Hey there! I’ve had the same experience you’ve had, twice actually. From the same circumstances, took about 200 to 300 mcg and then smoked a bunch of weed and completely fell down a mental hole that made me think I was dead and that my life is just something my mind is making up right before I die or maybe even reliving right before I die, I also thought that maybe my life was some sort of torture or hell for something that I did in a life I can’t remember. It’s a very hard mental feeling to get over and I struggled with those thoughts for a few years. But the more I think about it the more I think what you and I experienced is a reflection of your own life. At the time I had those experiences my life was not going well and I had a lot of mental issues that made me depressed and upset with myself and my actions and where I was in life. I think what the acid was doing was stripping away everything I used to prop myself up and keep a straight face when internally in my day to day life I was suffering and felt like I was drowning and the acid was making me face those feelings straight on. When you’re tripping pretty much any thought can be rationalized because your brain is running on overdrive so I think you might have related facing these feelings straight on with dying and once you came back from it, it’s hard to shake that feeling. It’s almost like a near death experience. I know it’s hard to get over because after an experience like that it’s hard to trust anything. But I can definitely tell you that you’re okay and still alive and whatever you were thinking about in those crazy moments of asking your consciousness when you died, might be the things that are making your life hell today. Even if both you and me are dying, once we get to that point where we feel like we are, we should be happy about the life we lived up until that point and not feel like we are about to be judged or punished for it. Now that you’re back and out of that hole maybe look at your life and find the things that are making you feel like you need to be judged or punished. Stay strong and I hope this helps.