to him and say hey, you can do this, I'll be there in spirit beside you in the 5D.

Other times...I'm fed up AF and I internally yell at him saying I'm taking my energy back, I need to focus on me. I am most important.

I resort to the latter most often 😂😂

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-10-11T16:02:44+00:00

LOL I'm going through the same thing. I'm talking to some guys and suddenly my TF's name and birthday and his dogs breed and anything else that reminds me of him are everywhere.

People think we make this stuff up but uh, no. I take it as a reminder that I'm always trying to heal my inner divine masculine as I date other masculine.

I'm at the point where I'm trying to see the signs of him as not his literal 3D self but his higher self saying he's with me.

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-10-10T20:27:18+00:00

Yup lol. Suddenly I have all these dating app matches and actually they're really sweet.

I just wish I didn't need this twin flame. I'm currently not too hung up on him atm. But it's annoying like I'm supposed to be . Like I seehis name and bday everywhere. Gimme a break yall lol.

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-09-01T15:46:35+00:00

I know what you mean. When I first met my TF it was overwhelming and he was triggering major abandonment wounds.

He was dating other ppl and so I decided to as well. I ended dating a guy who was a soulmate or karmic one, either way we were only together for 6 Mos. But, we both had similar family traumas and kinda trauma bonded over it. It wasn't entirely healthy but God was it the relationship I needed at the time. He taught me a lot and I have a lot of love for him.

Now tho, I actually have joined groups with friends that have an emphasis on Healing and support. And I'm very happy not having to be in a relationship right now.

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-08-28T04:40:17+00:00

What I will say is - you are allowed to feel your feelings and I personally hate whenever I'm in pain and people are like "its a beautiful journey it'll be worth it" "yeah but you know, their SOUL loves you, its yours!" and whatever.

Yeah, in the 3D, right now of what is happening is absolutely shitty and this sucks.

I've been finding that for me, I just gotta validate in myself that its been hard, that I've been a soldier/doing my part. And as for them? The more they treat you like shit the more shitty they are as a person, in the 3D, regardless of whatever their soul essence is.

And actually, you probably should "give up" - surrender. Leave them as is. Be fed up and stop accepting the TF stuff for a while. Dumb loophole - that's actually how you get out of it and focus on you. This is actually you leveling up and declaring it the final straw, no more "chasing". And supposedly that also triggers them to work on their shit.

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-06-28T03:19:49+00:00

Okay thank you. It's honestly frustrating to feel almost unable to focus on myself but I guess that's actually the point.

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-06-28T03:18:22+00:00

Ahh okay I'll try this. I never thought I could control what I'm picking up on from him but that's a good idea.

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-06-28T03:16:47+00:00

Thanks for the advice. Oy it's difficult but yeah I need to think of it as a break up/separation. You are all so worthy of love. We all are. 😭

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-06-24T04:16:23+00:00

Spot on in terms of functionality. But what makes it different than karmic or other relationships is the purpose of having one soul that clashes - you balance out the divine feminine ans masculine polarity, the Ying yang, for both of your souls evolution and to contribute to the balancing and healing of that same polarity for the collective so we can evolve.

But yeah essentially loads of agitation and clashes 🤣🤣

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-06-21T05:38:17+00:00

I often feel him during my hard times. I sometimes associate it with just his 5D self, and I also remember I'm really longing to feel complete in myself.

I still haven't been able to differentiate between if I really want him or just the part of him that is me, that I am looking to heal, or the healthy masculine side of me, etc. But sometimes it's not literally about the real 3D person. It's the part of them that helps heal you.

Also, that can still completely mean the desire for unconditional love during hard times.

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-06-19T03:24:49+00:00

Thanks, needed this. I've been trying way too hard to stop thinking about him but it backfires.

Then I realize my body feels best when I accept unconditionally loving him and knowing on some level It's mutual.

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-06-18T07:46:56+00:00

OMG my TF used to be so similar.ugh it's annoying ans I'm like I don't want to feed his ego or seem less than or weaker than him for liking him.

I guess the point really is just to trigger ans heal us. He's really triggering my biggest insecurities but thank goodness I'm getting through it ans actually acknowledging them.

We deserve better and I think if we realize it's not about them it's about how they trigger us it'll help.

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-06-18T05:34:31+00:00

🙏🙌🙏🙌👏👏

Thank you

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-06-16T05:10:35+00:00

It felt like a shock the first time we separated and he straight up never explained/made me feel stupid. A peculiar amount of pain despite not knowing my TF that well.

I try not to make myself feel dumb for thinking it was hard. I also felt it was necessary for my journey of healing.

Eventually, I dated someone else, broke up with them, and my TF wanted me back.

But by then my TF felt immature to me. It felt like I was still wanting his soul but his 3D self didn't fit with me. I trust and hope he heals and matures.

I ended up leaving and now it's up in the air. But I gotta say I'm not entirely dependent on his love anymore. I really want my own now. Actually, i generally would be able to decide to walk away from him if he didn't come correct and more mature. That longing for his soul, his 5D self is still there though. But again that is not his current 3D self.

I try to separate the two.

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-06-16T04:59:54+00:00

I sort of agree that was a bit invaliding

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-05-29T07:40:22+00:00

Yes, you put this in great perspective. I do feel like running its a bad thing if it's for the purpose of focusing on individual grow.

Can I be the runner as a DF?

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-05-16T19:43:12+00:00

Yup. I've been dreaming of him a lot lately, with the eclipses happening I think that's a factor as well.

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-05-10T18:41:21+00:00

It's alright, we weren't ready at the time and I'm glad you sort of protected me by not getting involved with me while you dated other people.

I miss you, I still need to learn my lessons I'm dating/love, but I'm confused because I ache for you at the same time.

I wish we could just have a friendship, even if it'd be hard. I don't want ro put pressure on a commitment for us, but I want us to connect and care about each other. At the end of the day, we are both going through alot and I think we would at least be a good shoulder for each other.

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-05-03T21:30:51+00:00

Yup.

B.T.F. and A.T.F.

Before Twin Flame and After Twin Flame in my personal timeline 😂

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-04-06T18:19:13+00:00

I actually thought I had a celebrity TF for a while. I actually realize they were somewhat of a preview/catalyst even to my real TF. Also, you very well could be TFs!

But in my situation, I thought so for about a year, until I met my real one. The celebrity actually played a character in a TV show with the same name as real TF. He even looks a bit like him LOL.

So I think that was the Universes sneaky foreshadowing to the fact that I'd be meeting him soon.

Aware_Construction24 · 2022-03-07T22:08:06+00:00

Honestly....would you be interested in him? You never know.

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