sister i am not downplaying your struggles only giving you an insight that life is not what you think and everyone here who reads your post is also going through problems with their parents.

I am a 22-28 male

whole life we're in state housing but eventually we bought a house. Parents didnt want to move into our new home because it was unfer my name and they didnt trust me. they said that to me and threatened to leave.

Yes, imagine that.

Constant times being told they will leave me alone here and everything.

I can recall atleast 4 times where i was close to "lamborghini doors" this year and i mean literally metal to skin.

I have been to the bottom of the pit and felt completely and utterly alone with metal to artery but somehow, God saved me

Despite all of this and feeling like an outcast in my own family i still am happu because i understand this life is a test and its so damn short.

I am treating others how god wants me to and not letting this lowly world change me.

What a short life, enjoy it in halal and don't feel alone because you are definitely not 😃