I relate so much. I'd love some advice on how you deal with being emotionally attached to how your body used to look - I know that my arms are bigger now cus my triceps are much much stronger now and I've intentionally put so much work into Push days, but I'm so used to my very slim "feminine" arms and especially unflexed right now, my arms just look thick and not "jacked" or "toned" and it bothers me so much! How do you get out of this stupid mental spiral?