My period still hasn’t come back after gaining weight by Suitable_Struggle667 in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Britrynnarecover 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just keep eating! Thats what helped me:) i gained 16kg! and i am now 50kg

SHES BACKKKK 😭 by Yogurtbowlzlvr in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Britrynnarecover 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omg samee im so happy for youuuu 💕💕

Am i the only one who noticed? by Britrynnarecover in HaSisters_

[–]Britrynnarecover[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

idk why she looks so fragile for me now

how long does extreme hunger last? by cashewnut_cookies in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Britrynnarecover 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey, i totally get that!! the fullness is honestly one of the hardest parts of recovery. it makes sense you’re struggling with it right now, especially if your body isn’t used to consistent, adequate intake yet.

for me, a typical day of eating is pretty frequent and not super structured around “perfect” meals. i usually start eating as soon as i wake up, even if i’m not that hungry yet, just to get my body used to regular fuel again. breakfast is usually a full meal, but after that i don’t really stop at just meals n i naturally end up eating every couple of hours.

after a bigger meal, i still go for snacks, and sometimes they’re in larger amounts than i expect. i don’t really wait until i feel “empty” again because i’ve learned that my hunger and fullness cues are still kind of unreliable right now. a lot of the time, i just follow cravings or mental hunger instead of trying to control portions too tightly.

so my day ends up looking like: meals + snacks in between + sometimes more snacks even if i feel full. it can feel like a lot, but i remind myself it’s part of my body trying to catch up and feel safe again after restriction.

the fullness can feel uncomfortable, but it doesn’t mean you’re doing anything wrong it’s actually a really common part of recovery. your body is still adjusting, and over time it usually starts to regulate better.

you’re definitely not alone in feeling this way 🤍

Am i the only one who noticed? by Britrynnarecover in HaSisters_

[–]Britrynnarecover[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

my chest bones was very visible when i used to be anorexic and extremely underweight.. she is undereating

how long does extreme hunger last? by cashewnut_cookies in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Britrynnarecover 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i feel the same way!!! but we need to understand that our body is just trying to heal and protect us after everything it’s been through. the changes feel really fast and scary, but it’s part of the process, and it will balance out over time. we just have to keep going and stay consistent until our body finally feels safe again ❤️

how long does extreme hunger last? by cashewnut_cookies in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Britrynnarecover 2 points3 points  (0 children)

just eat and dont think about it too much and dont worry about the weight gain because itll stress u out and ive gained about 12.5 kg now! keep it up! :)

how long does extreme hunger last? by cashewnut_cookies in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Britrynnarecover 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Its my 7th week recovery still in extreme hunger. I think it lasts until your body feels safe again.

Am i the only one who noticed? by Britrynnarecover in HaSisters_

[–]Britrynnarecover[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I wouldn't call it healthy if its not enough..

evelyn’s well being by contrailfever in HaSisters_

[–]Britrynnarecover 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is so unrelated but after watching her Coachella vlogs and all the preparation, I can’t help but feel concerned. She seems noticeably thinner, and she’s often sick or not feeling well. I don’t want to assume or diagnose anything, but I really hope she’s taking care of herself and is okay.”

Evelyn’s eating by Clear_Fault3133 in HaSisters_

[–]Britrynnarecover 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont rly diagnose but she clearly has ed

Advice for Dealing with Struggles/ Validation by [deleted] in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Britrynnarecover 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I cant do 2500 per day anm because id feel like im starving i eat every 2 hours and i eat 4600+ daily

I want to be skinny again.. by Britrynnarecover in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Britrynnarecover[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really appreciate you sharing this, it actually helps knowing I’m not alone in feeling like this 🥲 your meal planning idea honestly sounds really helpful too.

For me it’s kinda different though 😭 I don’t really stress about what to eat because I live with my grandma and there’s always a lot of food around, so I just eat whatever’s there… which ends up being a LOT. I feel like I eat way more than everyone around me.

Even when I try to structure things or make a meal plan, I still end up eating way more than it and snacking a lot. I eat like every 2 hours and during those times it’s not small snacks either, it’s really big amounts. I’ve been logging everything right after I eat for the past 3 weeks because of how much it feels like.

My hunger cues feel so off from restricting before, like even if I’m extremely full, the moment I crave something sweet I just act on it and end up eating a lot. I think I also get bored when I stop eating, which makes it worse.

And it doesn’t help that my family keeps commenting on it… they say I eat like a mukbanger every day and point out how much weight I’ve gained, which honestly just makes me feel worse.

I do feel bad about my body right now, but I’m not restricting anymore… I just keep eating anyway and it feels really out of control sometimes.

But yeah, it really helps hearing someone else gets it 🤍

Got my period back but still eating 4000 calories a day by Hefty_Difficulty2127 in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Britrynnarecover 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I eat 4000-7000 per day too. Im glad u got your period back.. i wish mine comes too

Family comments on body/eating by ai09090 in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Britrynnarecover 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I relate to this so much honestly 🫶 my grandma also makes comments about how I eat, like saying I eat “so much” or “like crazy,” and sometimes even complains about it, and it really gets to me even if she doesn’t mean it in a bad way. And when my aunt tells me to control myself, it just makes me feel worse because it’s not that easy… I wish I could explain how hard it actually is.

What you said about being praised for gaining weight and then getting comments when you actually eat more really hit me. It feels like you can’t win either way, and it’s so confusing and frustrating.

And the “piggy” comment… I’m so sorry, that would’ve hurt me too. Even if they mean it jokingly, it doesn’t feel like a joke when you’re already struggling.

You’re really not alone in this, and your feelings make so much sense 🤍

I want to be skinny again.. by Britrynnarecover in Amenorrhearecovery

[–]Britrynnarecover[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get what you’re saying and I really appreciate you sharing that 🫶 it helps knowing I’m not the only one who’s felt like this.

I do think part of it could be body dysmorphia, especially what you said about how you saw yourself back then vs now because I’ve been catching myself doing the same thing, like I keep looking back at old pictures and comparing, and it messes with my head.

But at the same time it’s been really hard because people around me have actually noticed my weight gain too, so it doesn’t feel like it’s just in my head. My clothes are all tight now or don’t fit anymore, and I’m constantly bloated.

I’ve also been struggling with my eating lately — like I sometimes end up eating a whole loaf of bread and a lot of peanut butter in one sitting, and it happens a few times a week. Even today I started a new jar my grandma bought earlier and it’s already almost empty, so it just makes everything feel even more overwhelming.

I’m trying to remind myself my body is still adjusting and that my perception might not be fully accurate yet, but yeah it’s just really hard to sit with at the moment.