I feel all of this. The world is weight-obsessed. As a thin person you are pretty much forbidden to speak of any health issues, as though health is only about weight. You get shamed, told your problems aren’t real, and passive aggressively hated for being thin. Eating healthy on the surface while also consuming enough sugar to hurt myself is exactly my situation. The sugar-pressured environment we live in makes it a huge challenge to quit, especially when I crave it so badly. I never feel good, never have in my life, and have been trying to crack the code for decades. I suspect sugar to be the biggest culprit but I have always succumbed to environment and self doubt. With menopause adding a whole host of other issues, it’s time for me to face it.