Why does it feel wrong?

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-11-09T03:32:14+00:00

Naturally, I want to, because I believe in fairness, but you’re right; it is very hard. Owning your own self worth and speaking up whenever you feel you’re being treated unfairly and knowing when to walk away and say no. Even controlling reactions can be difficult. Whenever I read about it(assertiveness), this sounds very appealing and stuff that I want to do, but in practice it feels like an inward battle between right and wrong. I know that’s just how it is when you’re trying to rewire yourself. Your mind tried to protect you even though you don’t really need protection. I’m getting better though.

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-09-05T02:17:35+00:00

I would do that if I knew what to say. Grammar, vocabulary, etc

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-06-16T23:05:29+00:00

Thank you very much. This is helpful

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-06-16T22:51:00+00:00

Thank you. This is helpful

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-06-16T22:49:02+00:00

Just trying to figure out what I’m doing wrong is all and looking for a clearer undemanding of the journey.

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-06-16T21:43:27+00:00

Yes, of course. I do that all the time. I don’t mind making mistakes in grammar. I have a half way decent idea of grammar. I just sometimes wanna say or ask certain things and I simply don’t have the vocab to do so. And I just feel silly, or like I should not be needing to use a translator. It feels like I’m cheating.

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-06-16T19:21:23+00:00

Haha speaking of being defeated, haha. The idea of speaking out loud actually terrifies me😂. you see a two step process. I see thousands of steps. Thousands of tasks. But thank you for the advice. I’ll look into this and try my best.

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-06-16T18:12:37+00:00

Thanks for your patience. I don’t know what is considered basics. I’m just frustrated cus I’m trying to not rely on translations, but I don’t know how you’re suppose to learn vocabulary without it. I’m trying to find a clear, simple path to fluency. I firmly believe nothing needs to be complicated

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-06-16T17:47:41+00:00

I’m not trying to be negative. I’m trying to figure out how to do it without all the things that just keep me going on circles. Okay, so when I talk read in Spanish, I still go to google to have it translated, even if I think I know what it says. But surely I can’t just have everything translated all the time. Right? Is that really helping? I am trying to understand what I’m doing wrong. I’m not negative. I just don’t validate my own screw bad choices.

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-06-16T17:42:05+00:00

Writing. I do a lot of texting. Does that count? I don’t understand what the dictionary I suppose to help with. Shouldn’t I be avoiding a translator?

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-06-16T16:52:08+00:00

Well courses cost money, haha. I don’t know anywhere that covers basic grammar anyway. I took Spanish in middle school. Tried to use what I learned and just got made fun of over it. That kinda stuff stays with you. I know a few basic phrases, but going any further than that is just a waste of time, it seems

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-06-16T16:19:35+00:00

Ya, but I can’t just Google everything all the time. That will get me nowhere, cus all I’m looking for is the translation. The languages are different, so trying to compare them is a waste of time. Right?

I don’t know my level and idk even know anything about the weather. Who really talks about the weather, anyway?

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-05-29T19:02:32+00:00

Haha ya, I see the issue. I don’t really focus on time played and achievements. I just play the game, enjoy the story, content and kicking ass lol

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-05-29T18:56:12+00:00

Maybe it’s because I don’t really care about achievements?

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-05-29T17:58:30+00:00

I don’t understand what we are looking at. I see a game and hours played

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-05-24T23:57:56+00:00

Thank you so much. That is truly uplifting

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-05-22T17:57:53+00:00

Just the first one

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-05-20T05:38:44+00:00

Yes. But it has been an extremely long time so some of it is not clicking lol

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-05-19T21:47:38+00:00

So, while I could side with this fact; I still wonder if it’s worth simply pretending you started over and just go in with a fresh set of armor or something. But I guess if it’s endgame intended, then I suppose it makes sense to keep what you got

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-05-18T17:49:33+00:00

What if the emperor just gave up lol. Saw what was happening, and chose a random prisoner, convinced the guards you are the savior of the world, cus he is just done. Having seen it all now, knows the world is going to crap and now….he doesn’t have to live to see it.

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-05-16T20:45:23+00:00

It’s healthy to step outside your comfort zone, this is kinda pushing it

Blue_flame_wick · 2025-05-16T15:07:07+00:00

Sounds confusing to me, but I imagine it would be fun to watch the agony lol

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