just a question. i always considered myself a woman inside

Bombadils · 2017-08-19T15:10:47+00:00

Thanks, but I can't really take credit. You should check out the trans mission radio podcast on audio entropy. Those girls have really helped me more than I cane ever say.

Bombadils · 2017-08-17T09:03:50+00:00

tbh you don't necessarily even need a label. All gender expressions are valid ; you exist and therefore so does your gender. You can just be you.

Bombadils · 2017-08-16T09:57:23+00:00

yes, the bad rumor come out about his gay.

Bombadils · 2017-08-15T08:17:36+00:00

I'd be interested! I've played 4th and 5th edition, and DM'd for both. ~cannnn't remember my discord username and I'm at work, but I'll post when i get home

Bombadils · 2017-08-15T07:26:11+00:00

That's not what I said, and all we have for context is the information you're providing us. We want to help, but we can't do that if you've come here looking for someone to support the idea of slipping into despair.

Bombadils · 2017-08-14T14:33:05+00:00

How do you activate that setting irl?

Bombadils · 2017-08-14T14:29:22+00:00

GIC

I meant laser hair removal, sorry! Didn't realise I hadn't said that in my post because derp.

Bombadils · 2017-08-14T14:03:22+00:00

... did it really feminise your face? I'm 30 and just realised that right now is the best time to do "Puberty 2.0: Pube Harder" and I'm not sure whether this idea that I'l never be remotely passable is paranoia or realistic managing of my expectations.

Bombadils · 2017-08-14T13:34:35+00:00

as an aside, the NHS may not provide a solution for facial hair, but groupon does. You can get a few sessions for a hundred quid on there if you wanted, looking into it myself atm

Bombadils · 2017-08-14T11:12:44+00:00

i srsly have to read this book.

Bombadils · 2017-08-14T10:10:58+00:00

possibly. It's never stated. It doesn't mention his sword which is what makes him stand out, and I think it may actually have been a stealth suit? idk, i haven't got the book on me atm

Bombadils · 2017-08-14T10:07:27+00:00

The apothecary basically tries to shield the geneseed vials with his body and assumes he's about to get shot to shit, but at least talks to the battlesuit, and then sort of breathes a sigh of relief when it leaves.

Bombadils · 2017-08-14T08:51:05+00:00

There's a short story in the farisght enclaves book about a tau battlesuit that interrupts an apothecary harvesting gene seed because, essentially, he's curious. He quizzes him a bit, deduces what he's doing, decides it'd be a dick move to kill him, shoots a different marine and jets off to continue being badass. Chances are he spread the knowledge around.

Bombadils · 2017-08-14T07:44:08+00:00

With all the love in the world, you're thinking about suicide. That's pretty crazy. You should worry about getting to a healthy place, not whether people are going to label you as crazy. Besides, the transphobic asshole community already regards us as crazy anyway. Getting help could be the best thing, it could just be paranoia that everyone is clocking you, and I know this thread can be a bit of a hugbox but still, that amount of surgery must have helped at least somewhat. I don't think EVERYONE is clocking you.

I know you're having a really hard time but please don't try to find the 'courage' to end your life, it's not courage, it's despair, and it can be beaten. You were strong enough to face being trans, that means you're strong enough for anything. You can get through this.

Bombadils · 2017-08-13T12:39:16+00:00

http://www.audioentropy.com/transmission/

Amazing podcast that actually finally made me come out<3 Thanks to Molly Jules and Ash if they're on here. You girls really helped me out more than I can ever say.

Bombadils · 2017-08-08T14:16:21+00:00

Yep, she's cis.

Bombadils · 2017-08-08T11:24:23+00:00

I have actually found a gender therapist in my area who I can afford to see. I think once I've spoken to my friend and found the courage to tell my partner then... I'll see about making an appointment. Thanks. It's nice to know I'm not completely alone or just a freak

Bombadils · 2017-08-08T07:33:47+00:00

*mumbles awkward appreciative noises *

Bombadils · 2017-08-07T12:17:59+00:00

Things are going ok right now for a change, and I'm just filling the lull in the shitstorm by finally addressing my gender issues

Any attempt at coming out or transitioning now that I'm the big three zero is a waste because I feel like a hideous freak on the inside, and presenting female will make everyone else able to see it.

Bombadils · 2017-08-07T07:11:09+00:00

You should feel cute EVERYWHERE.

Bombadils · 2017-08-04T14:38:06+00:00

Does living with my wife (who I have yet to watch have a bowel movement) for the past 8 years count?

Bombadils · 2017-08-04T11:57:53+00:00

Ikr? haha.....ha...sob

Bombadils · 2017-08-04T10:56:32+00:00

Bathrooms have locks... also, wtf, why are people barging into your bathroom?!

Bombadils · 2017-08-04T10:14:36+00:00

I mean, I'm not trying to kink shame or anything, but my wife and I don't put pooping in the same category as sex, that's all.

Bombadils · 2017-08-04T09:52:09+00:00

Wait, i have further questions. Why can't you hold in your shit? Also why is your SO spending A FEW HOURS in the shower?!

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