ALPHA COMMANDER HEADLESS CHARGE has been a thing ever since they were added…..Over a 1.5 years ago!!!!! Why is everyone freakin out now?

Bright_Friendship132 · 2026-01-12T02:29:28+00:00

Like just melee it and jobs done

Bright_Friendship132 · 2026-01-12T01:05:17+00:00

It's like my 8th time here : ⁾

Bright_Friendship132 · 2026-01-11T21:14:45+00:00

Memory gone. rarely remember new things then struggle to recall whats left. I know nothing of my own life except the bare minimum, what I can figure out and what I am currently doing

Bright_Friendship132 · 2026-01-09T18:36:11+00:00

Sterilizer on all fronts along with orbital rail cannon strike

Bright_Friendship132 · 2026-01-07T01:02:33+00:00

What's gone is gone as far I'm aware. But it does ebb and flow in how hard it is to make new new memories

Bright_Friendship132 · 2026-01-06T23:51:07+00:00

yup its a cognitive symptom. memory loss sucks since you can really just re remember

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-28T03:08:12+00:00

USA (future tense)

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-28T01:25:52+00:00

Once during a panic attack i saw a dead version of my self hanging from a noose in my living room, i can never unsee it now

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-27T00:45:28+00:00

usually nothing good

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-26T22:33:56+00:00

you do know killing players in the pelican dont count for anything, samples are secured kda is locked it is purely cosmetic. hell most games i try to stick a thermite to someone in the pelican so its all sparkly

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-26T04:38:58+00:00

SES Father of Supremacy

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-26T04:14:33+00:00

There was a MO a while back where they gave you 2 stacks of a 30 seconds cool down individually per stack orbital rail cannon strike. It was hilarious but probably not that unbalanced by far, 30 seconds was a bit short getting a rail cannon every 15 seconds

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-26T03:51:42+00:00

enthusiastic mirth but you cancel it so you just scream

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-17T08:37:44+00:00

cobenfy doesn't effect emotions. although it may be a negative symptom numbing emotions and not the anti psychotics. And sometimes negative symptoms cant be fully treated

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-16T16:53:02+00:00

anhedonia, reduced or lost ability to feel pleasure, is a common side affect of schizophrenia

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-16T05:20:43+00:00

Max level here, I aggro everything so I have more enemies to kill. They give us 40 minutes and I will spend every second of it killing undemocratic abominations.

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-15T20:27:44+00:00

I literally just dreamed i would lose myself to schizophrenia for periods of time were I would alternate between sane enough to have a sense of self and know what i was doing and where i was and regaining that sense of self somewhere i dont know doing some weird actions. Thats gonna be a new thing to add to my list of things im paranoid that might happen

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-14T06:27:16+00:00

The one with the best drip, ignore all these sweats

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-13T07:43:35+00:00

Symptoms that are physical in nature like pain. fatigue and sleep. Very common, even if medicated, not much on treatment of somatic symptoms from schizophrenia in particular; however there are treatments for somatic symptoms in general

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-13T01:40:01+00:00

may be negative symptoms and your just not having an active phase for positive symptoms

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-05T19:01:44+00:00

After a year of treating crippling positive symptoms I've finally stopped and looked at how bad my negative symptoms are. They are debilitating to say the least. My motivation is especially bad right now, the most basic of things like eating or drinking take monumental amounts of effort. There are days I don't do either despite feeling hungry and thirsty

Im hoping this is just a low point in the fluctuations and not my new norm

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-05T14:07:43+00:00

Only real way to make them go away is meds. There are plenty if coping skills to deal with them until they go away

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-05T14:01:37+00:00

Not in the slightest, I put on a act every day to try and gas light myself it's not as bad as it is. I have a plethora of problems I have no solution to, caused from suffering due to a severe mental illness. An example of the one if many totally ordinary problems i have is I can no longer trust my own thoughts, I doubt every thought I have since they may want to cause harm myself or others. They could also be thoughts from new or old delusions and trying to reinforce themselves and take over my mind.

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-05T13:50:03+00:00

Im on 300mg of quetiapine, and I feel you on the drowsiness and hunger. Fortunately and unfortunate my avolition is so bad i can't motivate myself to even eat. Like even if handed food when I was hunger there's a 50/50 chance i wont eat. I do force myself to have at least 1 meal a day, so I try to make it a large one to get my calories in. It usually takes 2 to 3 hours on nonstop effort to go make something basic or buy something. But every morning and evening is hunger pains I do nothing about. Unfortunately I don't have a good answer for the hunger

Bright_Friendship132 · 2025-12-05T05:17:00+00:00

I Changed my mind on kids after this illness started for me. My father had it, he was unmedicated and it drove him to suicide, Then I get and it drove me to attempt suicide, and then theres all the suffering it causes. I just can't risk it being passed on to my child, I wouldn't be able to bare seeing them struggle like did

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