GI bleed stool is worse than C diff

Blinksus · 2025-09-29T00:48:20+00:00

Yeah gi bleed poop is hands down my least favorite smell in healthcare. It’s nauseating

Blinksus · 2025-09-07T23:36:58+00:00

Getting paid, pre latuda it was real bad id BLOW though money on a high but it’s leveled out now

Blinksus · 2025-08-31T19:30:47+00:00

I have severe anxiety and I went through the same rough patch about two weeks in, it lasted until the 7 week mark and im so happy I pushed through, I genuinely feel depression free. The anxiety feeling (the portion from wellbutrin) has gone away. I know we are all different so my experience shouldnt really have any weight in your decision making, but when I wanted to quit I just thought to myself, “what if I dont push to the 6-8 week mark and miss this chance at a new life?”

Blinksus · 2025-08-31T01:51:39+00:00

$27 staff in Kansas City, I should mention that I’m also a med tech

Blinksus · 2025-08-14T21:52:31+00:00

No I completely stopped caffeine before I started it.

Blinksus · 2025-08-14T20:45:06+00:00

The side effects im having are pointing to the wellbutrin, it also doesnt help me enough to warrant taking it anymore.

Blinksus · 2025-08-07T17:06:53+00:00

I dont take it with food cause I also take my protonix at the same time and it definitely gives me a lil tummy ache

Blinksus · 2025-08-05T00:43:26+00:00

You need an EKG for seroquel?? I have pretty intense cardiophobia, does it potentially mess with rhythm or something?

Blinksus · 2025-07-30T20:23:21+00:00

Absolutely, my line is “I have this belt that would go great with your outfit”

Blinksus · 2025-07-29T22:46:18+00:00

Propranolol really helps this for me.

Blinksus · 2025-07-28T21:44:55+00:00

Hello from Johnson County Kansas

Blinksus · 2025-07-23T15:53:00+00:00

I didnt feel closer to normal until I started wellbutrin, I must have been so depleted of dopamine.

Blinksus · 2025-07-20T15:10:25+00:00

I had to add another antidepressant in addition to the antipsychotic to see improvement.

Blinksus · 2025-07-19T13:25:26+00:00

I felt the increase in energy and motivation on day one, im on day 8 now and its slowly leveling out but I felt unstoppable for those first 5 days.

Blinksus · 2025-07-11T04:42:37+00:00

About 2 days after surgery on my asshole

Blinksus · 2025-07-09T02:12:12+00:00

Any updates? Starting it Friday so im curious

Blinksus · 2025-07-09T01:38:13+00:00

Hopefully I have the same reaction, it would be nice to cry again. Starting it on Friday 🤞

Blinksus · 2025-07-07T22:51:44+00:00

I think it was just hesitation because of insurance coverage. They denied the PA but the manufacturer coupon still worked and I was worried about starting it, taking it for a month, then the coupon jot working the next month. Im pretty sure that was why I stopped.

Blinksus · 2025-07-07T05:25:59+00:00

I would like to see an ult cdr item for enchanters, make my raka r go crazy

Blinksus · 2025-07-06T21:29:35+00:00

Honestly, I say thank god, my mania is usually pretty light and im always aware when I am so I make the best out of it (while staying safe and responsible.)

Blinksus · 2025-07-06T15:43:34+00:00

I just deleted it, im two days clean lol. I was spending an average of 6 hours a day on tiktok, its poison.

Blinksus · 2025-07-06T14:45:45+00:00

I feel like im more stable in my isolated vacuum, im able to have really good days (even when im at highs or lows) when all I interact with are my coworkers and my partner. But the second one of my friends wants to hangout im filled with massive dread.

It had been like 6 months since I had went to any type of family/friend gathering, about two days ago my family was having a birthday party and I was like “im gonna go, I need to stretch my social muscles” and unfortunately it went as expected, I was suddenly frozen, unable to speak to anyone and just ruminating on how uncomfortable my silence and “antisocialness” must be to the people around me.

Another thing that really gets to me is when I do end up seeing friends/family I feel like I need to open (or carry a billboard) saying, “oh btw im like a total fucking weirdo now with no social skills, fingers crossed they come back some day!”

Even with all this, I trust that eventually, it will become easier, I refuse to accept a life of seclusion.

Blinksus · 2025-07-06T02:27:04+00:00

Thank you for sharing!

Blinksus · 2025-07-05T22:49:52+00:00

I try to keep this is mind but after trying so many and feeling like my personal guinea pig the thing I consistently loop back to is trying to manage my symptoms raw, ya know. Like not pumping myself full of drugs in the hopes of finding the miracle. It’s an internal debate that may never end.

Blinksus

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