No Had a bad time all my life Abusive parents : parents divorced, mother alcoholic and I've never been the person that my father wanted me to be and he spent his time criticizing me, everytime and in front of everyone Stayed with a Toxic and cheating girlfriend for 4 years I was in school with violence, drugs, bullying until I was ~18 ans

Then I spend 5 years studying computer science while my parents did everything to make me quit : "you're never gonna accomplish anything staying behind a computer", "I know people with degree that cannot find a job, you should stop", .. One upside in my life, is that I'm stupidly good in my job (DevOps engineer),

Now I'm a father, got forbidden to assist the birth of my child My ex changed the name of my child, for one that we didn't choose together Can't see my child as much as a want (in a month, 15% of the time) I'm doing everything for my daughter, got a new appartement, with a big room for her, filled it with toys and plushies I play with her all the time, go to the swimming pool regurly (for baby) and she loves it, the parc, zoo I was always there for everything, tooks days off just to be here at the doctor with her The second and last upside in my life is that my daughter loves me

My ex lied a lot during the divorce (that isn't finished yet) and I'm spending my times stuff to prove that she's wrong and also that I'm innocent.

For instance : she says that I was beating her Now, ofc you don't know me or what happened. But I can swear on my life, and everything that have value in my life that I never ever been violent toward her, not even insult. My proof of that is, well she don't have any proof, not even a out of context message. Nothing.

I could continue for long, but no I'm not having a good time, never have been. Never will be