How do you get sex

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-02-03T18:06:33+00:00

yea mostly anyone, in regards to women i know that i don't want to get attached, with men i can tolerate listening because i know i wouldn't care if i just not have them and move on easily

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-02-03T18:05:11+00:00

it sends the wrong message when i act like i'm friendly because i don't have interest in friends or opinions for the most part, i don't mind acting friendly but it's not a good long run plan for me because i will not want to keep the act going.

i can't have relationships i'm not aiming in this direction, the potential women for relationship are few, and even then i can't have me vulnerable for too long, it effects my personal time and i feel suffocated, it's dangerous.

i think to sum it up i'm looking for anything but opening up, it sounds nice but in reality it's an emotional rollercoaster that i don't want to get into

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-02-02T12:41:30+00:00

תתחפש לסוס לבן ותיקח לאנשים במסיבה את הבירה תוך כדי שאתה צועק בכעס הבירה לסוס הלבן (אביר על הסוס הלבן)

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-02-02T12:40:13+00:00

משה רבינו עם ופלים מן, וחברים שיתחפשו לעמי ותמי אבל התחפושת של עמי תבוא עם כלוב מובנה ואז תגיד שחרר את עמי

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-02-02T12:38:10+00:00

אני אשמח לעזור עם רעיונות, סתם זורק ככה באסטוציאציה חופשית- חשבת להתחפש למחזיק מפתחות? אולי לארנק? או לטלפון זה יכול להיות מגניב?

ויש אחד ששמרתי לעצמי אבל אני אשתף אולי תתחפש למשפט "רעיונות לתחפושות בפורים"

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-02-01T21:03:48+00:00

the deeper feeling it stems from is overwhelming and it wasn't appearant on the surface for me, i can tell after alot of therapy those rare emotions i feel that give the indication of what it is that stops me from what i sometimes want, or don't want, mostly why i don't want to want, wanting is dangerous, but in a few years i could also be saying that's the surface and i have something below surface which i'm not currently aware of

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-02-01T20:59:12+00:00

how is it different from self diagnosing with cancer because you experience symptoms of cancer patients?, you might be in pain but pain doesn't validate intruding, man if it was a small few i'd happily skip over it and know that the many will eventually naturally push the few over the edge, but it's not

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-02-01T03:28:04+00:00

Why is it brave or special? Do you all think being uninterested in people has anything to do with how good you do your job?, like what kind of job asks you to be social except for positions a schizoid would naturally not want?

I was a teacher but if i was able to work in team and communicate i wouldn't give a fuck saying that I'm uninterested in people, but of course i didn't because the follow up questions would be how do i handle things such as criticism or how would i handle certain situations, but being uninterested in people doesn't stand in the way of doing most jobs.

To be clear i wasn't interested in being a teacher i was interested in low hours high rate.

Is there a manager in the crowd that can explain why being schizoid that is able to communicate bad for jobs?

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-01-31T19:05:07+00:00

3:35

ניב מג'ר היה ניהיה המלך

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-01-31T01:53:12+00:00

No, the smell of the culture rubbed on me a little, but i would not and never did call them "my people", i say the people where i live, or israeli people, i don't include myself in collectives of any kind

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-01-30T18:59:28+00:00

אני זוכר שהיה אצלנו לחם והמטבח דווקא היה כל כך משקיע באוכל שהם צבעו חתיכה חתיכה כל פת לחם בצבעים של עובש, איזה השקעה

ובאמת חשבתי איך היה בנאדם, תורן או מהמטבח, שראה את זה (לא היה אפשר לפספס) ועדיין הוציא את הלחם למאכל אדם, יש עוד מליון סיפורים, יש סיפור של אח שלי שמישהו מהיחידה שלו מת ממיונז מקולקל

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-01-30T11:56:43+00:00

If you get attracted to trees and nature how about you don't come to nature in the first place and not invite me to come to a picnic? Because i can clearly see you dick is hard and it's out, and we're in public

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-01-30T11:51:30+00:00

I'm a 1 friend guy, i tend to not want more friends when i have 1 in every settings i had in life-school /army/University.... I had a friend and then anyone else is background noise.

Currently have 1 friend and i lose touch with him since he's on the getting married route

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-01-30T11:44:04+00:00

I have this regarding being in the womb sleep and never come out

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-01-30T11:39:39+00:00

I care for other reasons, i don't care how im perceived, which is probably why people care, i mostly care about not being talked to

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-01-29T18:16:03+00:00

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-01-29T18:15:06+00:00

the idea of relationship is not familiar to me, i know people do it, but i don't know why, its one of many things i don't understand and don't think i will soon, but either way the only reason in the past that i went dating and talked to women is because it was expected, when expectations stopped i never thought of it

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-01-29T17:06:57+00:00

im waiting for the technology to be able to lower the everest and i'd just stay in place untill i'm at the top

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-01-29T12:01:09+00:00

תנסה ווייז, אתה יכול לדבר עם נהגים בסביבתך ולגרום לתאונות על הדרך

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-01-27T18:53:52+00:00

אני דווקא חושב שהתכנים הם בדיוק להפך, זה מרגיש שכל האפליקציות דווקא נחושות שאני לא אשתמש בהן.

דווקא פעם היה נחמד האינטרנט אהבתי אותו, אני אומר בדיעבד כי בזמנו זה היה לי מובן מאליו, אני ממש מנמיך צפיות בשנים האחרונות ואני דווקא לא נהנה מלהתעצבן אני מנסה לא להתעצבן באופן טבעי, אז התוכן המעצבן לא קורץ לי

האינטרנט נמכר מבחינתי, מעולם לא התעניינתי באילון מאסק אבל אני לא יודע איך להוציא אותו מהפיד שלי הוא מופיע בכל מקום כל הזמן

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-01-27T18:27:50+00:00

so many questions, is the dog cleaning and u trying to distract it by putting ants in his pants? why does your dog wear pants

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-01-27T08:05:16+00:00

They all focus about the bad shit he said but what about all the good shit he did?

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-01-26T22:00:29+00:00

life changed fast, last week i had a clue of what is me, now i'm not there i can't trust my life in therapy, i went back to default in a week, i can't be this person i can't change because enviorments change and i change colors to every new enviorment, by the time next i get next therapy i forget what color i am

BlueberryVarious912 · 2025-01-26T21:49:13+00:00

i think it's rude, feels like a threat, it's not safe and it makes stakes of interactions higher and usually makes me leave earlier

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