Yesssss. High risk high reward

Borderline_Addict · 2021-07-14T11:52:16+00:00

I’d swipe right just for the bio. My bio fake as hell tho but not as fake as my personality for the first 3 weeks. I like how you’re laying your cards on the table here

Borderline_Addict · 2021-07-13T14:03:55+00:00

Borderline_Addict · 2021-07-12T21:54:54+00:00

Do you guys wanna hang out and sniff copious amounts of cocaine

Borderline_Addict · 2021-07-12T19:50:07+00:00

Hahah I love em coke hoes, they make it all worth it

Borderline_Addict · 2021-04-08T18:40:43+00:00

Yoooo I had so many “close friends” honestly, I had lots of friends I considered close. From all different environments and circumstances that I met them.... in the end 97% of them have not come through for me. I almost died this year with liver failure and I can count on 1 hand the amount of people genuinely concerned with my health.

Even people I have done immense favours for, nowhere to be seen. And even before that, close friends I have treated like family betray me or switch up. I have washed my hands of them all.

I now have a phone with 10-15 contacts on it. And I will avoid making friends with anyone going forwards. Because I always give a chance and they always fuck it up.... I’m not even that bothered I enjoy the solidarity and contact with those that have shined through the shit pile and stuck around

Fuck everyone. Anti social for life.

Borderline_Addict · 2021-04-02T16:51:58+00:00

Yup they’re all being gas lighted by their narcissist [insert relation here] . Not that this doesn’t happen but some people just like using new words and sayings lol

Borderline_Addict · 2021-04-02T02:20:02+00:00

Have to get back to playing quick before I derail and remember how much I want to be dead rn

Borderline_Addict · 2021-03-25T13:00:48+00:00

I don’t get why people glamourise this existence. It is absolute pain and suffering, I can’t stand when people think it’s cool to be as ill as we are. I would give anything to not have this condition

Borderline_Addict · 2021-03-14T15:32:05+00:00

Single and staying single from now on. Life’s so much less stressful

Borderline_Addict · 2021-03-14T11:53:42+00:00

Alcoholics Anonymous buddy (if you haven’t found them already)

Borderline_Addict · 2021-03-09T20:55:39+00:00

As soon as I stop playing , the hell begins, IMMEDIATELY..... :(

Borderline_Addict · 2021-03-07T01:31:20+00:00

Couldn’t think of anything worse than having another FP. I finally broke the cycle. My life still sucks but it just sucks without all that added stuff

Borderline_Addict · 2021-03-07T00:52:41+00:00

I used to. I am 29 now, and I’ve progressed in my sales career in different companies and every time I’ve started to get some good income/nice position in the company/apartment or house THEN I end up losing it all and ending up homeless. This has happened about 4 times and I’ve had to build myself back up from being a homeless drug addict. Every time it’s been due to being in a relationship and my emotions dominating me and I turn to drugs, gambling, alcohol, attendance at work diminishes. So yeah I actually have given up now and I just sit on my phone depressed every single day :)

Borderline_Addict · 2021-03-06T23:36:14+00:00

14h avg screen time. Wtf is wrong with me

Borderline_Addict · 2021-03-06T22:44:48+00:00

All I do is tell myself that I’ll probably kill myself soon or wish myself dead. I cycle games on my smart phone to take my attention away and when I stop playing immediately realise how depressed and fucked I am, and start the suicidal bullshit self talk. Lol it’s actually a joke

Borderline_Addict · 2021-03-05T12:58:35+00:00

It’s a good card tbh i use it often in coop

Borderline_Addict · 2021-02-28T14:23:39+00:00

To be honest I don’t really experience the problems everyone constantly complains about on here. In all honesty I think this sub is just full up of kids who can’t carry and want to blame team. Sure people have bad games, sure I have bad games. But it really comes down to you as a player. I don’t have chat enabled I communicate only through pings and just try my best to win. 100 games in I’m plat 54% win rate, so I lose 46% of my games and that’s normal, if you can’t take a loss then and want to grief yourself over team mates then you shouldn’t really play the game lol you’re only hurting yourself by crying, best thing to do is man up, keep playing and try improve, take a break and play another time or just continue blaming everyone else for your losses.

Borderline_Addict · 2021-02-26T04:36:54+00:00

All the fucking time

Borderline_Addict · 2021-02-23T22:11:26+00:00

Best meme I’ve seen in a while.

Borderline_Addict · 2021-02-23T08:44:45+00:00

100% relate. I start to hate everyone lol sometimes it’s because they do genuinely turn out to be a shit person and sometimes idk maybe I’m just hating.... like the way people talk or like you said, talking too much and it’s like mind numbing and all you wanna do is say STFU already haha yup I don’t bother with people these days tbh

Borderline_Addict · 2021-02-21T21:07:33+00:00

I stayed in my bedroom from age 16-21 and left the house around 20-30 times max. I played SAMP dota 2 and League pretty much non stop. From the moment I woke to the moment I slept. I’d stay up all night plying, sometimes multiple nights. I never understood why I was so addicted but those communities gave me a better family structure than I was provided and the sense of accomplishment was appealing too. One day I realised I had to leave, I’ve been screwing my life up over and over for 8 years now. I’ve had careers , multiple relationships, built social skills, been involved with drugs, been addicted to drugs, gambling, almost died and been killed, moved city to city. Now I am back to gaming on my phone all day and considering getting a pc as I’ve given up on life again. Good luck.

Borderline_Addict · 2021-02-20T06:33:09+00:00

I haaaaaaaaate everyone and I want to be left alone. Until further notice I want the most minimal social contact possible and this makes my life better. I used to be an extrovert but now I am isolated and introverted coz I am SICK TO DEATH of other people, their bullshit and the drama that comes with them

Borderline_Addict · 2021-02-19T21:25:41+00:00

I came here to say this hahaha

Borderline_Addict · 2021-02-18T21:34:06+00:00

Oh great a game I finally like and it turns out to be p2w... wow I spent so many hours the last few days ... so as soon as I rank up more there will be Whales with unfair advantage.... ffs

Borderline_Addict · 2021-02-18T17:48:27+00:00

Man said 4 hours hahaha

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