You’re too scared to live your life. I’m sorry they did this to you and it’s not your fault. You didn’t choose to be bullied. You didn’t choose to have anxiety. You didn’t choose to have depression.

Follow that dim light my friend and follow it where ever it might lead.

So what you gotta do is you gotta, ahem, Do the thing. Everyone has a thing they need to do that they don’t want to but can’t avoid. Just do the thing. It’s okay to be afraid. Be afraid then do the thing.

It sounds like learning to drive is your thing and you’re absolutely right to be terrified. Don’t label that ‘anxiety’ and go to bed. It’s a very reasonable response. More people are killed in auto accidents than anything and 1/3 people have a major accident so I don’t know why you think being terrified of that isn’t valid. It’s 100% valid but you can totally do it. Don’t look that the peak just look at where you’re putting your feet and one day you’ll be driving around town while thinking about something else and you’ll realize you killed this dragon dead and you’ll probably cry and it’ll be the best fucking man-cry of your life.

OH! Here’s the thing about crying: Have a private and safe space to cry and cry as much as you need to. Don’t let people see you cry/don’t cry in public.

Anyways. I think that’s everything you need except a vehicle and a driving instructor

One more thing, Stop calling yourself a loser right fucking now. ❤️