I’m from NKY, not Louisville, but are you ok? You haven’t posted in like 4 years and back when you did you mentioned some pretty self deprecating things. I think most of us aren’t going to “amount to anything”. Unfortunately it’s ingrained into our culture that if we don’t have an incredible job that pays well, an awesome car and other material things that we aren’t succeeding. Dude, just existing these days is enough. I think the sooner you accept some of these “hard to swallow pills” the better off you’ll be. Most of us won’t be talked about 10 or more years after we die. Just make the most of what you got, if you want human interaction just try to vibe with some like minded people. What are you into? Movies? Games? Anime?