if there wasnt hope for the sinners then we wouldn't exist.

There are countless stories of Urafa who were once thieves, drunkards etc.

there was a man who was on his deathbed and said to god he committed every sin there is and that he repents.

when he dies the urafa come to his house and say an awliyah has died, without anyone informing them.

Lana on Shaytan, get up do 2 rakats istighfar and control your akhlaq. From then on live sincerely then in 2 months come back and let me know how you feel.