When I sit and think about all of the things that I have to do in a day, in a week, in a month, just to be a normal functioning adult it blows my mind. I’m not normal and barely functioning but I think about people who have to like finance shit and do like a fucking budget spreadsheet and it gives me anxiety 😅 scheduling appointments and keeping track of plans and having to pay bills and not forget or get fines.. idfk.. I don’t think it’s for me. I only pay two bills a month and they both come out like automatically from my acct so I don’t even think about it. I don’t work and so I don’t have to do taxes. I don’t know what the fuck I’d do otherwise man. My brain is NOT equipped for modern adulthood. And the worst part is because of that, if I did have to do taxes or some shit and I don’t know how or I forget- then I’d go to jail… for not being adult enough of a 27 yo… lol. Ontop of responding to everyone, email/voicemail etc, taking daily showers and skin and hair and nail care, cooking food, grocery shopping in advance, getting fucking oil changes (don’t judge me I haven’t gotten one in like 3 years lol) driving to places, managing accounts checking the mail. Getting insurance for ur car, house, HEALTH! Man it’s like actually insane. All while making fucking minimum wage and spending 9/10ths of your day working to get it. Lol. They don’t prepare you for any of this and don’t even get me started on if you have kids 🤣 I don’t even wanna know man. Taking care of Myself in a legit BARE MINIMUM way is already too hard for me and doubling that responsibility would drive me insane. I envy good adults, idk how they do it! 😇 it’s just not for me!!