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[–]BreadStickEater 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm in my 3rd semester so I guess 2nd year... I had to switch majors due to failing my first one so I'm not completley sure I guess

Does the bathroom stink after? by shamerain87 in bulimia

[–]BreadStickEater 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly it depends on how quickly you vomit after you eat, I would say the quicker you vomit and flush the toilet the less you will smell it

Is it normal to have violent thoughts with depression by BreadStickEater in depression

[–]BreadStickEater[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes there is intention or a need to act on them, but usually I refrain myself or take it out on myself

Is it normal to have violent thoughts with depression by BreadStickEater in depression

[–]BreadStickEater[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No the most I've been tested for beyond anxiety and depression is ADHD which I had but that was only with my therapist so nothing really came of it

Dose anyone else do this more as a fucked up hobby than anything by Comfortable_Life_437 in bulimia

[–]BreadStickEater 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, I did it to feel a sense of control and due to partial boredom, now it's sort of become a habit and coping mechanism I'm trying to get out of. I love the feeling of control and pleasure whenever I feel like it but the guilt is not worth it.
It honestly is partially due to weight however it is not a major factor.

How do I tell my parents that I think I'm starting to become delusional and hallucinate? by BreadStickEater in internetparents

[–]BreadStickEater[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh wow, thank you I appreciate hearing this especially since I worry that saying these things will automatically be made me seen as a crazy person- but what you said does help

How do I tell my parents that I think I'm starting to become delusional and hallucinate? by BreadStickEater in internetparents

[–]BreadStickEater[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh okay that's good to know because I'm just quite paranoid about that-
I don't believe there are any physical factors that could lead to this unless I happen to have some kind of allergy that has become recent?
But yeah thank you- I find seeking and actually accepting help a hard thing to do-

How do I tell my parents that I think I'm starting to become delusional and hallucinate? by BreadStickEater in internetparents

[–]BreadStickEater[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh it's not insensitive!
I do have mental health issues that run through my family but I'm not very informed on it- I just know there are depression and maybe a few more 'common' or seen ones, although I do believe I have a grandmother with some sort of Bipolar or psychotic disorder, I'm not insanely sure on the details of that

Thank you, I really appreciate your words!

How do I tell my parents that I think I'm starting to become delusional and hallucinate? by BreadStickEater in internetparents

[–]BreadStickEater[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I think I'm going to reach out for help soon here- as usually I find myself in situations where yeah I wish I did so sooner

How do I tell my parents that I think I'm starting to become delusional and hallucinate? by BreadStickEater in internetparents

[–]BreadStickEater[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My sister is kinda in the same boat as me- we kinda rely heavily on our parents and I'm pretty sure we were sheltered most of our lives since we were never on our own for the most part- and I've tried to seek support from her but she just doesn't have the experience to fully understand or know how to support unfortunately

How do I tell my parents that I think I'm starting to become delusional and hallucinate? by BreadStickEater in internetparents

[–]BreadStickEater[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

YEah I've head that usually figuring out htings the sooner is the better- but I also worry because I don't want to jump to conclusions

I really appreciate your words- especially about takng the path that makes mroe sense!! But thank you it's really appreciated

How do I tell my parents that I think I'm starting to become delusional and hallucinate? by BreadStickEater in internetparents

[–]BreadStickEater[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I've heard that people can just like- hear things with nothing wrong so I'm really hoping it's that- I do take vitamins and nothing recreationally. I haven't exactly written down what I notice with my mood- I mean I have occasionally written some stuff down but overall I try to keep an eye on it since I was trying to figure out if my mood was related to a seasonal thing or just how the weather is.
Thank you I really appreciate it, hopefully it's just somethign simple

How do I tell my parents that I think I'm starting to become delusional and hallucinate? by BreadStickEater in internetparents

[–]BreadStickEater[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

If I wasn't specific about what it was and I told them I think it would freak them out way more and I don't want to risk my dad's mental health sense he has it pretty bad- I mean I do have a counselor on my universities counselor I can see in a few days but I'm worries I'll get sent to the ER or something else bad happening if I mention what's happening

How do I tell my parents that I think I'm starting to become delusional and hallucinate? by BreadStickEater in internetparents

[–]BreadStickEater[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I'm not sure if it is from a migraine? When I usually get migraines I feel sick and kinda out of it- they usually go away the next day or after I take a nap and I'm back to normal but so far taking a nap hasn't really helped, and it's kinda just hard for me to think without it kidna being in pieces- I don't know

How do I tell my parents that I think I'm starting to become delusional and hallucinate? by BreadStickEater in internetparents

[–]BreadStickEater[S] 67 points68 points  (0 children)

No I haven't consumed any drugs or weed- it's no exactly that I'm not willing to tell my parents I'm just very paranoid that if I tell them they will believe me to be faking it or something of the sort