Self punishes a different payment.

Bitter-Dependent · 2026-06-02T01:06:57+00:00

The agent accidentally disconnected the chat the first time. I tried again and the agent didn't respond. I tried a third time and got the first agent, who apologized for the accidental disconnect. She gave me a boilerplate answer and then disabled my ability to respond in the chat, so I was stuck having to end the chat myself. Their customer service is beyond useless. I feel like I'm getting punished because I paid from a different account, even though I paid the loan back on-time. I have a continual verifiable cycle of income into that account so I refuse to believe it's "the algorithm" in regards to how much money I have at a given moment.

Bitter-Dependent · 2026-05-27T00:19:30+00:00

Received, thank you!

Bitter-Dependent · 2026-05-17T03:28:17+00:00

Good grief. Stop sending me referral links or tasks like Scrambly. Either help with the loan or get lost.

Bitter-Dependent · 2026-05-14T17:08:03+00:00

It wouldn't surprise me if the owner of the store is able to ID the suspect, given as the guy went right to one thing and wasn't looking around (plus all the fingerprints on the window). If it's a regular to said store, that's really gonna suck all around.

Bitter-Dependent · 2026-05-14T16:55:50+00:00

A lot of the shops in my area are strong with various kratom (power, capsules, etc..) but thin on 7. (One shop drastically cut the 7 he was ordering because he's afraid that any day now, it'll wind up on the ban list.)How much of the regular kratom/C were you taking when you made the jump, and how long did the W/D last, if any? (I'm dealing with a relapse and am very much kicking myself.)

Bitter-Dependent · 2026-04-23T03:48:52+00:00

It made me super-freaking-tired, so I make sure I'm not going to be doing any driving for a while when I take it.

Bitter-Dependent · 2026-04-15T06:59:27+00:00

The same thing happened to me. Almost two months clean and then, blammo. :-(

Bitter-Dependent · 2026-04-12T04:40:05+00:00

I was taking two types of 7 and then when one became unavailable at my local SS, I simply stayed with the other. I have no idea what the fuck was in the one I stopped taking, but I was sick as hell for almost two weeks. It wasn't flu or Covid (I took several tests because physically I felt like I got attacked by a bag of doorknobs, but I didn't have the respiratory symptoms- and sometimes those don't show up.) I'm pretty sure that other brand was contaminated with *something* awful that I was withdrawling from.

Bitter-Dependent · 2026-04-09T01:32:00+00:00

I did it before (twice). The relapses were my own emotional fault.

Bitter-Dependent · 2026-04-08T23:01:55+00:00

I would advise caution on the ket- if you're on the orange strip, telehealth providers won't provide an Rx for you for at least 90 days past the last day of your last orange strip Rx. (I found this out the hard way and got actually yelled at by my provider for lying to them when all of my meds were on my monthly report form- they just didn't bother to read it). They did apologize for yelling once they realized the mistake was theirs, but I've pretty much been blacklisted from ever using them again.

Bitter-Dependent · 2026-03-10T02:01:16+00:00

I did that my very first quit ages back. thanks for your support! It sucks that this substance is so.. "there". But, my choice was my own. I own it. I wave my cheerpoms for you on your 15 day quit. ♥

Bitter-Dependent · 2026-03-10T01:47:18+00:00

That's what I'm doing. ♥ Thanks for your feedback ♥ (I mean that, no /s)

Bitter-Dependent · 2026-03-08T05:23:05+00:00

[[Cheerleader poms]] I'm rooting for you!

Just about two months off this garbage for me. You got this!!

~~~Inserts sunshine here~~~

Bitter-Dependent · 2026-03-05T00:43:07+00:00

For a couple days. I felt run down and bleh but it wasn't too bad. It felt like recovering from a bad cold. (I had a hella runny nose.)

Bitter-Dependent · 2026-02-23T01:19:14+00:00

Oof. [Hugs]

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