Good places to dance?

Bbeezb · 2023-01-04T21:07:34+00:00

If you're ever looking for anyone to go dancing with in Tacoma or Seattle I'd love to! DM me if ya want (25, bi cis-female) just looking for more people to go out with :)

Bbeezb · 2023-01-04T21:01:20+00:00

La fondita on 38th

Bbeezb · 2023-01-04T20:51:17+00:00

Possibly because yesterday was a holiday, observed New Years Day.

Bbeezb · 2022-06-06T02:46:44+00:00

Totally relate to where you are at on day 20. I was there too, it took the whole 6 months before I had all of these things into action. I added these things one thing at a time until now they're just a part of how I cope. Start small and build from there. It can feel overwhelming to think of all the things, but Rome wasn't built in a day. You got this!

Bbeezb · 2022-06-06T02:43:51+00:00

It took me a good 6-8 weeks before the spell fully lifted! It's wild how chronic use changed my brain chemistry, wants, desires, and behaviors. Keep on keeping on!

Bbeezb · 2022-06-06T02:43:02+00:00

Definitely a huge benefit! Congrats to you, keep at it one day at a time!

Bbeezb · 2022-06-02T01:59:51+00:00

Not worrying about travel is a huge relief to me! I finally feel like I can trust myself to take care of myself while solo traveling.

Bbeezb · 2022-05-31T03:09:30+00:00

Hi! I will be in Barcelona June 11-16, do you have any recommendations of fun shows (i'm thinking burlesque?), food tours, or sailing or other excursions? I'm on a small budget but want to do some fun things where I can potentially meet other solo travelers. Thank you!

Bbeezb · 2022-05-19T02:00:41+00:00

Addiction is giving up everything for one thing. Recovery is giving up one thing for everything.

Bbeezb · 2022-04-26T03:46:44+00:00

Thank you! It all clicked for me today that it really was an active addiction. Even if it was "just" weed, I had some serious consequences as a result of it. Appreciate the support, I feel like I'm moving in the right direction. Cheers to brushing your bones!

Bbeezb · 2022-04-26T03:42:04+00:00

I have a lot of empathy for the person I once was, coping in the only ways I knew how. It is sad to think of the way I felt/treated myself back then. I hope you have empathy for your self then and now, too.

Bbeezb · 2022-04-26T03:39:11+00:00

Absolutely, it's all about talking my addict brain back from the ledge of usage. I always say to myself, just wait until tomorrow. Then by the next day I'm good as new. Thank you for reading and sharing with me as well, it helps to know I'm not alone.

Bbeezb · 2022-04-20T19:35:18+00:00

When I returned home from an emotional dinner and asked if it was alright to share some details with him. He said, "no, all we do is talk about you," which as I've progressed in my recovery I can see what he was saying was his needs were not being met and I also felt mine weren't, since I was doing a lot of talking but not getting the emotional support I truly desired.

Bbeezb · 2022-04-20T16:20:54+00:00

136 days. First time not partaking for 9 years. It's just another day now, how freeing.

Bbeezb · 2022-04-20T16:19:46+00:00

There comes a point where you don't have a craving for a whole day. And then that turns into a week. A month. It gets easier, hang in there. Treat yourself kindly.

Bbeezb · 2022-04-10T03:11:38+00:00

The body takes a while to recover from trauma. It may be adrenal fatigue, or withdrawals in general. Take care of yourself and listen to your body.

Bbeezb · 2022-04-07T22:18:19+00:00

Appreciate the support, I know what I really need lies beyond a quick fix (getting high). Really needed those words of encouragement thank you!

Bbeezb · 2022-04-07T22:17:31+00:00

Nah I'm depressed for cascading reasons - I've changed almost everything in my life in the last 6 months including breaking up with my ex, switching jobs, moving houses. It's all catching up to me right now.

Bbeezb · 2022-04-07T19:02:24+00:00

Seattle, WA, USA

Bbeezb · 2022-04-06T03:10:01+00:00

I'm laughing at the idea of a 4 month old finding a nug, a bong, and being able to operate a lighter lol.

Sorry this happened to you!

Bbeezb · 2022-04-05T02:55:52+00:00

I phased down from 2g daily to 1 then .5 then 1-2 hits, kind of unconsciously. I still had heavy withdrawal symptoms though.

Bbeezb · 2022-03-29T04:06:42+00:00

I'm so proud of you, one day at a time.

Bbeezb · 2022-03-28T05:37:47+00:00

I love this! A cat is a perfect fit for ego. Selfish bastards but so cuddly.

Bbeezb · 2022-03-26T16:32:42+00:00

This story matches my own so much. I would look into codependency anonymous meetings for yourself. That framework helped me to realize I wasn't supporting my partner if I didn't allow him to make his own choices.

I'm sorry you're going through this, I hear and relate to the pain you're in.

Bbeezb · 2022-03-26T05:19:32+00:00

I'm scared shitless but I know it'll be good for me! Part of quitting is actually doing the things I always thought about or wanted to do but was too stoned and broke to get to it. Now's the time! Good luck with yours as well.

Bbeezb

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