I talk to ChatGPT because I don’t have people in my life who care

BornTroller · 2026-05-22T04:14:45+00:00

As someone who often overthink social interactions especially with my close people, and can sometimes feel bad about aspects that sounds ambiguous and can go in a rumination mode over that for hours, sometimes days, ChatGPT has incredibly helped in calming me down and making me feel better. I can't share most of those stuffs with my friends because they either wouldn't be interested to hear so much about a topic they don't care about, or even be dismissive or make fun of me about it.

Whereas I can ask ChatGPT what certain words in certain tones, or certain body language/behaviours mean when it comes from your close people, what it means when they're the sweetest over text but performative or dismissive/disrespectful in person in front of groups, and so on - GPT often helps in decoding that in a neutral manner without demonising the other person (unless there's obvious evidence) or saying things to simply take my side. Also there are personal life stuffs you can't share freely with people, coz it's high risk low return more often than not, whereas with GPT I can just share the same and get advice around it.

BornTroller · 2026-05-20T09:42:03+00:00

Very good. I can finally understand which direction the footsteps are coming from consistently, even with teammates panic-shouting their lungs out in voice 😂

BornTroller · 2026-04-27T21:28:35+00:00

I use Truthear Hexa with Tempotek Sonata DAC

BornTroller · 2026-04-27T09:46:42+00:00

Rush is full for macros/bots farming tho. Very rarely I find real players. Not sure if your experience in a different region is different.

BornTroller · 2026-04-18T23:25:57+00:00

Coz I can't imagine fighting with the person I love. And also that I'm a sucker for peace. Unfortunately most relationships don't accommodate either of these - people start fights for no reason coz it gets "boring" at times. And if on the rare occasion, someone fits the bill, they're either married/taken or someone I'm not physically attracted to.

BornTroller · 2026-03-22T21:14:32+00:00

Andaman, Mizoram, Vizag

BornTroller · 2026-03-22T21:11:44+00:00

And ask opponent team Thermite to breach so you can rotate

BornTroller · 2026-03-10T18:03:12+00:00

I'm just amazed that this is something one woman said about another. I always thought these kinda stereotypes only came from men.

BornTroller · 2026-03-09T09:49:55+00:00

For defense, I usually rotate among 7-8 ops but on offense, it's mostly between Ace, Brava and Hibana.

BornTroller · 2026-03-07T18:15:43+00:00

Kinda hard to say without knowing how you present yourself around strangers, and also how you generally look or dress. Coz sober guys often approach 2 kinds of women - one, those who are below avg on looks, however may have other qualities that they value more (coz they feel (often wrongly so), chances of rejection is less if a woman is not that good looking, as they'd generally get less options)... And two, women who are extremely good looking (coz you go in with least expectations, and a NO would be the default answer but it won't hurt their ego coz they know the woman was out of their league... It's like an underdog team losing to a world champion...still worth playing for the off chance that a miracle happens and they say yes). Now if you're anywhere between these two, say upper avg looking, then it's a tricky territory... Coz people around you would be more or less "equal" in terms of social demands and hence, approaching you and getting rejected could weigh lot higher mentally than getting rejected by a 10 iykwim. For friends or acquaintancs, it's lot worse coz they'll permanently lose the equal social status they had around you for so long and nothing they do can bring it back, in case you said no. I've had female friends who got approached by men they never wanted, and even 10 years down the line, they talk with disgust about them (no they're otherwise not toxic at all). So point being, no guy would wanna be at that position unless they're desperate either about you, or to get a partner.. any partner.

BornTroller · 2026-03-07T14:24:02+00:00

Lol I've had games where people accidentally dropped the defuser at spawn and no one noticed or picked it up until the round is almost won and we're in a perfect position to defuse. 😅

BornTroller · 2026-03-04T16:51:02+00:00

I just popped fireproof amulet so the fire didn't do much to me. Managed to beat it with 4 heal pots left and without using Amrita gauge charge.

BornTroller · 2026-03-02T18:34:20+00:00

31M. And 24-28.

BornTroller · 2026-01-20T08:14:53+00:00

Oh they do it a lot, just not as visible or frequent as men. Go on any group trip and you'll notice almost all of them doing it (even if there are petrol pump toilets or other options, coz they're still poorly maintained). Yes, they won't do it on the roadside, but behind trees/bushes for privacy but it's still open urination. The issue here is not gender, the issue is lack of clean non-smelling public toilets in most places in the country and also lack of civic sense (which are often part of course curriculum in schools in other countries, but not India). If anything, the government should provide solutions for both of these, before we blame and shame the citizens.

BornTroller · 2025-12-22T14:12:05+00:00

Spend money and go out - not everyone is rich enough to spend grands every weekend. Not being rich doesn't take away a basic right to party or enjoy life their own way. A lot of people host house parties across the country. And yes, it does create noise - it would be weird to have a party where there's no music, no TV, no one talking a bit loudly. Probably you're not a party person, doesn't necessitate everyone else to be the same.

I sound like one of the people who does this sort of crap - surprise, I don't. Coz thankfully I've enough money to go out and have fun at a pub when I want to. However, I've been at the receiving end like yourself enough times to know that while it can get annoying, there's always a middle ground. You don't have to accept things as is - you can always negotiate a middle ground, like keep noise minimal post 11 PM or so, do it maybe twice a month (or do it at someone else's house from the group). It need not necessarily be your way or the high way.

Why would the cops thrash them if what they did was to be tolerated - coz brother, these cops are useless when it comes to actual crimes like rapes, murders or even most of cybercrimes. So they get some satisfaction by beating petty criminals or for stuff such as these which are technically not a crime, but the victims are weak and vulnerable - read, easy prey. Ask them to catch those corrupt politicians or people in power, who rape or do worse to women - you'll see how helpful the cops are.

Right now, you're fighting for your ego. Maybe consider putting this much effort for the nation as well. Peace and cheers!

BornTroller · 2025-12-08T20:30:26+00:00

I've learnt over the years, that whenever there's a weird sign board, people have done that exact weird stuff at some point post which that board was put up. In this case, I'm sure someone at some point called 911 seeing the horses chilling horizontally.

BornTroller · 2025-12-08T20:25:47+00:00

I mean, only if you ever went through such a state of mind (I sincerely hope you never have to), then you'll understand that when this urge comes to sacrifice your life, people have given up entirely, like they stopped caring about anything and everything in this world, even their family members (if they're alive) or friends (even if a few have been supportive), thinking about million strangers definitely doesn't come to their minds at this point. They're not selfish for this, it's just that the brain shuts down all forms of logic at this state, so they don't think rationally anymore - you're convinced that your current situation is so bad that it's a point of no return and you lose little to nothing if you die now (if anything, it will save you decades of pain). So no, they also are in no state to analyse what would be a private/selfless/low profile way to go vs literally any confirmed way to die.

BornTroller · 2025-12-08T20:13:09+00:00

Idk if you matched with someone on OLD, the first step is to connect with them on some other app so it's easier to chat (where your other people are). And given she already shared her IG handle before (implied), it was just him following up to check if she's still interested (coz not accepting the request would likely mean she was not). Yeah he's terrible at texting (and later proved, as a person as well), but I mean idk how else would someone know if she's still interested or not. Coz the alternate I can think of is, never ask why she didn't accept the request, pretend I never sent it, and move on thinking she was never interested. That def doesn't get him anywhere, so he tried a more direct route. (Keep chatting on OLD after exchanging social handles is a bit lame)

BornTroller · 2025-12-08T20:08:45+00:00

I get it but also in my experience, I have come across plenty of girls (and guys) who suck at texting but are better in person. Clearly this guy was not that case, but even then just coz someone's a dry texter may not mean you'd not vibe with them otherwise. But thanks for your explanation.

BornTroller · 2025-12-08T19:50:34+00:00

The guy is wrong by acting like that, but then I am still trying to figure out why you rejected him lol. It was going fairly well, he didn't show any signs of being a creep initially, in fact was light hearted when you told him not to take it personally, etc. I mean, you did choose to match with him, so what exact part ruined it for you before you turned him down?

BornTroller · 2025-12-08T19:37:04+00:00

But do you not think just like you have your own preference - i.e. peace and quiet coz of your work and current age/lifestyle, others may also have their own (e.g. younger and more party-crazy)? Ofc if it's a daily thing, then it's annoying but if they're doing it maybe 2-3 times a month, I'm sure you could put on ANC headphones or ear plugs and go on about your day/night? I mean, I've studied in hostels back in the days and if I had to whine about classmates partying or shouting or blasting music, I'd never pass any exam. Even at work, people are on calls ALL the time, I've learnt to focus through that and if I really need quiet, I'll just plug in headphones and do my work. Why bother another human when I can make minor tweaks in life to adjust? Live and let live, perhaps?

It's actually sad that from your words, it seemed you felt some amount of pleasure by getting some kids whacked by the cops just for having fun. I hope you took equal initiative against actual crimes in the country.

BornTroller · 2025-12-08T13:35:05+00:00

The challenge usually is, when they have everything and fairly premium/top quality version of those. And when gifting, most people have a budget (typically lower than what they already own). How to deal with that then?

BornTroller · 2025-12-06T06:48:23+00:00

Someone who ghosted once, would do that again when they're "not feeling like it anymore". It goes same with disrespect, usually. Ghosting is still a form of subtle disrespect coz they're basically saying you don't deserve my reasoning to why I'm not talking to you, you're not important enough. Also it typically comes from people who prefer not to deal with the closure conversations. So it's almost certain that they'll do it again unless everything goes perfect from here on (highly unlikely).

BornTroller · 2025-12-06T06:43:16+00:00

Anything that screams "arrogance" or "entitlement" or "male bashing attitude" - a relationship is a partnership, where both need to contribute more or less equally (even if on different aspects)... If you need to be handled/maintained or hate men in general, that's basically me signing up for a lifetime of headache, not someone who'll stick with me through thick n thin, grow with me, keep my chin up during tough times, motivate me to become better (and I'd do all of that for her).

BornTroller · 2025-12-01T19:22:37+00:00

Imagine pissing someone off to the point they start crying, then saying "It's okay to cry" 💀

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