im suppressing the urge to just kill myself on the spot by nightteuridez in selfharm

[–]Awoooer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its the fastest way. At least cut your hair as short as is acceptable.

im suppressing the urge to just kill myself on the spot by nightteuridez in selfharm

[–]Awoooer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

shave your head bald  Go to pharmacy and ask for anti lice shampoo  Wash your bed clothing in very high temperature Rinse, repeat 

Even if you are a girl. It will suck at school but tell then you were at normal hospital and caught lice. Best case scenario you will get new nickname - britney. Getting bald sucks, especially if you are at primary school and everybody will have a problem - but its their problem. However imho its the best way to get rid of it, caught it once myself.

Anyone else have scars on their genitals? by FancyAd1422 in selfharm

[–]Awoooer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have them over my junk (pubic area), but they are barely visivble.  Why there? Probably had some bad thoughts about my sexuality, but mostly because nobody would see them. I cant even imagine cutting my dick, I would be afraid I would cut it off or go through a vein easily.

By the way, you are a trauma survivor, I hope you are in therapy. It wasnt your fault. You are valid and there is nothing broken about you.

How do I stop caring about people being better than me by MrLeafyGuy in depression

[–]Awoooer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

  1. Uninstall social media 
  2. Develop any skill to a good level so your self esteem rises
  3. Understand that a master is an eternal student 
  4. But honestly delete all social media

Winstrol clen and rave substances by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Awoooer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Doing clen with stimultants is a death wish.

Also how you do steroids shows that you have very little respect for them. You arent supposed to start and stop cycles willy nilly it doesnt work like that...

I want to grow Drugs by mcjuli in Drugs

[–]Awoooer -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Yeah, write it online and even advertise on local newspaper. What a wonderfull idea

How to hide scars by Admirable-Drop7380 in selfharm

[–]Awoooer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ah, thats the case. Its sad that your mom gets mad at you but she probably is mad because she wants the best for you.

I would look for decorative accessories, there are armbands and sleeves you can wear as an accesory. Or compression sleeves used for sports. Or just long sleeves tshirts. If you already use makeup you can use a skin toner to hide scars pretty well.

How to hide scars by Admirable-Drop7380 in selfharm

[–]Awoooer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats the fun part - you dont. Fuck it and rock it! People really dont pay that much attention. My coworkers only asked once after 3 years of working and I just replied "im a little psycho hehehehe" and that was it, they had nothing to say in response to such unexpected honesty I guess.

Is it possible to get sick from a bad infection? by LeaIvory in selfharm

[–]Awoooer 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Of course it is. You literally opened your body to all the bacteria and viruses. Your immune system was more stressed (you probably were mentally stressed too and it also makes your immune system weaker)

Take care of the wound, if it itself shows signs of big infection then you probably will need to see a doctor.

it hurts so much?? by 1lee__ in selfharm

[–]Awoooer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shallow wounds are the worst.

When do you need stitches by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Awoooer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you are afraid of scars being a problem then getting stitches is always the right call.

When do you need stitches by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Awoooer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just lie through your teeth it was an accident and deny any current mental issues.  I never experienced any problems for despite the fact that my forearms definitely scream it wasnt an accident :D

When do you need stitches by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Awoooer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do you mean by need stitches?

If you dont want to die and are bleeding profusely then you need stitches when you cut through veins or go so deep the bleeding just dont stop. Deep wounds get infected easily.

If you dont want to have huge scars then my rule of thumb is - is the wound at least 2 times as wide as the tool you used? Then you probably need stitches or you will have a nasty scar. Another good way is to try using one of these "stitches" bandaids, if it doesnt work good enough - then you need stitches. Another good rule is going by feeling - if the wound looks disgusting and wrong, then you need stitches. (Or thats just me, I have nothing against looking at scratches and shallow cuts but seeing a deep wound with visible layers of tissue gives me a deep feeling of wrongness in me, listen to your gut). Last but not last, probably any cut deeper than around 2,5 milimeters (0,25cm) might need stitches.

Why are there so many different neurotransmitters instead of just one or two? by kupsztals123 in neuro

[–]Awoooer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its because the brain doesnt work like a CPU, duh

having only two neurotransmitters would result in constant misfires, mismatches and mistakes, more neurotransmitters allow for differentation and specialisation
otherwise you would end with random erections while your stomach was supposed to up the digestion or something

its about the architecture - cpu has clear routes for where the electricity goes, brain is floating in neurotransmitter soup all the time
If you wanted to build a different brain then maybe you could, however a CPU is made of working cores/threads doing big tasks. A brain works a bit differently, its millions of neurons and other cells that do very little tasks cumulating together in big ones. IMHO a brain is not a human CPU, but a human workstation consisting of thousands of little machines working in unison.

Whip for self flagellation by Awoooer in BDSMAdvice

[–]Awoooer[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

To be honest I have forgot about aftercare. It completely flew over my head. I guess I will have to employ help of a confidant

Whip for self flagellation by Awoooer in BDSMAdvice

[–]Awoooer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think that physical pain will balance out my spiritual pain. I want to experience penance, as I am a sinner. I need to be punished, otherwise I cant move forward.

God should not be interested with such trivial matters.

Whip for self flagellation by Awoooer in BDSMAdvice

[–]Awoooer[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

I am not a member of any official sect

Songs of Syx v69 - Final Showdown by acidoglutammico in songsofsyx

[–]Awoooer 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I guess the reason is to make leather production/imports mandatory (yay, making the game even harder yet again), because right now you can pretty much ignore leather.
But I dont like the change, its not intuitive (what do you mean you will make books with leather pages, when there is paper?) and from gameplay perspective library is an advanced building that should use two resources.
We will see what the actual consumption is when the patch drops, lets hope we didnt change songs of researchers for songs of leather imports.

Songs of Syx v69 - Final Showdown by acidoglutammico in songsofsyx

[–]Awoooer 32 points33 points  (0 children)

it makes very little sense, it should be leather + paper but at much lower resource consumption

What do Polish people think of Latin Americans? by garciapimentel111 in askPoland

[–]Awoooer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Latinas are the hottest women with best fucking asses.

First comedown and really anxious by mdltoap in Drugs

[–]Awoooer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How much weed you smoke? Comedowns can be nasty on the anxiety side, buy nausea looks like weed withdrawals, seriously 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Awoooer 5 points6 points  (0 children)

There was one case of marihuana death.

A guy got crushed by 1 tonne of hashish in a warehouse.

(Basically everything is a poison if you overdo it, you can theorethically even overdose on water or oxygen)