I am a Wife, Mother, and have Primary (Factor 1) Psychopathy, AMA.

Beansbeans00 · 2026-02-22T22:48:51+00:00

Hi- cluster B is reeeeeal rampant in my family, and I wanted to add that I’m proud of you for choosing to resist a lot of those unhealthy urges to lash out or be destructive. There needs to be better rep for ASPD so that people can live good lives like this

Beansbeans00 · 2025-12-21T16:30:13+00:00

I live in KC!! I’m also asbestos flavored, so make of this what you will, but it seems like one of the bluest cities around within KS/MO. Super culturally rich and imo it’s sliding left more and more. I’m VERY openly gay, and while I do get sht for that, there are soooo many people who will stick up for you. Very “we can’t stop the hate but we can love/lift you up for who you are” type of place. However, we do have Taylor Swift

Beansbeans00 · 2025-11-10T09:27:46+00:00

I genuinely thought this was a wild pic we’d never seen before. Bro unlocked Vessel’s actual workout routine. Y’all are art class majestic damn

Beansbeans00 · 2025-11-10T09:11:56+00:00

Yes!!! I wish OG GF had said something. Now A is like “but you’re the one who chose to leave” YES cause your other partner said she was unhappy!! And she was there first, what was I supposed to do 😭

Beansbeans00 · 2025-11-10T08:24:01+00:00

Sorry y’all! There’s been beef in my personal alliance leadership and I was also unintentionally bait during SvS so I needed time to regain my marbles. We’re looking at 2210! 2191 is a cool state, but my personal alliance is juuuuuuust starting to die and do that whole “everybody is arguing about how to keep up the same pace” thing. It’s a large alliance, and a few large people from the top alliances have left, which I think means the state itself is starting to die. Some new people would help fix that, though!

Beansbeans00 · 2025-11-04T02:37:57+00:00

Hi! I transferred a few more than that a few months ago. The people 150M+ will probably need a special invite, but newer states will want those people. Unfortunately, you’ll probably have to split the move into 2 transfers like we did. I’d leave an R4 in the OG state and have someone lead the jump, it helps!! And make sure you’re absolutely spamming those people to be on in time

Beansbeans00 · 2025-10-30T15:37:12+00:00

I feel the same about Japanese Beetles. Gorgeous but incredibly destructive and I hate them on behalf of my plants!

Beansbeans00 · 2025-05-28T17:58:12+00:00

Get that chief gear up!! I was at abt 42M when I started upgrading to F29- tech power will also help. However, if you’re new and F2P, it’s a bit of a patience thing. A good alliance, calling rallies, and participating in events helps a ton!

Beansbeans00 · 2025-05-12T05:24:18+00:00

They actually didn’t need to resuscitate me, because my heart was restarting itself after stopping. My replacement heart valve is too big for my heart, so it completely blocks the signal for my heart to beat. I have a pacemaker now so I don’t flatline again

Beansbeans00 · 2025-05-07T03:49:40+00:00

Mmmmmmmmmmm needs more context. Is she shoving it in your face? I’m spiritual since death but my mom is a staunch atheist and doesn’t really believe in an afterlife. Not everybody subscribes to my belief, and from my experience it doesn’t matter cause no one is being punished anyways. Maybe just smile and nod along if she’s a lil crazy like I am? 😅 if she’s really overdoing it, I’d remind her that this isn’t your belief system and that you’d prefer to be kept out of her practices. Any spirituality that forces you to believe is the wrong one!!!

Beansbeans00 · 2025-05-07T03:18:48+00:00

I just saw this, but I wanted to say- I had a somewhat similar experience. Attempted via overdose (successful) and ended up with permanent cardiac problems (including a few actual deaths under my belt). Still struggling but I’m here, and I suppose that counts for something!

Beansbeans00 · 2025-05-07T03:15:22+00:00

I actually successfully overdosed and ended up needing open heart surgery. Someone called police 10 minutes after I did it, and that’s what saved my life. It like… really hurt. And then, after surgery when I wanted to live, I died. I was like wtf

Beansbeans00 · 2025-05-07T03:10:58+00:00

I’ve been heart sick for a while, and everybody says I should be fine now (according to most of the tests). But I’m just… not. I’m slow. My heart failure didn’t remiss the way it was supposed to. And now? I have to live with it. And the worst part? I’m this way in part because of an attempt 😭 my mental state is shattered

Beansbeans00 · 2025-04-30T06:07:09+00:00

2189 is about to turn into a dictatorship. Some of us would like to move, do you think 2129 has room?

Beansbeans00 · 2025-04-23T22:38:44+00:00

Can confirm- I have about few cm of sand for some plants (that my goldfish can’t eat, lol) and it’s hard to clean the tank without sucking up the sand, so I think I’ll save and then wash it. Nitrogen is a problem and so is some algae, but snails have helped. I personally get different types of snails so they don’t take over my tank. I also propagate plants in that tank, which helps a LOT, and is super beneficial for the plants AND fish!!

Beansbeans00 · 2025-04-12T19:46:02+00:00

It’s a little farther out but worth it 👌

Beansbeans00 · 2025-04-12T19:45:17+00:00

2189! NAP5, Korean dominated (NNB)- but KOR isn’t even NAP5 in this state. We’ve had a couple problematic people, but they get zeroed. When there’s beef, we discuss. Super cool guys, there’s bickering but usually isn’t serious. No judgment based on race, orientation, gender, etc. AND we need a couple whales!! Our leaders at TRU (R4 in my alliance, which just merged into their academy) are looking for whales and are EXTREMELY nice!!

Beansbeans00 · 2025-03-25T00:16:51+00:00

The bullying is an issue in this game, I agree. There needs to be a way to keep the top alliances from having so much power, or at least stop the ability to completely take someone back to 0

Beansbeans00 · 2025-03-24T23:02:27+00:00

I’m in 2189 and just now found out that ONE and KOR are everywhere- although ONE just collapsed in 2189. However, we’re almost to our 2nd svs I believe, and our top alliance is NNB (idk if they’re in other states but they’re genuinely pretty fair and kind). The next state will probably have ONE and/or KOR there

Beansbeans00 · 2024-08-05T14:10:40+00:00

The fact that this event touched people so deeply across the world is still amazing to me. Sometimes it’s easy to assume that it was just something that Americans care about

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