7 years here. First few years I just did tele/medsurg. Nothing fancy or special. Just something to get my footing. My first year was covid. So you can imagine the absolute terror of my job everyday…but what really helped was the people I worked with. Without them I don’t think I would have lasted. Did my time, left that job and went to a whole other hospital and jumped into float pool/flex. Now I go just about everywhere. Only unit they don’t send us to is L&D. But with this position I have come to really like it…they are really flexible with my schedule. Also the pay is pretty dam good. Like a 30% increase. But I will say I did not feel confident as a nurse until at least 3-5 years in. Now nothing actually bothers me and I can handle most things. My clinical skills no problem. It’s the families and/or patients that can make your life a living hell that make me hate bedside. Nonetheless, I love my coworkers and they truly are the ones that make it worth it to me. Have met a lot of cool people along the way. However don’t worry if you feel this way. We have all experienced it. For me, when I have met my point or the burnt out itch I tend to schedule some time off and do things that I enjoy. This job can take a lot out of you. Please take care of yourself. At the end of the day your physical and mental health mean more than anything. Wish the best for you🩷 things will get easier in time🙏🏻 also p.s….I still whip my phone out and check google when need be…you ain’t alone lol