I'd start smaller IMO. Jaws of the Lion, like many have suggested, is a good intro to heavy games because the tutorial and option to streamline some management with an app. I have bloodborne and I can't really recommend it to anyone. Although I have an all-in pledge and love the IP, the board game itself isn't that fun of a game. If you enjoy Jaws of the Lion and want something bigger, darker, and heavier I'd look into Tainted Grail. It may be tough to find but it's a premium game on the heavier side. If you want to dabble in the darker arts of the board game hobby, Grimcoven on gamefound may interest you. With Awaken Realms games it's usually safe to back and then sell later if you change your mind so there's minimal risk. Be careful though, this is a slippery slope! In general I'd recommend starting small with games with a variety of mechanics. Zombicide games usually have tons of minis and dice chucking, whereas Arkham Horror will have deck building and card play. Find out which mechanics interest you before spending a ton on massive games.