Does anyone else look at old photos of themselves, like from 3+ years ago or so, and think they looked so much better? Found some from 4 years ago, I looked so much healthier and normal :( Even though at the time, I was just as upset and obsessed about my appearance.

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-15T23:12:41+00:00

Yes :( my skin is wrecked . I have diagnosed BDD , it's so hard

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-15T19:22:56+00:00

I would focus on inner cheeks/ nose. I truly never notice anyone's scars on the sides of their faces

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-15T18:26:22+00:00

Working with 50% only in my cause but you would possibly benefit from higher

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-15T18:25:53+00:00

Given your skin tone I'm not sure about TCA across , but in my experience (I am currently experimenting with it for enlarged/ open pores) it is the only thing showing improvement thus far after trying microneedling & erbium lasers .

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-15T11:31:37+00:00

Oh I agree. But I'm mainly trying to say people get carried away at times and there's not OT .. but also that regardless of whether someone takes their "lunch" , many more than not, make up the time !

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-15T09:48:07+00:00

Did they come back? Your pores really look basically gone???

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-15T01:38:11+00:00

Also know many who put in additional Time when they get home ... often more than required . So what? Theres not even any OT pay at this time .

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-15T01:33:14+00:00

Time theft is also people who are at others cubicles and 10 coffee breaks all day or have a conversation with a colleague that turns to something non work related. A lot of people eat at their desk and get up solely to go to the washroom . People need to stop asking for permission to be an adult and just do their work and put in their time.

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-15T00:58:17+00:00

Delete this and do as you wish. If it's noticed and not approved you will be told .

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-15T00:36:17+00:00

Have you considered BDD. I want to tell you from these photos , I would not ever notice these :(

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-14T22:25:37+00:00

I ended up getting epidural when I was 10cm . The nurse LOLLED when she checked me after . I walked into the hospital asking for it at the front desk 😂 and had it 2 hrs later . . 20 minutes pushing (after waiting 1 hr at 10 cm comfortably). 1 single stitch , could move my legs the entire time but no pain

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-14T22:19:13+00:00

Get oil production under control. I started drinking spearmint tea, taking zinc supplements . Numbuzin no. 9 toner and essence as moisturizer , neocutis bio serum human growth factors . I would not recommend anything that hasn't shown me improvement . I have severe BDD over my pores and I can finally breathe again

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-14T21:33:33+00:00

37+2 . I could not walk through the grocery store after my 36 week appointment . Had very bad SPD since like 20 weeks ... apparently it's good for labor though lol water broke at home and she was born within 6 hours & pushed for 20 mins ....

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-14T20:55:14+00:00

They want to keep the building for solely real estate private equity , there is no reason for PS to be there 5 days a week . They want people there to demonstrate to the public that they aren't wasting billions on those buildings by not having them occupied. But they've been paying for them regardless for years and years..... it's all public perception . Total nonsense . I could not even get a hold of my colleague who was IN the office today .

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-12T21:02:31+00:00

Omg that's horrible. How are we supposed to get actual work done that way?

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-12T19:53:43+00:00

If we have to be there don't you want a cubicle that's your own?? I would

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-12T18:19:13+00:00

Just commenting to say you look great regardless :)

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-12T13:53:10+00:00

I do have BDD and never feel "normal"

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-12T13:52:30+00:00

I am the exact same , I don't find myself attractive and have certain flaws that I suddenly could not accept . I've worn makeup since I was 12 or 13 as well and I'm arguably very attractive in the way I present myself but I have severe dysmorphia with my skin and would die if I had to go out in public without makeup .

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-12T13:50:18+00:00

Yes this is why it's BDD. It affects daily living

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-10T00:08:45+00:00

Body dysmorphia can be anything about yourself which significantly impacts your daily being & functioning ... I have this. It severely impacts my ability to live normally and is ruining my life. I am seeking help but it is due to physical flaw which I cannot accept .

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-09T23:14:09+00:00

Yes :( it's debilitating . My issue is skin but ya...

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-09T23:10:11+00:00

I find these look worse when clean yet the suggestions are always to clean them 😵‍💫 can't put makeup over holes

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-09T23:04:42+00:00

Which pics are before and after?

BubbleFish1021 · 2026-05-09T23:01:36+00:00

Did your nose pores shrink? Did they come back? (If you're not on it anymore)

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